Change your life (Jerrie fanfiction)

Chapter nineteen

A,N, I'm back because I have no life! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 5K. IT MEANS A LOT!

Recap:

20 minutes later he had the results. He was about to break it to us.

"I'm so sorry Miss Edwards, your child has............"

Perrie's pov:

"cancer." I froze. My baby has cancer. I felt sick to the stomach. I was so shocked. I immediately burst into tears.

"Please tell me this is some sick joke!" I begged as Zayn wrapped me in a hug.

"I'm so sorry for that Miss Edwards. It's spreading quickly as well. She has to come and live in hospital." I cried harder.

"She can't stay in hospital! She's too young for fucks sake! " I cried.

"I'm sorry Miss Edwards but we need to treat her. She has to come in next week and stay until she gets better."

"I need Jade!" I panicked. I don't care if I'm mad at Jade at the minute, I need her. She's the only one that can properly cheer me up.

"Lets go back to your house." Zayn picked up a sleeping Livvy and we all went back to the car. The drive home was a comfortable silence. I didn't want to say anything. I grabbed my crutches once we got home and hobbled inside. Jade was sitting on the couch with Jesy and Leigh. I limped over to her and sat on her knee.

"I'm so sorry Jade! I can't live without you! Please forgive me." I cried as she wrapped her tiny arms around my petite body.

"Perrie it's my fault. I've caused this and I'm truly sorry. Please be my girlfriend again." I nodded and gave her a kiss.

"Jade I've got some big news to tell you." I wiped away my running tears.

"Go on."

"I went to the hospital today and Livvy's got cancer. She has to live in hospital from next week until she gets better." we were all sobbing messes except Zayn who was standing there awkwardly.

"I'm going to go now." he lay Livvy on the couch.

"Thanks Zayn." I sniffled as he walked out of the door.

"She's got cancer?" Jade asked still shocked. I nodded.

"I'm so sorry this is all my fau-" I cut her off by pecking her lips.

"It's not any of our fault. Don't blame it on yourself. She's got cancer and we've all got to be there for her. This week is the best week she's ever going to have." I smiled and Jade smiled back. I kissed away all her salty tears.

"Can we go shopping? We need to treat Livvy." I asked. I'd finally stopped crying but I was crumbling inside. I couldn't let my baby die. I was going to do everything for her.

"Yeah. Big shopping spree!" Leigh sprung off the couch lightening the mood. I woke up a tired Livvy.

"Princess, we are going shopping for you now. You can get whatever you want!" Livvy stood up. Jade picked her up and carried her behind. We followed behind and sat in the car. Jesy turned up the radio and 'Can't hold us' came on.

"I LOVE THIS SONG!" I rapped along with Macklemore. I've known the lyrics since it came out. I was trying to be my happiest and not be sad. We pulled up at the shopping centre and got a big shopping trolley.

"Me me in the middle with mammy!" Livvy got in sitting on my knee. Jade stood at the end, Leigh sat in with us and Jesy was pushing. Poor Jesy!

"To Hamleys!" I commanded. Jesy pushed us to Hamleys and Livvy got out with me.

"What do you want Livvy?" she pointed to a giant keyboard. I put that on Jade's head making us giggle.

"I want barbie doll!" she ran to the dolls. She picked 2 out and threw them at Leigh. Livvy burst out laughing while Leigh pretended to be sad.

"I'm sorry Auntie Leigh!" we went to the till and Leigh kindly paid.

-After shopping (Jade's pov:)-

"Pez do you want to order a pizza?" I shouted to her. It's now 7pm and Livvy's in bed so it's just me and Pez. We were going to have an honest adult talk.

"Nope, can we have ice cream?" she asked. I pulled out 2 small tubs of ice cream then went back to the living room. I sat down and Perrie layed her head on my lap laying sideways. I handed her an ice cream tub and she started eating.

"So what actually happened after work?" she asked me.

"Leigh had begged me to go with her to the club so I accepted. I was about to leave because I lost Leigh until a guy came up to me. He told me to stay and he ordered me a drink. He came back and I drank it all making me feel very drunk. It turned out my drink had been spiked. I said some horrible things to you that I regret. I love you too much Perrie, more than you can imagine! I didn't mean to say all those!" I explained.

"It's okay Jadey. We were both just mad." she said cooly.

"So what happened with Livvy?" I asked.

"Well while I was at Zayns she came up to be wobbling a bit. Then she felt sleepy and tired. I found a lump on her chest and she threw up. I panicked so badly!" she said.

"What are we going to do with her for the rest of the week?" I asked her.

"Do whatever she wants to do. It's her week this week. I want to make it the best ever!" Perrie smiled making me smile.

"C'mon lets go to bed." I said. I picked her up and carried her bridal style upstairs.

"Why thank you m'lady." she said in a posh accent as I lay her on the bed.

"You're welcome!" I said in the same posh accent while getting us some pajamas. I threw her an oversized t-shirt which she gladly put on.

"Jadey I'm cold! I need cuddles!" Perrie pouted while getting under the covers. I dived next to her and got under the covers. I tangled our legs together and pulled her as close to me as possible.

"I love you Perrie Berrie." I kissed her passionately.

"That's a new nickname. I like it!" she smiled.

"Only for you!" I winked making her giggle.

"I love you Jadey Pie!" we both giggled. I pecked her lips once more then watched her fall asleep peacefully. I couldn't get to sleep because I'm worrying about Livvy. I eventually fell asleep but into a nightmare.

-Jade's dream-

"Livvy stay with us please!" Perrie sobbed while clutching Livvy's little hand tightly.

"Mammy I'm tired." Livvys eyes started to close.

"No no no!" I cried.

"I love you!" was the last thing she said before she fully closed her eyes. The heart moniter showed a long red line meaning she's dead.

"She's gone Jade, she's actually gone." Perrie sobbed into my shirt. We've just lost our child Olivia Edwards.

-Jade's dream over-

I woke up with beads of sweat dripping down my forehead. I was crying my eyes out. I looked to the side and Perrie was sleeping peacefully. It was just a dream I thought. I cuddled back into Perrie and fell back asleep, luckily into a nice dream.

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A/N, crap chapter I know. Now you've found out what Livvy's got! NO ONE GOT IT RIGHT! DON'T YOU RESEARCH THIS STUFF! NO OKAY, I DO!

So I'm stuck on what to do for the next chapter.

Jerrie walking in on hot Zarry sex

or

Jerrie sex

or both

You decide and leave comments below. Much appreciated! LOVE YOU ALL!

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