Grayson's POV
I couldn't fall asleep. I got out of bed and went on Snapchat. I saw in my memories a picture of Aly kissing my cheek. It was from a year ago today. I burst out crying but I muffled my sobs into my pillow.
I may never be able to hear her voice, her laugh, god I love her laugh, her smile, the way it lights up the room, her soft touch. I might not be able to be that shoulder to cry on or her lips to kiss. I love her more than she could ever imagine and she might not ever know how I truly feel about. Of course I always tell her I love her but it's more than that. She's the light of my life. She's the one I want to marry, to have kids with, to die with. I don't want her to leave me behind.
It may seem like I'm being dramatic when I say I can't live without but I may not be. If she doesn't make it I'll have to come with her.A few weeks later
I've gone to visit Aly every day after school. My grades have been dropping, I don't pay attention in class, life sucks. Even Samantha seems sympathetic. I think she feels guilty about threatening Aly to reveal her big secret. She hasn't said a word about it and I'll make sure she won't ever say a word about it.
Teachers don't call on me knowing what's happening. All I get now are a few forced smiles at me in the hall. But all it does is hurt because it's only because my girlfriend is dying.
The bell rang for school to get out. I grab E and we drive to the hospital. I do my daily routine talking to her. The nurses say she can hear what I say so I tell her everything I want her to know. Because who knows it might be too late soon.
They don't know when she'll wake up. I just hope it's soon.Your POV
Grayson visits me everyday after school. I can't see him but I can hear him and feel his touch. It's weird because it's like I'm in a dream and whatever he says incorporated into my never ending dream.
He tells me all these things he would never usually if I were awake. Things like he wants to be with me forever. Marry me, have kids with me, die with me. It's heart touching. I wish I could tell him I want the same thing.
He told me something that I wish he didn't. He told me if I give up he will too. I don't want him to come with me if I die. I want him to live his life happy without me, with Ethan.Grayson's POV
I finished my daily talk with Aly. Ethan went in and talked to her too. Afterwards we began to walk out of the hospital. I had a weird feeling so I looked back through the doors and see nurses scrambling down the hall. They were going into Aly's room.
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don't leave me
Fanfiction*Warning* if you are triggered by death or cutting don't read Your name is Alyssa and you're Grayson's girlfriend as well as Ethan's best friend. Your life is perfect until...I'm not going to tell you. Read to find out