Smile(A Billie Eilish Fanfic)

Chapter 10

°~•~°Quite a long time skip°~•~°

Y/n's P.o.v

"Come on dude don't be a buzzkill!" Adam exclaims shoving the red cup back into my hand."Fine" I relent chugging down the drink that was most definitely spiked, despite the nice fruity flavor.

You may be confused on what's happening, so let me fill you in:

It's now May and I'm in San Francisco with Billie. It was the first show of the tour (also the release of the bad guy mv) and I was asked to join her on her tour. Adam being the person he is tagged along, but only for today, he's gonna leave tommorow.

Once Billies show was over Adam dragged me to a party that he was invited to within 2 hours of being here.

I was now drinking my ass off because well, I can. And the punch didn't taste bad so I drank so many cups that I lost count, or walk without falling. I was sitting on the couch next to a couple making out but I paid no mind, I was thinking about Billie and the memories we've made in the past few months.

°~•~°~•~°~•Flashback°~•~°~•~°~•

"Come on, Y/n. Don't be nervous" Billie says softly pulling me towards the set of the bad guy music video. I looked around nervously, I felt like I didn't belong here with everyone else. Why was I here? What do I contribute to the making of it?

"Is this Y/n?" A man asks walking up to us. Billie simply nods seeming a little nervous."Great! Okay so your strong right? Well you have to be if Billie said you can do this, duh!" He asks and answers but I was distracted by something else. Billie said I can do what?

"What do you me-"

"No time! You guys were late so we gotta get you into wardrobe" He says quickly before shoving me and Billie away. I was about to ask Billie what was going on, but I was pull by someone else.

"Okay we have to get you ready!" The lady says quickly as she checks out my outfit. Why the hell is everyone talking so fast?! "Great you already have the pants! Now we just have to do this.." She says taking my shirt off. WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING!?! "Perfect!" She says before shoving me out the door. But not before not-so-subtly checking out my abs.

I was completely and utterly confused. I decided to wait for Billie since she was probably the only one here who could give me a decent explanation.

She came out a few minutes later wearing all black and multiple chains.

"Alright Billie, your gonna tell me what the fuck is going on here. No beating around the bush" I explain clearly in a calm voice, although my tone had an angry undertone."Your helping me in my music video" She says not missing a beat, seeming completely unfazed by my tone.

"How am I helping you by being shirtless exactly?" I ask incredulously."I'm gonna ride you" She says simply, as if telling me the weather. My eyes widen and I feel like I stopped breathing. It took me a minute but I recomposed myself.

"WHAT?!" I exclaim, a deep blush making it's way to my s/c cheeks. There were a million thoughts running through my head."Chill out dude! I meant I'm gonna ride your back while you do push-ups for the final scenes" She explains calmly, softly, and slowly. I let out the breath I was holding.

"Holy shit Billie! You really have to work on your wording. I thought you were gonna-...do something else...something more inappropriate..." I say awkwardly as I rub the back of neck, avoiding all eye contact with her.

She then burst out laughing.

"I may be weird and crazy, but I'm not that crazy" She says trying to catch her breath."Don't worry, I'm sure you strong enough" She says with a slight joking tone before grabbing my hand and bringing me to the set.

It was dark, but it was illuminated by the red lights, candles, and dim lamps. It was kind scary yet sensual at the same time.

They set up the cameras and put us in place with me on the ground and Billie on my back. They called out the shot and gave me the cue to begin.

(Imagine him the way you want, ignore the tattoo, and pretend his arms don't shake lol)

It was over as soon as it started but we still had to do two more takes after the first one. It wasn't that bad though, they gave me water and a towel just in case. But what I really enjoyed was how Billie would subtly rub my neck while filming, it was soothing. It made my heart flutter and my love for her come back no matter how hard I tried to push it down.

°~•~°~•~End of Flashback°~•~°~•~

Yes, I'm still hopelessly in love with Billie fucking Eilish. And over the few months it grew more, before it was just a crush but now it's more. It fucking sucks! I love Bil but she doesn't love me back, why would she? She's a superstar and I'm just a guy that works at Walmart.

Walmart...

Walmart is where it all started. That's where I met Billie. She was buying just a bag of Takis, but yet I managed to embarrass myself in those short few moments. But I guess it made me seem interesting, so if anything I'm glad it happened.

"Dude you okay?" I suddenly hear Adam ask but my vision was blurred so I could only make out his figure. I let out a groan but nod nonetheless."I don't think you are bro. Let's get you out of here" He says slinging his arm-sorry, my arm around his shoulders.

He drags me through the crowd earning weird looks from the....people? They look like aliens with my vision. Then my vision turns black, the sounds die out, and I feel like complete shit.

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