The Life Of Peanut

Peanut

Living in the streets of Memphis Tennessee was alright. Beautiful streets, nice viewings from different parts of the city, and lots of characters. Don't get me wrong there are some bad parts of the city. The only bad thing about Memphis is the killings and the harsh realities of these folks out here. People die everyday from gun violence. You may never know who to trust in these streets, you can't tell who real and who fake. That's why I only hang around one girl Shauna Simons. This girl has been my best friend since kindergarten. My life wasn't so great, My mother used to be so sweet to me before my dad left us when I was three years old. One day they had a really big argument and he packed his things, kissed me on the cheek and left, I never seen him again. As I grew older my mom started to have so much animosity towards me. She blamed me for making her life so hard, I was the blame for everything, her love life, friends, and other reasons. After about seven years had passed, my mom finally got boyfriend. Kevin was a very sweet man, he gave me everything I wanted. He even helped better me and mama relationship. I was kind of second guessing about Kevin. He was a little too nice to me. All that matter is that my mama had finally found happiness, Kevin made her so happy.
Mama and Kevin had been together for about seven years. I was now 17 and a junior in high school. Summer break is literally next week and I was so excited because me and Shauna was gonna hit up this end of the school year party and a special guest gone be there. We are going to have so much fun. My lil boo was gone be there so you know I got to get cute. I decided to FaceTime Shauna so we could go and look for our outfits together. "Hey bestie, so you know this party is next Saturday and we need to look like a whole snack out here!" I said before she could even say something. "Bitch periodt! I can get my mama car and we can go right now because the mall is like 30 minutes away, i'll come pick you up be ready in about a hour." Shauna said. I said "ok" and hung up the phone.
Shauna called me and told me to come outside so I headed downstairs. As I approached the front door my mama stopped me. "Where you going?" She asked. "Me and Shauna about to go to the mall I'll be back." I stated. "You better not come in my fucking house late and I'm not playing with you." She said as she walked in her room. I don't know what her attitude was about but I just brushed it off and left out the house. When I got in the car I was so excited to see my best friend I hugged her and we headed to the mall.
Shauna and I spent about two hours in the mall. I had my outfit and we were ready to roll. When I got back to the house it was only 9:40 p.m. When I walked in the living room only Kevin was there, he was high as hell from all the weed he be smoking all day everyday. "Hey Kevin where mama go?" I asked him. "She just left a couple minutes ago with her friends to go to the casino across the bridge." He said looking at me smoking a blunt. Kevin is a tall dark skin man with tattoos all over his body. He's muscular too. Without responding I walked upstairs to my room and decided to try on my outfit. I decided to wear a fitted bright pink spaghetti strap dress. The dress fit my body so well, it hugged my curves. I was 5'4, brown skinned, long black natural hair that fell down my back, hips, thighs, no stomach and ass. I'm a 32 C in bras so my boobs were a nice size too. I naturally had a good body and of course all of the guys wanted me, but they only want one thing. I'm a virgin and ain't neither one of them getting it.
When I was done putting on my outfit I decided to change into some shorts and a tank top. Before I lay down I went downstairs to get me some snacks. When I walked into the kitchen Kevin was starring at me as I was doing what I came downstairs to do. "Peanut you about to go to sleep?" He asked. "Not right now I'm just getting some snacks so I can watch a movie." I said. "Come down here and watch it." He said still looking at me. "Nah I'm quite sure I'm gonna fall asleep I been out all day, so I'd rather watch it in my room." Kevin didn't respond, he just looked away. I didn't question it I just grabbed a fruit roll up, some hot puffs, and some Minute Maid juice and headed to my room.
When I got into my room I turned off the lights and put on a movie. When I climbed into bed I ate my snacks and watched tv for about thirty minutes. I started to get sleepy so I turned off the tv and closed my eyes.
A couple of minutes later my room door opened, Kevin came in and closed the door behind him. He didn't turn on the lights so it was pitch black. The only light you seen was coming from the street lights outside the window. "Kevin what's up? You need something ?" I asked him. "Nah ima just come get in the bed with you." Right then and there it clicked on my mind that Kevin was going to try some foul shit. So I got up and tried to go out the door. But before I knew it I was pinned down on the bed. "Kevin what you doing get off of me!" I screamed at him and tried my best to push him off of me but he was too strong. I punched his back but he still didn't move. It's almost light he didn't feel it. "Shut the fuck up and lay yo ass down, bitch if you move ima beat yo ass." He said while choking me. I was scared so I didn't move. Kevin took all of my clothes off and began to slide himself inside of me at a fast pasts. "Kevin get off! It hurts! stop it!" I cried. "Please stop your a grown ass man! You're 37 years old!" I begged and pleaded and he still didn't stop. I was in so much pain I couldn't take it. "BITCH GET OFF OF ME!" I screamed, he took his face out of my neck and looked at me. I hogged up all the spit in my throat and spat in his face. Before I knew it Kevin punched me in my jaw and started to choke me. I tried to get him to stop but he wouldn't, everything was going black and my tongue was getting tingly. I felt high, at this point I just knew I was going to die. I started to tap on his arms and tried pulling his hands away from around my neck. He finally stopped. I coughed and gasped for air. "If you tell anybody about this bitch ima kill you, yo mama, and whoever else you tell." He threatened me. Kevin put on his clothes and left out the room. I didn't know what to do, I was scared and bawling tears. I got up, put on my shirt and shorts and went to the bathroom. I was so sore it hurt to walk. When I reached the bathroom I locked the door, turned on the shower and took everything off. When I looked down there was blood everywhere. I got in the shower and washed my body. I wiped my vagina softly because it hurt so bad to touch it. When I was done showering, I went to my room locked the door and got into my bed. I cried silently all night I couldn't believe what had just happen