My family is so messed up. My mom called me a pig, which is what she always calls my dad. I guess she thinks I'm fat and disgusting too. I feel even more sick about myself than I did before. My mom's boyfriend is terrible. Every thing I do annoys him and he tells my mom and then she gets angry at me and yells at me. I lied other so she wouldn't yell at me and she found out and she has been yelling at me every time she sees me. Honestly, I'm afraid of my own mom. It's happened before where she has slapped me.
I wrote her an apology letter and she barely even read it. She doesn't care what I do any more so why should I? I guess I should just overdose in the middle of the night. My mom probably wouldn't even notice til a week after.
