Crazy love

The roof

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Xxxtentacion Pov

This girl was.. different, she was a loner. I could feel her vibes. I wanted to take her somewhere, where it could just be me and her. I'm not going to lie I did have the room key but I just didn't want to sit in a room with Ski and Sadie and listen to them argue about childish things. The moonlight shined bright tonight, a few clouds here and there.

Y/N let me take her hand and I led her to the edge of the building, where the ledge was. I could tell she didn't feel comfortable, her hand began to tighten around mine. I let go of her hand and leaned onto the ledge, just observing the city. The breeze was light and the city was live. I felt as if someone was watching me and I chuckled lightly to myself.

"You know.. people never know how beautiful something is until it's really gone." I said turning to look at Y/N.

"It's because they never truly take the time to define that thing of beauty. From the inside, out." She said setting her backpack down on the ground.

I looked at her with a hint of shock in my face. Usually a girl would say something simple like "yeah that's true" or just a simple "okay" but she actually came back with something logical, something that will keep the convo going. I stared at her, zoning out, lost in my thoughts.

"Tell me.. X, what would you say the true definition of beauty is?" She asked while digging around in her bag and taking a quick glance at me.

I froze at her question. Old memories came flooding through my mind like they just happened yesterday. All the times I found beauty.. the times beauty found me. All those times when I was sure I discovered something beautiful, that I could keep forever but.. I destroyed it. I corrupted it. I lost it.. forever.

"I- I don't want to say..it, brings back old bad vibes." I said turning back to look over the edge.

"That's understandable, I don't want to force you to talk about anything you don't want to, just let me know if i'm asking to personal shit ight?" She said coming up to my side.

I nodded my head signaling I understood. I took a deep long sigh and looked up at the moon. I observed it's shape, wondering what could possibly make the moon so beautiful. Was it the shape? Or could it possibly be the way the night defined the night, in the dark?

I smirked to myself a little and turned just my head to look at what Y/N was doing.

" I- I don't know if we're going to be up here for awhile, so i'm prepared." she said giving me a genuine smile.

She had a handful of things and laid them on the ledge. I observed everything and there laid six blunts, two small bottles of Henny and hella snacks, with two lighters. I smiled and looked up at her and she began picking up one of the blunts and spared it. I watched as she took a long drag from the blunt. The moonlight illuminating the outline of her body. Her nice hazel eyes sparkled and it made me melt a lil bit.

"It feels so weird to be here on this rooftop with you... i'm just a groupie. I know you, but.. now I realized I don't really know you." she said smiling and taking a drag off her blunt.

I turned around completely allowing my back to lean on the ledge. I took one of the blunts and the other lighter she had out and began too spark mine as well. I took a few hits and exhaled, coughing a little. This shit was some dope, i'm still surprised a girl like her does any of this.. she's so beautiful and seems so innocent.

"Tell me about yourself.. it doesn't have to be anything personal. Maybe some simple stuff, like what city you live in, what school you go too, your favorite color.. anything." I said continuing to smoke.