No Innocence Behind A Street Nigga (love,trust & lies)

Seven

I wake up to the smell of food cinnamon pancakes,bacon,eggs,sausage and toast. I look around to see I was still in drew room in his chair, I guess racks and I smoked so much we ended up dozing off without realizing. I could still feel my eyes were a little heavy I look down on my lap to notice a blunt and ashes were sitting on my sweats I was still kinda high. I get out the chair to shake the ashes off stretch out my legs and notice racks wasn't on the bed nomore. I grabbed my phone and run out the room thinking he left the crib, but to enter the living room and see his ass busting down food at the dinning room table. "Goodmorning baby have a seat are you hungry?" Lisa asked while picking up a plate "yes please auntie I'm starving" I said while holding my stomach dramatically, "oh you two finally up" Lahla said while shaking her head and rolling her eyes I've never noticed how fine she was because I never viewed her in that way but seeing her walk around in them tight ass short and little tank top I couldn't help but stare. Lahla was 21 caramel with hair that came to the middle of her back, she dyed her hair blonde a couple weeks ago and the look fit her perfect standing at 5"3 big hazel eyes. Lahla was thick as hell too she stayed with lashes on which brought out her face nicely she had lips like Meghan Good and kept shiny lip gloss on them. I quickly looked away once I felt my dick rising thinking of the things I could do to her,"what time is it?" Asked racks which was a good question being that we were eating breakfast you know breakfast was off limits after 12 in a black household. "It's 11:30" Lahla said while plopping down on the couch and turning the tv on I could tell they were tryna act normal but was hurting inside, when I looked at racks he had this evil stare in his eyes the one he had back when we murdered some nigga name Cam but that's a story for another day. Lisa was tearing up while pouring juice and Lahla was just running her hand through her hair while staring at the ground. I couldn't believe Lil man was actually gone, right now he'd be sitting here with racks and I asking us for some money to get some new kicks or cloths. I felt a tear drop from my eyes I was hurt man that was my little cousin and someone was gone pay for this shit the streets talk. "You gone eat? Or you need me to eat it for you" racks asked while laughing so deep in my thought I didn't even notice my food sitting in front of me "na boy ima eat this thanks auntie" I said before putting my hands together to pray before digging in. Rising from the table racks said "We gotta head out once you finish so ima go shower and get ready" while racks went to get ready I finished my food placed the dishes in the dishwasher and walked over to the couch next to Lahla "while I wait guess I'll come watch tv with you" I said while taking a seat next to her. "You aight? How you holding up?" I asked "I'm ok, more worried about what you and Tae are about to go do" looking up at me she continued to talk "going to find the person and retaliate won't make things better nor bring him back and you know it, if y'all go do something stupid and get caught then what? Even worse what if.." I stopped her in her sentence before she could even finish I said "we gone be good don't worry bout that" while looking into her eyes. Staring into her eyes made me think back to when I was 11 years old and I stayed over the crib with racks and Drew, even though Lahla was always 2 years older than me she always had a crush on me. So back when I was 11 I woke up to use the bathroom to see Lahla up in her room she told me she couldn't sleep and invited me into her room, we was watching tv and Lahla began to kiss me I ain't think nothing of it being that we were kids and weren't related. We never told racks about it nor anyone for that matter, but being older and growing a stronger bond made that shit hella weird cause Lahla always knew she wanted to be more than what we were to one another but I always told her that can't happen. Snapping back to reality I looked away to watch tv but could see Lahla still starring at me I could tell she still felt the same about me as she did when we were kids, but I could never take it there it just wouldn't feel right. Thinking to myself when the fuck was Tae gone be done cause this was awkward asf and I was ready to bounce! Still waiting on racks Lahla began to lay her head on my shoulder I didn't mind I just let her and continued to watch tv. I heard the bathroom door open and knew racks was finished "yo bro we in drew room" he yelled lifting her head off my shoulder she looked at me and said "you gone flat leave me?" Joking around I knew she was flirting "we gone smoke and get up outta here have you slept?" I asked "nah I can't sleep I'll crash eventually though" she replied then began to look into her phone. Getting up off the couch I looked at her and hated that she couldn't just accept the fact that I couldn't cross that boundary.  Exiting the living room to head to the back my phone began to ring.. "Hello I'm calling to speak to Devon Smith" said the lady on the other end of the phone "this is he, who this?" I answered "hello this is stasia from the Dental work I'm calling to inform you that you've missed your 8 o'clock appointment would you like to reschedule" thinking to myself I totally forgot about my dentist appointment because so much was going on I quickly said "yeah I'll reschedule later" before hanging up on her. Standing a couple feet away I notice the door open not wanting to get any surprises I yell "yo you ain't in there butt ass naked are you nigga?" "Hell no I got dress in the bathroom dick" racks shouted back, walking into the room I see racks already lit the blunt I sit down in the chair again and began to smoke before we headed out.

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