Life isn't always good, but life also isn't always bad.
If you only focus on the bad moments, then you'll never be happy. If you you only focus on the good moments, you'll forget that bad moments help you grow. I tell myself that a lot. Just because bad moments happen a lot doesn't mean I should be sad. Today the whole day has felt like a bad moment.
We didn't have food this morning for breakfast and I woke up freezing cold. It's been getting colder and colder but dad says that we don't have money for new cloths. Hyuna Noona gave me her old jean jacket but other than that I don't really have anything to keep warm.
I got dressed in the dark because I didn't want to wake up Appa. Since it's cold I decided to wear my leggings, a pair of socks, and a long sleeve shirt under Hyuna's jacket. It's not super warm but it will do for waiting at the bus stop before and after school.
Hyuna was over at a friends last night so she didn't come home this morning. She left because Appa was yelling, he drank to many of his drinks and got angry again. He always says sorry in the morning, but that doesn't make it any less scary.
I normally use Hyuna's makeup to cover up any bruises I have, but she took it with her to her friends house. That's okay though, my bruises are faded now. The only thing I have now is a scratch on my face. Appa threw his bottle at the wall near me an it scratched my face. He's done that a few times before but the scratch this time is pretty deep.
Appa doesn't mean to hurt me and Hyuna. He just gets sad because Eomma went away. When he's sad he drinks to many drinks and the drinks make him mad. So it's the drinks fault really. Sometimes me and Hyuna hide his drinks, but that makes him angry to. Most of the time it's just best to stay in our room and make sure Appa doesn't go outside. Hyuna always says we can't let Appa embarrass himself when he's had drinks. She says it would ruin his pride, so I make sure he doesn't go outside when Hyuna goes to her friends house's.
When I'm ready for school I grab my backpack and leave a note for Appa in case he worries. I'm not very good at writing yet but I'm good enough to tell him I'm at school. I also leave him some medicine, he always has bad headaches when he wakes up. After leaving Appa his things I head out the front door and lock it behind me.
Since I'm a little late I run to the bus stop. The cold stings my skin but I just pull my jacket around my body more and keep running. I've missed the bus four times already and I don't want to miss school. School is really fun! Lots of my classmates complain about homework and getting up early, but I love it. Getting to learn new things is always so interesting. We also get snacks at school.
When the bus arrives I climb on. Hyuna Noona is sitting near the back with her friends. When she sees me among the few kids getting on at our stop she lights up. She waves me back toward her and pulls out her makeup bag.
"Seo-jun! I'm sorry I left you at the house, I just wanted to get away last night." She says hugging me. "Come here, let me cover the bruise on your face. They others are okay now but that one is noticeable still."
Hyuna turns my face to cover the bruise and sees my scratch. She stares at it for a moment before starting to cry. Worried I squish her face and make her look at me.
"What's wrong?" I asks. Hyuna shakes her head and wipes her tears.
"I'm sorry, this happened because I wasn't there to protect you." She says gently putting makeup over the cut and bruise.
"It's okay." I reply.
When Hyuna is done I sit in the seat across from her and her friend. Hyuna's friend looks at me with a worried face. She whispers something to Hyuna and she shakes her head. All I overhear is something about me just being clumsy. After that I get bored of trying to listen in and pull my school book out of my backpack.
I flip through the pages and look at all the pictures. I know some of the words on the pages but most of them I just guess. Whenever I read to Hyuna for homework I always say I know what the words are. Hyuna helps me learn a lot. She's really smart. She knows how to read and write already.
Hyuna says she know more because she ten already. She says when I'm ten I'll know how to read to. I don't know though, words are so hard to understand, so are numbers. That's okay though, I've been getting better. My teacher at school lets me stay in during recess to practice more. I really stay in because it's cold out, but practice is good to.
Suddenly someone hits my arm. I look up and Hyuna tells me to put my book away. I look out the window to see that we're pulling into school. I quickly shove my book into my backpack and put it on my back.
I bounce up and down in excitement while clutching the bottom of my jacket in my hands. another day of school! I can't wait to see all my friends.
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Fate ||adopted by Bts
Fanfiction"It was by fate that we meet, but by choice that you saved me." ... Park Seo-jun is a young boy that's been growing up with a rough home life. This is the story of how he was adopted, and save, by none other than BTS.
