Chapter 4-7: Xander

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I scrolled back to my photos, they mostly consisted with pictures of me and Eva some with my family or my relatives. I kept scrolling back till I found a photo of my first boyfriend.

It brings out so many memories. I think one of the most rememberable one would be my coming out story. Nothing really happened much that day. Me and my boyfriend were hiding from everyone in and outside of our school. Our relationship was pretty much a secret back then.

Until I failed sneaking out of the house to go on our date. My parents asked me why and I had no choice to tell the truth. My parents were christians so I kinda expected things to turn out to be an outburst of rage. But my parents were loving and they understand. But I still wasn't allowed to go out that day. I was grounded the whole week. Good thing I had a phone to call him that day.

This talk about relationships makes my heartbeat go so fast. I don't know if I'm gonna be ready if I move on. Plus meeting someone isn't that easy. Sometimes you're the one who's gonna ask them out and the other times it's the opposite. You'll be unprepared and you're first date will be awkward.

More reasons why I should fear moving out. I groaned and sighed. I turnef of my phone and closed my eyes.

Whatever happens tomorrow just stay calm and don't get too emotional.

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