I can feel myself going backwards
Sinking into former insecurity
I care how people think about me too much
I try too hard to please everyone around me
It's like I'm walking in circles
Tying myself up
Tighter and tighter
Until I can no longer breathe
Until I no longer know how to
Until I trip over my own feet
And no longer want to get up
I smile when I don't feel like it
I play a role I'm not fit
I stumble my way trying to fit in
When all I really want to do is quit
Because I feel so alone
I have friends but I no longer know them
Because I no longer know who I am
And my friends would hate me
Ask me why I'm drifting
Why I seem so distant
So awkward amongst those who should be comforting
And all I want to do
Is curl into myself
Block the entire world out
And pretend I'm all I need
And maybe finally learn to be me
And be what they all see
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『Writing for ME,MYSELF,and I』
RandomI'm tired of writing for you,who don't deserve it I'm tired of waiting for you,and so I quit it I'm tired of being this heartsick fool,I had it ~ so now I'm writing to show that I've gotten over it ~ that I'm living that you ain't worth it ~ that I'...
