Imagine being down and feeling like nothing could get better or just won't get better.
How could tou handle that?
How could you deal with the daily tasks of life in general?
Or
Imagine having whatever you wanted, and feeling like nothing was bett...
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Home Downtown LA, Wednesday 4:18 pm
Not sure why but I didn't work today, I have been rechecking my life and trying to see where I want to go. I know I said I want to open my own car dealership knd shit and I do. But I also feel as if I should go try college. I never had the money to go to college.
I mean I'm not stupid at all, I know I can do the work and everyrhing.
I actually did apply to some colleges UCLA I got not accepted but I was accepted to USC. Which I want to go but I don't know if I really want to now.
"Honey why are you not happy?" My mom asked
"If you don't want to you don't have to go" she stated
"Yeah, but I feel like I should go because college could be good for you, but then again I'm already twenty two"
"So what, just just turned twenty two the start of this year. If you want to go then go"
"They want me to play football and I don't know how to play"
"You was the best lacrosse player in your four years of highschool, plus you played every game, and captain all four years. It's the same thing" she stated
"Not really ma" I said giving Zae a piece of meat
"Well give it a try" she said
"Yeah I don't know"
"Okay well I tried" she smiled
"And I love you for it"
I'm not sure if i want to do this or not.
Ring ring
It's Thavary calling me, its been two weeks since be been back together.
"Wassup princess"
"Nothing, how are you?" I could tell she was smiling
"I'm good. Why are you smiling?" I laughed
"Because I missed you I haven't seen you in three days why?"
"I'm sorry, you haven't been to the salon and I wasnt on the log to work today"
"Yeah I don't know why either. But I want to see my boyfriend"
