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Chapter 25

I went back in my room and shut the door. Lord help me through this. I'm at my lowest, I no longer feel like myself. I tried to cover it up and move like it's okay but I need your help. Help me.

Shortly after I heard my door open. I just didn't have the energy to turn around and see who it was. So I just laid there till that someone touched me.

Continuation of Shawonda's Pov

"You okay bae?" I heard Desiree's voice and kind of got disappointed. I wanted it to be Skrilla but he give up easily.

But I do appreciate my bitch though cause if ain't got no body else other than my kids I know I have her.

"You know I'll forever be good hoe" I said while wrapping my arms back around her.

"I'm serious bitch, we both been through a lot and I didn't have to lose my other half rather it was temporary or long term ...you did so I wanna make sure you're straight" She sounded more sincere.

"I don't know man to tell you the truth, aine even ready to answer that right now. If you asked me that the night it happened I would've said hell yeah? But that shit hit hard as fuck the next night and many nights afterwards" I answered truthfully.

"That's all it takes is the truth boo which means be true to yourself first and also the willingness to sit down and talk with the person that hurt you" Desiree responded back almost instantly.

This relationship and love shit Aine no joke have a bitch back touching her stomach from all the sadness and shit.

"Man ion even feel like looking at that cheating ass nigga let alone speaking with em"

She rolled her eyes yet understanding, "Something yo hardheaded ass gotta do sis figure it out"

"Figure it out sis" She said simply.

"I'll pray on it" I said sighing and rolling my damn eyes in the dark.

"Bitch I'll pluck them hoes out" Desiree said hitting me in my head.

"Ain't ya wig hoe" I said and she instantly started laughing.

"Hoe you still dumb" Desiree said after she finally stopped laughing.

The door crept open and I shuffled in the bed so that I could sit up to see who had walked in my shit without knocking my kids know better.

"Ayyy Shawonda can we chop it up" Now that it was actually him I didn't want it to be. Skrilla.

"I gotta go check on my baby anyhow" Desiree said finding any fucking excuse to leave and have me talk to this fuck nigga.

"Hell you in here now" I said squinting my eyes when the light came on.

"No attitude let's just talk this shit ova from the heart shawty" Skrilla said sitting down at the desk chair and I gave him points for that because he ain't come straight to my bed.

"Talk" I said nonchalantly.

"I miss you bruh- man I'm so fucking sorry... I know you do not want to hear this or an excuse but I was just in a hard space mentally and didn't think about my morals" Skrilla said all at once sort of all over the place.