Bullied by a special person

Part 2

Erik's perspective:

I went outside of the hospital and met up with Julia outside the cafe. Then we went to my home and started our little 'party'. A quarter later when we have just been laying there quiet for a while I broke up with her. Just like all the 24 other girls I've been with.

I usually get called playboy. My own opinion about that is probably that I am a playboy but the reason why is because I'm insecure and feel like it never is right. I have never felt comfortable with a girlfriend. But I'm absolutely not gay. Damn if I would be that.

No I can't think like this, it's best I go back to Lukas and check on how it 's going. After all, it was me that caused a small part of it, though not that he had anorexia. It came as a shock but when I think about it, he did look pretty thin.

I was at the hospital and stood outside his room.

How can I even think about going back when I turned him down so hard before? I'm completely unbelievable....

*sigh*

I go in anyway.

''WTF!! What the hell are you doing here Erik?!''

What a big mistake I just did now. I haven't been able to think like a normal human lately since my parents died in a airplane accident for a year ago.

''I just felt like coming here...''

''Erik?.. Have something happend?''

''What? Why do you ask?''

''You look completely ruined.''

''How the heck can you see things like that?!''

''Believe me, I myself look like that sometimes.''

What did he mean with that? Then I remembered that his parents maybe was still here. I searched with my gaze but no one else than Lukas and I was in here.

''Where is your parents?''

''They went down to a restaurant to eat. Why do you ask?''

''No nothing. Just wondering.''

I felt watched so I looked around me to see who it could be but the only one that even looked at me was Lukas. He really tried to get eye contact with me.

Once I gave in and gave him eye contact he patted on a place next to him that I could sit on.

''I'm not a dog..''

''No I know, but it did work. Look you're sitting here.''

''Yeah yeah. What is it? It's starting to feel pretty uncomfortable.''

Actually not uncomfortable at all. I've never been able to feel more comfortable right now.

''This..''

I looked thoughtfully at him as he approached me and pulled me closer into a hug. I got numb at first but when he didn't let go, I relaxed again. It's not worth fighting over it anyways. His way to hug me was so soft and calming in some strange way. When I think about it, he's still quite..

*kiss*

He, he, he kissed my cheek. WHAT THE HELL?

''What are you doing?''

''You don't know?''

''You are coming with signals I've never been met by.''