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Sometimes when i'm alone and we aren't on the phone, i stay even longer than i should and just think. I think about the good times and everything that's happened between us. Then the bad things start creeping in. What if stops loving me? What if he gets bored of me? There will be times when i don't see him as often, what he loses his feelings for me? What happens then? Do i morn the loss and move on? Or do I try and get him back? What if hes not happy? What do i do then? I've put everything i possibly could into him and this relationship, i'll lose my soul and my happiness. Then what do i have left? I'm not smart, i'm not exactly the prettiest of people. What happens then?
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late night thoughts...
Non-Fictionif you have depression, anxiety or any other form. i suggest not reading this. This is my brain dump, you can read it, or not. I just needed somewhere to put them.
