Ethan,
I'm so sorry but I have to do this. I can't live without Aly and this way I can see her again. I could never find someone to replace her and I won't ever be happy again. I could be doing you a favor by doing this. I won't ever be the same again anyways. All I would do is bring you down. I'm not myself and I could never be myself again.
It's too hard to go to school and live like before. I can't look at my photos without seeing her face. I can never run away from the sadness.
It was my fault she got into the accident in the first place. If I didn't make her mad she wouldn't had to come to our house and get into the accident.
I promised her if she goes then I will go. I know you won't understand and you probably think it's your fault but I promise you your the one that makes me doubt this. But I know in the future I would regret it.
Tell mom and dad I love them and will miss them. Tell Cameron I'm sorry about all the fights we've had and I truly live her. Most of all I will miss you the most. I know I don't say it a lot but I love you. You're the best brother and I'm sorry I have to do this to you.
I will eventually see you again one day. Love you man.
-Gray
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don't leave me
Fanfic*Warning* if you are triggered by death or cutting don't read Your name is Alyssa and you're Grayson's girlfriend as well as Ethan's best friend. Your life is perfect until...I'm not going to tell you. Read to find out
