New Life

What you are and aren't

Month later

Manny

I drove home with Angel " mommy " " yes baby " " can I spend the night at George's " I nodded " I don't see why not I'll call his mom when we get home " " ok mommy I love you " I smiled " I love you too baby " " where's daddy " " he's working baby " he nodded lately Sam's been working more it's great for him company but I can tell his not so happy about being away from us given we wanna move I've been out looking and seeing what's close to school for our son and close to work there's alot of places " any luck mommy " I smiled " some baby some maybe this weekend me you and daddy can go look a a couple " " yea I wanna " I nodded " good " we got home I helped him out " hey grab my bag " he did I smiled " ok let's " " hey " I jumped the looked " dad " " Eric " he nodded " hey guys " I nodded I closed the car door and looked at him again as I hearted my son's hand " what do you need Eric " he nodded " actually be I got a place here " I nodded stiffly he nodded and squatted to Angel " what do you say about coming over kid " Eric's been around more which is great for him and Angel but Angel doesn't trust him still " he has homework he can " Eric looked up at me then stood " oh come on really " I nodded " yes " he nodded " would you like to come in " he nodded " sure " I nodded we walked to the condo " mommy the field is Friday daddy is still gonna make it right " I nodded " of course you know he wouldn't miss it " Angel smiled I unlocked the door he ran in " hey no games homework first " he nodded and waves as he ran me and Eric went to the kitchen " I should go on that trip " I looked at him " why Eric just because you don't want Sam to " he scoffed " it's to a farm Eric you hate things like that " he shook his head " Eric you do and you know that that's why you always had me make sure Angel never played in dirty and mud why he was never allowed out after it rained or while it rained " " and what ok what about it " I shook my head " Angel isn't like you he just isn't " he looked at me " you seem to say that alot like I don't fucking know that " " don't curse in my house " he laughed once " you always want that perfect family " " and that's wrong to want a partner who won't hurt me or our child " " MAYBE IF YOU  PAID ME MORE ATTENTION I WOULDN'T HAVE LOOKED FOR IT ELSEWHERE " I glared at him " ARE YOU SERIOUS I WAS RAISING A CHILD ALONE BECAUSE YOU WANTED TO " WORK " MORE " he shook his head and got off the stool " I WORKED MORE BECAUSE OF YOU " I shook my head " THAT'S BULLSHIT AND YOU KNOW THAT " he glared at me " mommy " I looked passed him you my child " baby " he walked to me " what's going on " " nothing baby we were just talking I'm sorry if we scared you " he nodded then looked at Eric " hey kid I'm sorry " " you should go dad " I looked at Eric he nodded " ok then " he walked to the door we followed him he stopped and looked at us " I'll see you ok kid " Angel nodded then he left I locked the door and took a deep breath " mom " I turned to my son " yes baby are you hungry I can " he shook his head I nodded " I don't want him here anymore " I stopped " baby " he shook his head even if Angel is only 5 he's super smart I nodded " ok baby I'll talk with daddy and your dad ok well come up with a arrangement " he nodded " ok mommy " I smiled " ok go and finish your homework I'll check it later " he nodded and hugged me " ok mommy " I hugged him " hey " I looked and seen Sam " babe " " daddy " angel ran to him Sam picked him up hugging " what are you doing home so early " we hugged " angel go to your room " angel nodded Sam let him down and he ran off I looked at Sam " I got a call from the office they heard yelling " I nodded I grabbed his hand " not from here ok let's go and check on Angel " we did

While later

Sam

I rubbed my neck " daddy " I looked up and seen Angel I smiled " hey buddy what's up " he walked and sat next to me " something happened " " ok baby " he sat next to me " I I don't want my birth dad around " I looked at him " why " he held onto his bear more it was one I gave him " he yelled at mom " I stopped " what " he looked at me and nodded " he was here " he nodded " they were yelling he was really mad I was scared " I felt annoyed Manny didn't tell me any of this " daddy " I looked at him " is that bad " " fuck I completely ignored him " " Im sorry bud is what bad " " not wanting to see him again " I stopped I nodded and put my hand on his knee " baby it doesn't matter what I think or your mother thinks we want you to tell us what you think " he nodded " how about this your next visit is next weekend if you feel the same way by then we will talk again the four of us ok " he nodded he stood then kissed my cheek " thank you daddy " I smiled and nodded I kissed his head " of course son " he walked away " hey baby go clean up for dinner " I looked angel nodded and ran off I looked Manny smiled at me then it dropped " what " I stood and cleared my throat " it's nothing " I smiled he gave me a look like he wasn't buying it " no Sam come " " well talk later ok " he nodded " ok mommy I'm clean " he looked down and smiled

That night

Manny

I sat on my bed and groaned " hey " I looked at Sam he sat next to me " what's up " I smiled he nodded " when were you gonna tell me Eric was here and you two fought so much it scared our son " he looked so annoyed with me " I'm sorry Sam I didn't wanna make you mad or annoyed " he stood facing me " I would have been alot less mad or annoyed if you told me instead I hear it some Angel " I stood " I'm sorry ok I was gonna tell you " he gave me a look " when " he was get more agitated " Sam I " " he is our son we need to make decisions together you have no right to make them without me " with that it hit me wrong " he is my son and I will decide what I want to do with my son " then the look of hurt that crossed his face I completely stopped he nodded looking away tears filled his eyes " your son ok then " he walked away " Sam wait " " daddy " I stopped so did Sam he cleared his throat and turned to Angel " hey buddy " he knelt to him " what's wrong daddy " Sam shook his head " it's just adult things kid ok " angel nodded " are you leaving " Sam nodded " yea I am buddy just to go to my place " Angel looked confused " why daddy " he grabbed onto Sam's arm " I I made mommy mad and he doesn't wanna be around me right now and I need clothes baby " Angel nodded " well you can sleep with me ok we can have alphas night " I smiled angel giggled and Sam chuckled " no my little pup we will do that this weekend ok we will go to my place and have alphas day " Angel smiled huge and nodded Sam kissed his head " I love you Angel " they hugged and Sam stood he turned to me I looked at him he kissed my head " good night " then he walked out I turned Angel in bed and went to mine