Change your life (Jerrie fanfiction)

Chapter ten

A/N, contains swearing in this chapter. It's filled with drama so have fun reading it. I had fun writing it ;)

Recap:

Halfway through the door appeared and 2 men came through. It must be Karl and his friend. Wait. I recognise him! It's Jonnie!

"Perrie?"

"Jonnie........." I growled.

Perrie's pov:

I was about to jump up and beat the shit out of him but Jade grabbed my waist and pulled me close. I wasn't mad at Jade though. She's trying to protect me.

"I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH JONNIE EDWARDS! YOU FUCKING DICKHEAD! YOU ARE THE REASON I WAS FUCKING PROSTITUTE. YOU LISTENED TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND INSTEAD OF YOUR SISTER. YOUR OWN SISTER. WHERE DID YOU EXPECT ME TO LIVE? I LIVED IN THE FUCKING STREETS. I WAS GANG RAPED AND HAD A LITTLE BABY GIRL. WORDS CAN'T DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I FUCKING HATE YOU, YOU RETARD. IF JADE WASN'T HOLDING ME BACK, YOU WOULD'VE BEEN IN HOSPITAL. BASTARD!" I yelled at him making them all cover their ears.

"I'm sorry Pez, I really am." he tried to apologise.

"NO YOU'RE NOT SORRY. YOU JUST DON'T WANT ME TO BRING UP WHAT HAPPENED. YOU ARE NO BROTHER TO ME AND I FUCKING HATE YOUR GUTS. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU EVER AGAIN. DON'T FUCKING TALK TO ME!" I wiped away the running tears.

"Can I meet my niece?" he asked hopefully. How fucking dare he?

"NO YOU FUCKING CAN'T. YOU WILL NEVER SEE HER YOU BASTARD. SHE DOESN'T NEED YOU IN HER LIFE BECAUSE YOU'LL LET HER DOWN LIKE YOU LET ME DOWN!" I was full on crying now.

"I'm going now. I can't stand this any longer. Thank you Norma and it was very nice meeting you. I'll come round another time when that dickhead isn't here." I gave her a hug.

"It's okay Perrie, I understand." she gave me a kiss on my forehead. I went up to Jonnie and punched him across the jaw. I felt like I needed to get my anger out.

"Pez stop-" Jade started to say but Jonnie cut her off.

"No Jade, don't try. I deserve this. I was a dickhead!" I continued to punch him and slap him. I kicked him in the balls until Jade pulled me back sobbing.

"Perrie no!" she cried.

"I'm sorry I can't!" I ran out the door, hysterically crying. I went straight upstairs and shut the door to my bedroom. It was 6:15pm now so I've got 30 minutes to get ready. I took off my plain red playsuit and replaced it with black skinny jeans and white crop top. I put a black jacket over then redone my hair and makeup. I put on black converse then went downstairs. I got a pen and notepad and wrote a note to Jade.

To Jadey,

           I'm sorry if I scared you. I didn't mean to, I was just really angry. I can't believe he just showed up there. I've gone to the pub so I'll be back later. I love you so much that words can't describe!

                     Love Pez xxxxxx

I put the pen down and placed the note on the counter. I went out the door and went to Zayn's. He was sitting on his doorstep waiting for me.

"Hey Zayn." his head snapped up and he rushed to give me a big hug. What was this for?

"I've been so worried! I could hear you shouting down the street. Are you okay? Do I need to go and beat someone up?" he asked concerned pulling away from the hug.

"I'm okay now. No you don't because I've already beat him up. It's just my brother Jonnie who decided to show up there when he kicked me out of his house. I had nowhere to live so I lived on the streets. Long story cut short, I was raped and had sex for money. I had Olivia then Jade took us in." he pulled me in for another hug.