No Innocence Behind A Street Nigga (love,trust & lies)

Twelve

Waking up next to Dasia felt amazing even though we weren't together having her cuddled up under me felt good. I don't think she realized how close under me she was because she was knocked out, me on the other hand woke up to use the bathroom and get something to drink a nigga had the dry mouth from all that smoking. Waking up in the middle of the night she was cuddled up right in my arms like a baby, and that feeling was a feeling I want to get use to with only her. I was up before her and smell my mom cooking in the kitchen, I slipped out the bed and looked over at her she was even fine in her sleep. I grab my phone and headed out my room going into the bathroom I began to brush my teeth and wash my face. After I was done I began heading toward the front walking toward the living room. I see I had a couple messages and calls, but a nigga enjoyed himself last night so I ain't worry bout it "Goodmorning" my mom said with a smile on her face "morning ma what you smiling for?" I asked while grabbing bacon off the counter, she pointed the folk at me and said "you like her don't you?" Rubbing my eyes I was tryna play it off but I couldn't lie I was feeling her "yeah something like that" I shot back. "Ain't no something like it why else would you allow her to stay the night? You like her and that's ok" she said I just smiled at her and began walking back to the room "let me know when breakfast ready" I said, walking in my room I see Dasia opening her eyes I just walked over toward the window to look outside. "Hey what time is it?" She asked looking at my phone I told her "9:40" "I'm sorry I didn't mean to you know stay the night" she said to me while climbing out the bed I just smiled at her and let her know she was fine " ain't nothing to be sorry about trust if I ain't want you here I would've kicked you out at 3 when I woke up" she just began to smile "where you going ?" I asked while she began placing her shoes on. "I have a meeting for my job at 11 I have to go get ready" she replied. I wanted her to stay but business come first "oh aight ima walk you to the door" I said before getting up to walk her out. "Leaving already I made breakfast" my mom said "aw thank you I wish I could stay can I take it with me? I have to go get ready I have a meeting for my job" Dasia said "of course I'll wrap it up for you" moms said while getting her to go plate ready. "When ima see you again?" I asked "you have my number you can text me anytime" she responded placing the plate in a plastic bag my mom gave Dasia a hug and said "your welcomed here anytime" before walking toward the back, I think my mom was tryna force this more than me the way she was being so damn nice to her. Opening the door for her I grab her waist and pull her in for a hug, surprisingly she didn't resist it "ima text you later aight" I said before walking out she smiled and said "I'll be waiting". Closing the door behind her I grab my plate so that I can eat before my day start but before I eat y'all know I gotta smoke a blunt. Walking into my room I go in my safe to get my weed and roll up, grab my remote so that I can watch tv while I roll, walking over to my set up by the window I pull back the curtain and what do I see? Dasia downstairs arguing with Shadae I don't understand why this bitch was outside my building at 10 in the morning. I quickly grab my shirt and throw it on before grabbing my keys and heading out the door. This was some bullshit after a great night I got to deal with shit early in the morning what the fuck was going on? "I know you coming from my baby father house don't lie hoe" I hear Shadae say and I cannot believe this Bitch just blurted that out! Walking down the steps I pull Shadae ass by her arm and told Dasia "go get ready and don't worry bout this I got it" I can tell by the look she gave me she was mad I'll just deal with that later on. Pulling Shadae up the block toward Amsterdam the bitch was just yelling and I wasn't hearing a word she was saying I kinda tuned her out. Once we got to the corner I flung her and said "take your ass the fuck home b you acting really dumb it's 10 in the morning and you out here acting a fool go on man!" As I began to walk away all I felt was blows to the back of my head and this bitch was really losing her mind grabbing her by her neck I threw her on the car "HAVE YOU LOST YOUR FUCKING MIND BITCH? I WOULD FUCKING TEAR YOU UP BUT YOU CARRYING A KID SO FOR YOUR OWN SAKE YOU BETTER RETHINK WHAT PUTTING ANOTHER HAND ON ME GONE DO" I yelled before letting her go,she began to cry while holding her neck and I don't know what she was crying for she did it to herself. "Yo why you always doing this to yourself?" Racks asked while laughing coming across the street "fuck you Racks stupid mother fucker" she said while walking away, Racks ass was always fucking with her she hated him from the moment me and her started, but that's because Racks knew the type of hoe she was so she was mad. I couldn't understand why she was upset if she was hoeing and ain't care why be mad a nigga treat you as such? Giving me a pound Racks says "so where you went yesterday nigga I got back and Lahla said you dipped" him bringing that up had me thinking bout the shit all over again I ain't know whether to tell him what went on or to keep my mouth shut. I think ima keep my mouth shut until me and Lahla speak about this shit "I had to dip mama love food was getting cold I went to go get us some seafood" I lied only because Dasia and I were going to build something first I ain't need nobody knowing and fucking it up so until we were official nobody gone know shit. Walking back toward the crib I see Dasia walking toward us "wassup" Racks said and I can tell from the way she stared at me she wanted to say something to me "Hey" she replied before walking right passed us. Shadae had no business telling her about a baby I clearly told her to get rid of regardless I wasn't letting that fuck up my chances with Dasia. On top of what Gigi ass did the other day I know my chances was a little fucked up right now I'll figure that out another time though. As racks and I walked down the block I see a black car parked in the middle of the block with tinted windows, before I could let Racks know the car began speeding through the block letting off gunshots. It's a fucking drive by at 10 in the morning this is fucking crazy taking cover behind the car Racks ass began to shoot back, after today I will not be coming out unless a nigga strapped up cause now I see it's a war that I got to be ready for at all times! Double checking to make sure the car was gone Racks and I headed straight toward my building to get inside. "WAS THAT GUNSHOTS I HEARD" my mom yelled while we walked in the house I didn't have time to discuss this shit right now "I KNOW YOU HEAR ME TALKING TO YOU DEVON WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?!" She continued to yell "It was but we good we gone go in here and talk ok?" Racks said giving us the evil stare my mom began to go make calls. Even though my pops was gone he still had connects out here and I know that's who my moms was about to contact "Listen I don't know what the fuck y'all got going on but I know after you get done I want to know who the fuck that was and what the fuck is going on! Y'all are my kids and I'd be damn if I lose y'all! You know your dad got people out here to look out for you!" She continued to go on and on I know I could have shit handled but this was my battle! This was personal because they took a piece of us me and Racks lost Drew behind this so we got to handle this personally, but I wasn't gone let her know that. "Ma we good" I said before going into my room I shot Dasia a text because I knew she had just went to the corner had to make sure she was straight.. Dasia-why wouldn't I be good? She answered "where you at?" I replied.. Dasia- in a cab. I was hella relieved that she didn't witness that let alone hear what the fuck just happened, I need to handle this ASAP because she live on this block along with my moms and other people I couldn't have any more bodies behind my beef! Now it was time to get down to business and start making visits, G man want war ? He got what he asked for and it wasn't gone be me laying in a casket I'd be damn!

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