(I just lay there awake while Tommy is asleep and I get up and go in the kitchen and find me something to drink and start singing)
Me:I tried to kill the pain but only brought more so much more I lay dying and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming am I too lost to be saved am I too lost my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my god my tourniquet return to me salvation do you remember me lost for so long will you be on the other side or will you forget me I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming am I too lost to be saved am I too lost my god my tourniquet return to me salvation my god my tourniquet return to me salvation return to me salvation I want to die my god my tourniquet return to me salvation my god my tourniquet return to me salvation my wounds for the grave my soul cries for deliverance will I be denied Christ tourniquet my suicide return to me salvation return to me salvation.
(I hear the door open and see Adam stand there)
Adam:Mia are you ok?
Me:Yeah I just couldn't sleep.
Adam:Ok just try to get some sleep.
Me:I will.
(He leave and I lay on the couch and fall asleep and when morning came everyone came out and sees me sleeping)
Tommy:That's so cute.
Adam:She was in the kitchen last night singing when I came out I asked her if she was ok she said she couldn't sleep.
Ashley:Adam when is the next show?
Adam:5 hours why?
Ashley:I just wanted to know.
Me:Man you guys are loud.
Adam:Sorry if we woke you up.
Me:It's ok I was getting up anyway.
Adam:Are you sure
Me:Yeah I'm a heavy sleeper.
Tommy:Yeah I'm the same.
Adam:Please your light sleeper.
Tommy:Says the one who got up while she was up.
Me:Just shut up and sit down I'm making you breakfast its the least I could do sense you basically saves me.
Adam:You don't have to do that.
Me:But I want to.
(Everyone sits down and I start cooking and I suddenly hear something and transform into a black wolf)
Adam:What's wrong?
Me:Wolf forms now.
(Everyone transforms and the door swings open)
Me:Your not welcome here.
Damon:I didn't come here to fight I just want to talk.
Me:Well I don't now leave.
Damon:You might want to reconsider I didn't come alone.
(He snaps his fingers and 7 people show up behind him and Adam transforms back into his human form)
Adam:Sauli why?
Sauli:I'm sorry Adam.
Adam:I thought you loved me.
Sauli:I do.
Adam:If you did you wouldn't be on their side.
Sauli:Adam.
Adam:Just shut up Sauli if you loved me you wouldn't would have joined our side not theirs.
(He runs off and I follow after him)
Me:Your stupid he loved you and all you did was break his heart.
(I go into his room and I see him sitting on the bed crying)
Me:Adam it's ok he's not worth being with you your better then him.
Adam:I thought he loved me.
Me:Adam he's just a useless person he's just too stupid to see how amazing you are.
(He hugs me and starts crying)
Me:It's ok Adam we're here for you and we always will be.
Adam:Thank you.
Me:Your welcome now come on last kick ass.
(We transform and walk out of the room)
Me:This is your last chance to leave.
Damon:We can't do that.
Me:Then you did this to yourself.
(We attack them and leave Sauli for last)
Me:You broke his heart you know that right?
Sauli:I didn't want to.
Me:Well you did.
Sauli:If they didn't follow me everywhere I wouldn't have.
Me:Your weak he doesn't deserve someone like you.
(I attack him and walk up to Adam)
Me:You ok Adam?
Adam:I guess.
Me:It's ok Adam one of my exs abused me before I moved here and when I found Neil everything changed you'll find someone Sauli was just too stupid to see how amazing you are.
(He hugs me and stands up and walks into his room)
Tommy:Just give him time he'll be ok.
Me:Don't you see the man he loved betrayed him that's the worst thing anyone can do in a relationship.
Tommy:Maybe I should go talk to him.
Me:I'm coming with you.
(We walk into his room and see him laying on his bed)
Tommy:Adam.
Adam:What?
Tommy:I know your upset but we can talk if you want to.
Adam:There's nothing to talk about.
Me:There's always something to talk about.
Adam:I don't want to talk.
(I walk up to him and sit on his bed)
Me:Adam it's ok we'll understand just talk to us.
(He pushes me off the bed and I hear a snap)
Tommy:Adam what you hell you can't do that.
Me:Tommy I can't feel my arm.
Tommy:I'm taking you to the hospital.
(He help me up and we go to the hospital)
Tommy:Excuse me can we have an xray done on her arm please?
Danielle:Of course sir follow me.
(We follow the nurse to the room and I wait outside and after a few minutes she comes out)
Danielle:Her arm is broken we put a cast on her arm she'll be able to go home today.
Tommy:Ok thank you.
Me:Can we leave?
Tommy:Yeah come on.
(We go back to the bus and go inside and I go to Tommy's room and start singing)
Me:Please please forgive me but I won't be home again maybe someday you'll look up and barely conscious you'll say to no one isn't something missing you won't cry for my absence I know you forgot me long ago am I that unimportant am I so insignificant isn't something missing isn't someone missing me even though I'm the sacred you won't try for me not now though I'd die to know you love me I'm all alone isn't someone missing me please please forgive me but I won't be home again I know what you do to yourself I breathe deep and cry out isn't something missing isn't someone missing me even though I'm the sacrifice you won't try for me not now though I'd die to know you love me I'm all alone isn't someone missing me and if I bleed I'll bleed knowing you don't care and if I sleep just to dream of you and wake without you there isn't something missing isn't something even though I'm the sacrifice you won't try for me not now though I'd die to know you love me I'm all alone isn't someone missing me.
(I start crying and the door opens and I see Tommy standing there)
Tommy:You ok?
Me:I guess I didn't know he was gonna do that.
Tommy:It's ok I'm here for you.
(I get up I walk up to him and hugs them)
Me:Thank you.
Tommy:Your welcome now come on we have a show.
Me:Ok.
(We leave and walk into the building and start the show and I suddenly hear something)
Me:Tommy.
Tommy:What's wrong?
Me:More alphas their coming.
Tommy:We have to transform.
Me:I can't my arm is broken.
Tommy:Well what are we gonna do?
Me:You guys go ahead I'll see what I can do in my human form.
(Tommy walks up to Adam and tells him about the alphas)
Tommy:Adam we to transform.
Adam:What why?
Me:More alphas are coming and if they know I'm alive they bite everyone I heard them speaking of it that's their plan.
Adam:Well you have to hide we can't risk the safety of the fans.
Me:Well we can't waste time you guys go ahead I'll stay in the shadows.
(I walk back behind the staircase that's on the stage and they transform)
Adam:What do you want?
Frank:We want Mia we know she's alive.
(I run out to the others and transform not know my arm heal)
Me:I suggest you leave now.
Frank:What are you gonna do your out numbered.
Me:No I'm not I have a few friends besides them.
(I start whistling and 60 people show up)
Me:Leave now and don't come back or bother us again.
Frank:Fine.
(They leave and I suddenly feel lightheaded and fall on the floor)
Tommy:You ok?
Me:I just got lightheaded I'll be fine but when I transformed my arm healed.
Tommy:Your gonna be ok.
Adam:Hey Mia how about you sing a song for them.
Me:Ok.
(He hands me the microphone and I start singing)
Me:I'm so tired of being here suppressed by all my childish fears and if you have to leave I wish you would just leave cause your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears when you'd screamed I'd fight away all of your fears and I held your hand through all of these years but you still have all of me you used to captivate me by your resonating light now I'm bound by the life you left behind your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams your voice it chased away the sanity in me these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears and I held your hand through all of these years but you still have all of me I've tried so hard to tell myself that your gone but though your still with me I've been alone all along when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears and I held your hand through all these years you still have all of me me me.
(I start crying and I hand Adam the microphone and run off stage and Tommy follows me)
Tommy:Mia are you ok?
Me:That song I sang was emotional I couldn't help but think of my brother.
Tommy:It's ok I'm here for you.
(I open the door and hugs him)
Me:Thank you.
Adam:You ok?
Me:Yeah.
Adam:You sure?
Me:Yeah.
Adam:Come on we gotta get to the meet and greet part of the show.
Me:Ok.
(We walk to a small building and go inside and I see alot of people there and I just stand at the door)
Tommy:It's ok their not gonna hurt you.
(I walk up to them and I hear someone scream something I hated)
Zoey:Hey look it's the little emo girl.
Me:I might not be able to control my emotions but at least I'm not an asshole like you.
(The girl punches me and I transform into a black wolf)
Me:You have no idea what I went through one of me exs abused me I lost my brother and all you can do is make rude comments about someone you don't even fucking know you are just like my uncle stupid.
(I run off and Tommy follows me)
Tommy:Mia wait?
Me:What?
Tommy:Please don't it's ok Adam can have that person removed.
Me:Don't you see no matter what I do it's never good enough.
Tommy:Yes it is and it always will be your an amazing person and a fantastic werewolf I love you Mia I wouldn't want anything bad to happen to you.
Me:I'm sorry.
(I run up to him and hug him and we walks to the building)
Zoey:She's cursed get her out of here.
Adam:That's enough either you can stop or leave.
Me:I never wanted to be this thing I never want to hurt anyone but all that ever happens to me is never going to leave I'm never good enough to show how much I care about everyone.
Tommy:Mia it's ok calm down.
Me:I just want out of this world so I'm not bothering anyone.
(I run off and go back to the tour bus and go inside and start singing)
Me:Sparkling gray there my own veins any more than a whisper any sudden movement of my heart and I know I know I'll have to watch them pass away just get through this day give up your way you could be anything give up my way and lose myself not today that's too much guilt to pay sickened in the sun you dare tell me you love me but you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die honey you know you know I'd never hurt you that way your just so pretty in your pain give up my way and I could be anything I'll make my own way without your senseless hate hate hate hate so run run run and hate me if it feels good I can't hear your screams anymore you lied to me but I'm older now and I'm not buyin baby demanding my response don't bother breaking the door down I've found my way out and you'll never hurt me again.
(I look through my purse and pull out a razor blade and start cutting myself then the door swings)
Adam:Mia stop it's ok.
Me:Leave me alone.
Tommy:Mia it's ok just stop.
Me:Can't you see no matter what I do I can never make anyone happy.
Ashley:Mia listen to me they are just stupid they are too blind to see how amazing you are just stop ok.
Me:Just please leave me alone.
Adam:Mia please stop.
(I get up and walk into Tommy's room and sit on the floor)
Me:Why does everyone do this to me I don't do anything wrong.
(I get up and walk off the tour bus and go to the store and buy some vodka and go back and get on and start drinking it)
Tommy:Mia what are you doing?
Me:Leave me alone.
Tommy:Put the bottle down.
(I started getting drunk and try to walk but I can't and I fall)
Tommy:Mia stop your gonna hurt yourself.
(I get up and walk to the bedroom and bump into something causing it to fall on me and the door opens)
Adam:Mia it's ok.
Tommy:Mia your gonna be ok.
Ashley:I'll call an ambulance.
(Ashley pulls out her phone and calls an ambulance)
Leo:911 what's your emergency?
Ashley:We need an ambulance something fell on my friend and she's not waking up.
Leo:Ok ma'am helps on the way.
(Ashley hangs up and walks into the room and a few minutes later paramedics walk in and picks me up and lays me on the bed)
Garry:Can someone tell what happened?
Tommy:She was drunk and she came in here and bumped into something and it fell on she was like that when walked in.
Garry:Well her pulse is weakening if we don't get her to the hospital she will die.
Tommy:I'm coming with her I'm not leaving her side.
Garry:That's fine sir just let us work with her.
Tommy:I can do that.
Garry:Her pulse seems to be getting stronger just leave her in the bed and let her rest she'll be fine tomorrow.
Tommy:Ok thank you.
Garry:Make sure she doesn't get drunk again.
Tommy:I will thank you.
Garry:No problem.
(The paramedics leave and Tommy sits next to the bed)
Tommy:Mia.
Me:Tommy.
Tommy:It's ok Mia.
Me:No Tommy I'm sorry I never should have bought that vodka I was thinking straight this is my fault I never should have bought the vodka.
Tommy:It's ok Mia just don't do that again.
Me:I won't I promise.
(I hug him and we walk out of the room and sit on the couch and I cuddle up next to Tommy)
Adam:Mia that's my pretty kitty.
Me:No he's mine and he's not a pretty kitty he's a beautiful kitty.
Adam:Oh so your coming up with nicknames for him now.
Me:Yeah.
Tommy:Ok you two enough arguing about my nickname.
Me:I guess I win.
Adam:In the end I always win.
Me:Is that a challenge?
Adam:Maybe.
Me:Ok let's see who wins.
Adam:Your on.
Me:Ok it starts now.
(I sit up and turn his head and kiss him)
Adam:Ok your winning so far.
Me:Oh Tommy close your eyes I have a surprise for you.
Tommy:Ok.
(He closes his eyes and I go into the room and come out with a bass)
Me:Open.
Tommy:What the fuck how did you this?
Me:Remember I used to work for Louis Vuitton.
Tommy:You didn't have to get this for me.
Me:Now I wouldn't be a good girlfriend if I didn't.
Tommy:Thank you.
Me:Your welcome.
Adam:Your trying everything to make me give up are you?
Me:Maybe.
Tommy:Alright you two that's enough.
Me:Wolf forms now.
Tommy:What why?
Me:Just do it.
(We transform into our with forms and the door swings open and someone falls on the floor of the bus)
Adam:God damn it.
Me:Adam who is that?
Adam:That's my mother.
Noah:I see you got company.
Adam:What did you do to her?
Noah:I didn't do anything.
Adam:Tell me what the fuck you did to her or I'll rip you apart from head to toe.
Noah:Look at her arm.
(Adam runs up to her and looks at her arm)
Adam:What the fuck you bit her?
Noah:Yeah.
Adam:Your fucking dead.
(Adam attacks the man and I help his mother and Adam runs over)
Me:Adam get a glass of water.
(Adam gets up and gets a glass of water and brings back and I pour it on her)
Adam:What the hell?
Leila:Adam what happened?
Adam:What the hell Mia you can't do that.
Me:She's alive isn't she?
Leila:Adam what happened?
Adam:Just don't freak out.
(We all transform into our wolf forms and she look at us)
Me:We were bit by a werewolf I'm an omega so is Adam Isaac Ashley and Monte and Tommy is an alpha but Tommy is a dire werewolf he has healing properties in his tears and you were bit too so your an omega.
Leila:So I'm a werewolf.
Me:All of us in here is a werewolf I'm actually with Tommy so I stay close to him.
Leila:Neil said you were with him.
Me:He broke up with me cause he said he was putting me in danger.
Leila:Oh ok.
Me:I used to work for Louis Vuitton but when I got bit Adam and Tommy helped me I had a meeting that day and I didn't show up they called me and fired me but that job was a little stressful.
Leila:Why would they that?
Me:Don't worry about it I was gonna quit it anyway.
Tommy:Mia I love you.
Me:I love you too Tommy.
(I go into the room and grab my mother's necklace and give it to Leila)
Me:Here this was my mother's she gave it to me before she died.
Leila:I can't.
Me:Please just take it.
(She takes the necklace and hugs me)
Leila:Thank you.
Me:Your welcome.
Leila:Adam how's Sauli?
Adam:I don't want to talk about it but just so you know we're not together anymore.
Me:It's ok Adam if he loved you he wouldn't have done what he did.
Adam:I know.
Me:Hey Adam when's the next show?
Adam:In an hour why?
(I look at him and agrees)
Adam:Yes you can but just one song.
Me:Great now let me get ready.
(I go in the room and get ready and comes back out and everyone looks at me in shock)
Me:What?
Tommy:You look amazing.
Me:Thank you.
Adam:We're here.
(We get off the tour bus and go inside and start the show and Adam hands me the microphone and I start singing)
Me:I found a grave brushed off the face felt your light and I remember why I know this place I found a bird closing her eyes one last time and I wonder if she dreamed like me as much as it hurts ain't it wonderful to feel so go on and bring your wings follow your heart till it bleeds as we run towards the end of the dream I'm not afraid I push through pain and I'm on fire I remember how to breathe again as much as it hurts ain't it wonderful to feel so go on and bring your wings follow your heart till it bleeds as we run towards the end of the dream why must we fall apart to understand how to fly I will find away even without wings (even without wings) dream follow your heart til it bleeds as we run towards the end of the dream follow your heart til it bleeds and we've gone to the end of the dream.
(I turn around and see everyone staring at me)
Me:What?
Adam:Your vocals are insane.
Tommy:What song was that?
Me:The end of the dream by evanescence.
Adam:Come on we to go to the meet and greet part of the show.
Me:Ok.
(We walk to the building and go inside)
Adam:Hey everyone.
(They scream and I hear someone scream something)
Kylie:That girl is a goth girl.
Me:At least I'm not a douche bag like you.
Tommy:Mia calm down.
Me:I'm sorry am I being to rude?
Tommy:It's ok just stay by me and you'll be ok.
Adam:If you have any rude comments about then leave she is just a girl who we decided to help.
Me:Tommy.
Tommy:What's wrong?
Me:I don't feel too good.
(I fall on the floor and I pass out)
Tommy:Adam you finish the meet and greet and I'll take care to the bus.
(He picks me up and carries me to the bus and go inside and lays me on the couch)
Tommy:Come on Mia wake up it's ok baby wake up.
(The door swings open and the others come running in)
Adam:Ashley get a glass of water.
(She gets a glass of water and brings back and Adam pours it on me)
Me:What happened?
Tommy:We were at the meet and greet part of the show and a few minutes later you fell on the floor and passed out so I brought you here.
Adam:It's ok your gonna be ok.
Me:God I'm hungry.
(Adam goes to the fridge and hands me a piece of chicken)
Me:Thank you.
Adam:Your welcome.
Leila:How are you feeling?
Me:I feel fine thank you.
(I get up and walk into the room and come out with some clothes and go in the bathroom and take a shower)
Tommy:What was that?
Adam:I don't know but she's ok now.
Tommy:I know but let's just keep an eye on her.
Ashley:That will be the smartest thing to do.
(I walk out of the bathroom and go into the room and look for my purse and bump head on the cabinet over me)
Me:Ow fuck.
Tommy:You ok?
Me:Yeah just hit my head again.
(I find my purse and walk off the bus)
Tommy:Where are you going?
Me:It's a surprise for all of you I'll be back.
(I keep walking and reach a jewelry store and pick everyone out a piece of jewelry and pay for it then head to Starbucks and get everyone a frappe and go back and go inside)
Me:I'm back now close your eyes.
(They close their eyes and I hand them their jewelry and frappe)
Me:Ok open.
Tommy:How much was all this?
Me:I'm not telling you.
Adam:Why?
Me:Cause you helped me and letting me be here with you guys.
Tommy:Thank you.
Me:There's one my thing just let me go get her.
Tommy:Her?
Me:You'll see.
(I walk out to the car and grab a Rottweiler puppy and bring her back on the tour bus)
Me:This is Lola.
Tommy:She beautiful what kind of breed is she?
Me:Rottweiler.
Adam:Where did you get her?
Me:I saw her on the side of the road while I was driving so I stopped in picked her up.
Ashley:Ok I'm taking her from all of you.
Tommy:I'm fine with that as long as I Mia.
Me:Your a little cheese ball but your my cheese ball.
(I walk up to him and ruffle his hair and sit down next to him)
Adam:So you get mad at me when I ruffle your hair but you don't get made when she ruffles your hair that's fair.
Me:Jealous?
Adam:No.
Me:Mhmm.
Tommy:Alright guys that's enough.
Me:If you weren't the alpha I wouldn't listen to you.
Tommy:You'll be fine.
(I ruffle his hair and walk into the room and my phone starts ringing and I answer it)
Me:Hello.
Aaron:Hello Mia.
Me:Aaron what the hell do you want?
Aaron:I want you.
Me:Well that's not happening besides I'm happy with the man I have now.
Aaron:If I find you your dead.
Me:You son of a bitch you can't fucking find me your in Canada.
Aaron:No I'm not when I found out you moved to LA I moved to I just didn't tell you.
Me:God damn it.
Aaron:If I find you will be mine.
Me:Fuck you Aaron you didn't nothing but hurt me and I'm not going to be yours!
(I hang up and throw my phone through the open door and they all run in)
Tommy:What's wrong?
Me:My ex Aaron wants me back but after what he did I am never going back to him and he was in Canada he found out that I moved here and he moved here.
Adam:Well Canada is the next part of the tour so you can come with us.
Me:Are we driving or flying there?
Adam:Flying we're at the airport now.
Me:Ok.
(We get off the tour bus and go inside the airport and we get the tickets and go to our seats)
Tommy:You ok?
Me:Just a little scared of him Aaron is the one who abused me and he actually raped me once I just didn't tell anyone.
Tommy:Why didn't you fight back?
Me:Cause he said I don't did he would kill me.
(He hugs me and I start crying)
Tommy:Its ok I won't let him hurt you are you gonna tell the others?
Me:When we get to Canada yes.
Tommy:It's ok we won't let him hurt you.
Me:Thank you.
(We arrive in Canada and get off the plane and go straight to the hotel and get our rooms and I get everyone in one room)
Tommy:It's ok Mia.
Me:Remember when I told you my ex Aaron abused me.
Adam:We all do.
Me:That's not all he did he also raped me.
Adam:Ok that's fucked up.
Me:He said if I told anyone he'd kill me so I never told anyone.
(I start crying and they get up and hug me)
Ashley:It's ok we won't let him hurt you.
Me:Thank you.
Tommy:It's ok Mia we're here for you.
(I hear a knock on the door and go open it and see someone standing there)
Me:May I help you?
Cameron:Yes I lost my brother and I can't find him can you help me find him?
Me:Of course.
Tommy:I'm coming with you Mia.
(We walk with the man and he takes us to his room and we start looking for his brother and I find him under the bed)
Me:Sweetie what's wrong?
Dallas:I'm scared.
Me:Why are you scared?
Dallas:I'm scared that he'll hurt me again.
Me:Your brother?
Dallas:No his boyfriend Aaron.
Me:It's ok sweetie I used to date him he called me he's in LA he can't hurt you.
Dallas:Can I ask you something?
Me:Of course.
Dallas:Can you bite me?
Me:What do you mean bite you?
Dallas:I know your a werewolf.
Me:Sweetie I'm not an alpha I'm an omega my boyfriend has to bite you.
Dallas:Can you have him bite me?
Me:Only if you really really want it.
Dallas:I do.
Me:Ok just come out and sit on the bed I'll go get him.
(He climbs out from under the bed and sits on it and I walk out and get Tommy)
Me:Baby can you come here he wants to talk to you.
Tommy:Of course babe.
(We walk in the room and see him sitting on the bed)
Me:It's ok sweetie go ahead.
Dallas:Can you bite me?
Tommy:What do you mean bite you?
Me:Babe he knows we're werewolves and apparently Aaron is bisexual he just wants to protect him and his brother from him.
Dallas:Please?
Tommy:Are you sure?
Dallas:Yes.
Tommy:Ok just hold out your arm.
(He holds out his arm and Tommy bites him and lets go and looks at him)
Dallas:Thank you.
Tommy:Your welcome.
Me:What's your name?
Dallas:Dallas.
Me:Well Dallas it was nice meeting you.
Dallas:It's was nice meeting you too.
Me:Bye.
Dallas:Bye.
(We leave and go back to our room and go inside)
Adam:How did it go?
Me:It went well but I found something out about Aaron I didn't know before.
Adam:What is that?
Me:He's bisexual.
(They look at me in shock and I start walking to the bathroom and go inside and shut the door and sit again the wall)
Me:God damn it Aaron why do have to be such a douche bag.
(The door swings open and I look up and see Tommy standing there)
Tommy:You ok?
Me:Yeah just wanted to be alone for a minute.
Tommy:Ok just come out when you want to.
Me:I will thank you.
Tommy:Your welcome.
(He's leaving and I feel a cramp in my stomach and I get up and call Ashley)
Me:Ashley can I talk to you?
Ashley:Of course.
(She walks in and I shut the door)
Ashley:What's wrong?
Me:I think I'm on my period.
Ashley:Why do you think that?
Me:Cause after Tommy left I had a cramp in my stomach.
Ashley:I'll take you to the store.
Me:Thank you.
Ashley:Your welcome.
(We walk and go to the store and get everything I need then go back to the room and go inside)
Tommy:You ok?
Me:I don't want to talk about it.
Tommy:It's ok just sit down and rest.
Me:Ok.
(I sit down and I rest my head on my arm and fall asleep and Tommy pick me up and lays me on the bed and I start squirming in my spot)
Tommy:Mia it's ok wake up it's ok.
Me:What happened?
Tommy:You were having a nightmare.
Me:That doesn't give you the right to wake me up.
Ashley:Tommy don't.
Tommy:Ok just calm down.
Me:Whatever I'm going back to sleep.
(I fall asleep and Ashley and the others start talking)
Ashley:Man her mood swings are terrible.
Adam:What's going on with her?
Ashley:She on her period that's why she didn't want to talk about it.
Adam:Oh ok wait if she's on her period doesn't that mean she's in heat to?
Ashley:Yes.
Me:God damn it these stupid cramps are so annoying.
Ashley:It's ok sweetie just laying down.
(I lay down and start singing)
Me:I'm so tired of being here suppressed by all my childish fears and if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave cause your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears and I held your hand through all of these years but you still have all of me you used to captivate me by your resonating light now I'm bound by the life you left behind your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams your voice it chased away all the sanity in me these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears and I held your held through all of these years but you still have all of me I've tried so hard to tell myself that your gone but though your still with me I've been alone all along when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears and I held your hand through all of these years you still have all of me me me.
(I look at the others and seen them crying)
Tommy:Mia.
Me:What?
Adam:That song what is it about?
Me:It's not my song it's by evanescence I actually don't know what it's about but whenever I hear it or sing it my emotions get out of hand.
Tommy:I know you miss him but he'll always be there for you.
Me:I know.
Tommy:Your gonna be ok.
Me:Your so cheesy.
Tommy:But you love me.
Me:God I hate it when your right.
(I suddenly hear something and quickly stand up)
Adam:What's wrong?
Me:He's here.
Tommy:Who?
Me:Aaron.
(The door swings open and I see Aaron standing there and I walk up to him)
Me:What the hell are you doing here?
Aaron:I came to bring you back to LA.
Me:I'm not leaving them they helped more than you ever have your just a rude disrespectful asshole.
(He reaches up and slaps me and the others run up to me)
Tommy:Dude what the fuck?
Me:Get back this is between me and him.
(They back away and I quickly run up to him and attack him)
Me:You have done enough to me and the fact you didn't tell me your fucking bisexual is a whole new level of disrespect.
(He pushes me off and I transform)
Aaron:What the hell?
Me:I've had enough of you abusing me not to mention you fucking raped me and now this your snooping to a whole new level and I'm sick of it.
(I attack him and he grabs my neck and pins me to the wall and I claw him as I struggle to breathe and the others run up to him and pulls me off of me and I fall on the floor gasping for air and I attack him and kill him and back away)
Tommy:You ok?
Me:Just leave me alone.
Ashley:It's ok Mia we're here for you.
Me:Leave me alone.
(I grab my purse and run into the bathroom and lock the door and I pull out a razor blade and start cutting my wrist and I hear a knock on the door)
Me:What?
Adam:Mia it's ok he can't hurt you anymore just come out.
Me:Leave me alone.
Adam:Mia listen to me after what he did he deserved that he can't hurt you anymore.
Me:I don't understand why he did that to me I never did anything wrong.
Adam:I know Mia we can help you through it just come out.
(I open the door and stand there and they notice I'm bleeding from my wrists)
Tommy:Mia why would you do that?
Me:I don't know I just felt like it would help.
Adam:Mia that never helps especially the mind set your if you went farther up you would have bled out and died.
Me:I know I just want to be alone but I can't I don't understand why everything happens to me I never do anything wrong.
Adam:I know Mia just bandage the cuts and come out we'll get something to eat later.
Me:Ok.
Tommy:Mia you know we'll help you in anyway.
Me:I know I just didn't know what to do.
Tommy:You could have cuddled with me.
Me:Your such a cheese ball but I love my cheese ball.
Tommy:I love you too.
(I get up and ruffle his hair and walk out of the bathroom)
Me:Adam you have a cheesy guitarist.
Adam:I know.
Tommy:Your the cheesiest one here Adam.
Me:Ok you two knock it off.
Tommy:Mia are you forgetting I'm the alpha.
Me:No I'm not I just don't submit so easily.
Tommy:Are you sure about that?
Me:Stop being so cheesy.
Tommy:Never.
Me:God I love you.
Tommy:I love you too.
Adam:Ok you two let's go get something to eat we have a show tonight.
Me:I'm down.
Tommy:Who's cheesy now?
Me:Oh shut up and let's go.
(We walk out of the hotel and get something to eat and head back to the hotel and suddenly hear something)
Adam:What's wrong?
Me:Papparzi their coming.
Adam:God damn it we gotta run.
(I get a cramp in my stomach and I grip my stomach)
Me:God damn it these stupid cramps are annoying you guys go ahead and run I'll walk they don't know I'm with you.
Adam:We're not leaving you.
Me:Just go I'll be fine.
(They start running and I start walking and someone grabs my wrist and I flinch in pain and I turn around)
Me:Who are you?
Max:Your worst nightmare.
Me:Let me go.
Max:No can do.
Me:LET ME GO!
(They others come running back and see's the man holding me wrist)
Tommy:Let her go.
Max:Who are you?
Me:Let me go.
Adam:I'll take care of him you guys take her to the hotel room.
Me:I don't feel to good.
(I fall on the ground and they pick me up and carries me to the hotel room)
Tommy:Come on Mia wake up.
Adam:Ashley go to the front desk and ask for help.
Ashley:On it.
(Ashley leaves and comes back with the hotel clerk)
Jess:Sir what happened?
Adam:We were walking back for the store and someone grabbed her arm and she screamed for him to let her go and she said she didn't feel good and she fell on the ground and passed out.
Jess:Did you try splashing her with water?
Adam:No.
Jess:Well try that it might help.
(Adam gets up and gets a glass of water and brings it back and pours it on me and I wake up)
Me:What the hell?
Tommy:Mia baby it's ok we were helping you.
Me:What the fuck do you mean you were helping me?
Tommy:Mia you passed out.
Me:What?
Tommy:You passed out we brought back here.
Me:The last thing I remember is getting a stupid cramp in my stomach.
Tommy:It's ok baby we'll help you.
Me:Yeah good luck with that when I'm on my period I'm impossible to control.
Ashley:We can try.
Me:Ok hey Adam when does the show begin?
Adam:In 2 hours why?
(I look at him and he agrees)
Adam:How about this every show you can sing one song doesn't matter which one.
Me:Ok I'm down.
Tommy:Man I love you.
Me:I love you too.
(I hear someone running to the room and I quickly stand up)
Adam:What's wrong?
Me:Someone's coming.
(The door swings open and the man runs in)
Sutan:Adam why didn't you tell me that you were going to Canada I would have went with you?
Adam:Sutan calm down it's for the tour.
Sutan:Fine Tommy how's are doing?
Tommy:I'm ok.
Sutan:Who is this?
Me:My name is Mia.
Sutan:It's nice to meet you.
Me:It's nice to meet you too.
Ashley:Sutan what are you doing here?
Sutan:I thought you could use a make up artist for the tour so I came to Canada.
Tommy:Of course you would you always do.
(I hug Tommy and pick him up)
Tommy:Put me down.
Me:No your mine.
Adam:Mia put him down.
Me:Fine.
(I put him down and Sutan looks at me in shock)
Sutan:Damn how are you that strong?
Me:I have my ways.
Tommy:And you call me cheesy.
Me:Oh shut up.
Adam:We should get going the show is starting in 50 minutes.
Me:Ok.
(We get in the limo and drive to the building and go inside and get on stage and Adam hands me the microphone and I start singing)
Me:If I got on my knees and I pleaded with you not to go but to stay in arms would you walk out the door like you did once before this time be different please stay don't go if I call out your name like a prayer would you leave me alone with my tears know I need you so would you still turn and go this time be different please stay don't go please stay I loved you before I even knew your name and I wanted to give you my heart but but then you came back after leaving me one time I knew that the heartache would start if I called out your name like a song that was written for you you alone would you still hurt my pride oh hey how I cries this time be different please stay please stay don't go please stay don't go please stay.
(Tommy runs up and hugs me making me jump a little)
Me:Tommy can you let me go?
Tommy:No your mine.
Me:Stop being so cheesy we're on stage.
Tommy:Fine.
(He let's go and we finish the show and head back to the hotel)
Tommy:That song what was it about?
Me:You.
Tommy:What do you mean?
Me:It's called please stay by westlife please stay means I don't want to leave you.
Tommy:We will always be together Mia.
(I feel a cramp and I grip my stomach)
Me:God damn it.
Sutan:You ok?
Me:Does it look like I'm ok?
Sutan:It's ok sweetie.
Me:Just shut up and get me to the hotel.
Ashley:It's ok all girls go through this.
(I feel my wolf start taking over and I start running)
Me:Meet me at the hotel.
(I get to the hotel and I transform it to my wolf and transform back and they all walk in)
Tommy:It's ok Mia just breathe.
Me:This stupid period is so fucking annoying.
Ashley:I know sweetie but it's natural.
Me:So I suppose the cramps are supposed to hurt that much it feels like I'm being ripped in half.
Ashley:It's ok just breathe.
(I transform into my wolf and start crying)
Tommy:It's ok Mia.
Adam:Tommy she's in heat and with the cramps other will hurt her until she's either off it or well you know the other way.
Tommy:I don't want her to be in pain.
Me:I'm fine it's just it gets to be to much.
Ashley:I know but if your gonna be on stage you can't be doing that you'll expose your a werewolf to the world.
Me:I know I just want it to be over and done with.
Ashley:I know but you have to wait.
Me:I know.
Sutan:You didn't tell me she was a werewolf.
Tommy:We all are I'm the alpha.
Me:Quiet.
Tommy:What's wrong?
Me:That noise it's back.
Tommy:It's ok.
Me:Make it stop it's too loud.
Adam:It's ok just stay behind us.
(The door swings open and someone walks in)
Me:Make it stop.
Adam:Your not allowed to be in here.
Alex:I didn't ask for permission.
(I transform and attack him and go back and the noise stopped)
Tommy:You ok?
Me:Yeah and my period is gone.
Ashley:What how?
Me:I'm a werewolf we're basically dogs it was in dog years.
Ashley:That makes sense.
Tommy:And you call me cheesy.
Me:Oh shut up.
Tommy:Fine.
(I attack him and sling him over my shoulder)
Tommy:Put me down.
Me:No your mine.
Tommy:Mia put me down before I tickle you.
Me:Yeah good luck with that I'm not ticklish.
Tommy:Everyone is ticklish.
Me:Not me now shut up and and I'll put you down.
Tommy:Fine.
(I put him down and he sits on the couch and I cuddle up next to him and I hear a camera go off and I look at the others)
Me:Who was that?
Sutan:It was me.
Me:I so hate you right now.
Sutan:No you don't.
Tommy:Knock it off you two.
Sutan:You can't control me Tommy I'm not part of the pack.
Me:You do realize all he has to do is bite you and you'll turn too right?
Sutan:Fine I can't have him messing this up.
Tommy:Stop being such a drama queen.
Sutan:Oh sweetie I'm not a drama queen I'm a drag queen there's a difference.
Me:Alright I'm gonna go take a shower and Sutan don't get in a fight with him you'll loose.
Sutan:I wasn't planning to but ok.
(I go in the bathroom and get in the shower and a few minutes later I get out and slip and cut my arm on some glass from the mirror that fell and I get up and get dressed and walk out and their all staring at me)
Me:What?
Tommy:Your arm it's bleeding.
Adam:How did that happen?
Me:I slipped and broke the mirror and it cut my arm.
Adam:Ashley get me the bandages I'm gonna wrap her arm with it so the bleeding can stop.
Me:I'm fine besides I have the bandages in my purse I can do it myself.
(I get my purse and Sutan looks at me in shock)
Sutan:You have a Louis Vuitton hand bag?
Me:I used to work at Louis Vuitton Sutan I got to bring products that didn't make it through home with me.
Sutan:Really?
Me:How do you think I got them a piece of jewelry?
Sutan:Fair point.
(I pull out the bandages and start wrapping my arm then drop the bandages and bend down and pick them up and stand up and hit my head on the counter)
Me:Ow fuck.
Tommy:You ok?
Me:Just hit my head for the third time.
Sutan:Maybe it'll knock some sense into your pretty little head.
Me:I so wanna punch you right now. Sutan:Oh calm down I'm just playing around.
Me:Tommy come on let's get another room I'm tired of him already.
Sutan:Hey!
Me:Oh calm down Sutan I'm just playing around.
Sutan:I hate you.
Me:You love me.
(I walk past him and push his head back and go up to Tommy)
Sutan:What was that for?
Me:No reason.
Tommy:Mia.
Me:What?
Tommy:Apologize.
Me:Fine I'm sorry Sutan I shouldn't have done that.
Sutan:It's ok.
Tommy:See was that so hard?
Me:No.
(I get up and walk out the door)
Tommy:Where are you going?
Me:I'm going to the store.
Tommy:For what?
Me:You'll see.
(I keep walking and I reach a designer store and go inside)
Harry:Hello ma'am how may I help you?
Me:I'm looking for a blue dress.
Harry:Follow me.
(I follow the man and he shows me a dress)
Harry:How's this one?
Me:It's perfect how much is it?
Harry:25'000 dollars.
Me:I'll take it.
(I pay for the dress and head to the next store which is a Chanel store)
Marie:Hello ma'am how may I help you?
Me:I'm looking for some heels that will match this dress.
Marie:Follow me.
(I follow the woman and she show me a pair of heels)
Me:Their perfect how much are they?
Marie:12'000 dollars.
Me:I'll take them.
(I pay for the heels and go back to the hotel room and go inside the room)
Adam:What is that?
Me:Its for the show.
Tommy:How much was it?
Me:All together it was 37'000 dollars.
Sutan:Are you gonna show us?
Me:Not until the show speaking of which when is it?
Adam:In an hour we should get going.
Me:Ok.
(We get to the building and go to the dress room and I get ready then come out and walk on stage and everyone is staring at me)
Me:I told you you'd see it.
Tommy:You look absolutely beautiful.
Adam:Are you still gonna sing?
Me:Yes.
(Adam hands me the microphone and I start singing)
Me:Sparkling grey there my own veins any more than more than whisper any sudden movement of my heart and I know I know I'll have to watch them pass away just get through this day give up your way you could give up my way and lose myself not today that's too much guilt to pay sickened in the sun you dare tell me you love me but you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die honey you know you know I'd never hurt that way your just so pretty in your pain a give up my way and I could be anything I'll make my own way without your sense hate hate hate hate so run run run and hate me if it feels good I can't hears your screams anymore you lied to me buy I'm older now and I'm not buyin baby demanding my response don't bother breaking the door down I've found my way out and you'll never hurt me again.
(I walk up to Adam and give him the microphone and walk off stage and go to the dressing room and shut the door and start crying and I a knock on the door)
Me:Who is it?
Sutan:It's me Sutan are you ok?
Me:Just come in and I'll tell you.
(The door opens and Sutan walks in and shuts the door behind)
Sutan:Are you ok what happened?
Me:My ex Aaron at first he was soft and sweet but then he was rude and abusive one day I asked him if I could have my friend come over when he said no I got mad and slapped him and he punched me and told me I was useless and I thought it was just a phase but one day he came in my room and raped me and I broke up with him and moved to LA and when I had a meeting with Louis Vuitton a wolf jumped in front of it was a beautiful white wolf but it's eyes were two different colors and I thought it was hungry so I got out a burger I didn't finish and gave it to it and it bit me the pain was intense and that's when Adam and Tommy showed up in the tour bus they asked me if I was ok and they let me get on the bus so they could help me and before they did they told me a werewolf bit me then I heard someone it was Adam's brother Neil we were dating at the time but when someone came on the bus they said I had to go with them and when I refused to she transformed and when I realized that she was the one who bit me I attacked her and after I told them what my uncle made me do and vowed I'd never hurt anyone and when me and Neil went to get something to eat on the way back a woman walked in front of us and demanded me to leave him and when I didn't she held Neil back and the two men started kicking me and I felt my wolf taking over and I transformed in front of the and attacked them than Adam and Tommy came running over and we were walking back Neil broke up with me cause he said all he was doing was putting me in danger when we got on the bus I sat in silence and Tommy asked me if I was ok I told him that Neil broke up with me and told him that he said he was putting me in danger he asked me out I said yes and four men walked on and demanded me to come with them when I refused two of the men held me down and the other two bit them and ran off and when we went to get Isaac Monte and Ashley I was in his room and I hit my head and he asked if I was ok and I said I was and Ashley pulled him to her room and asked him what was going on between us he said it wasn't any of her business she started yelling at him about me I ran up them and I told her that I could hear everything and that I didn't appreciate her talking about me that way she just told me to shut up and I got mad I started to transform and she yelled at him and called me a cursed woman and Adam and Tommy calmed me down and when we got settled down I heard something six people walked on the bus and ended up biting them and a few seconds later we arrived at the show and we they started preforming and Adam handed me the microphone and asked if I wanted to sing so I did then Tommy took the microphone away from me when I was finished and told them I was his girlfriend and we went backstage in the dressing room and Ashley knocked on the door and when she came in she started yelling at him she said I wasn't normal and Tommy said that he didn't care and that if she didn't see how much he cared about me then he didn't want her talking to him again and I heard something and told them to be quiet and I realized that Adam was being attacked and I told them and me and Tommy ran in his room and he was unconscious and I told him to call the others and he did then Adam woke up and pinned me on the floor he was in a trance and I headbutted him and he snapped out of the trance and I heard the fans being attacked by alphas when we got on stage and I heard something I thought it was a bomb but it was my brother I ran up to him and hugged him and he pulled out a knife and stabbed me in the side and Tommy ran up to me and held and I died in his arms and he started crying and one of the tears landed on my cheek and he picked me up and carried to his dressing room and when he went to leave I said something I called his name and he looked at me and asked how I was alive I explained to him he is a dire werewolf he has healing properties in his tears and he healed me and he asked if we were gonna tell the others I said no and that I wanted to surprise them and he got on stage and in the middle of the last song I walked on stage and they all looked at me and when we got back on the bus I explained everything and the thing is since he was a dire werewolf and an alpha he would never die and he said if Dylan was my brother he wouldn't have stabbed me and I asked if I could go to his room and think and he said yes and when I got there I started cutting myself then my brother came through the window he broke and he said had something for and he showed me my mother's necklace and he said he killed her and that he would succeed in killing me and Tommy attacked him and killed him then the other left and when they did I asked to bite me and when he did he told me to stay in the room and a few minutes later he came back in crying cause Isaac was arguing with him and I walked out and told him if he didn't bite me I was gonna kill myself cause I hated my life and when he said he's the one who should be apologizing I punched him and I went back in the room and me Tommy and Adam went to get something to eat when we got there I heard a loud whistling noise and I ran out of the place and when I did the noise got louder and I started howling and Adam and Tommy came running over and Tommy saw his ex and ended up attacking her and then he let her go and helped me up and got me to the bus and went in I heard something and I had everyone transform and Adam's mother was on the floor in front us and then a man was behind her and he had us look at her arm and we found out he bit her but she wouldn't wake up so I poured water on her and I gave her the necklace my brother left on the bus and my ex called and said he wanted me back I told him that that's not gonna happen and I'm perfectly happy with Tommy and then he threatened to kill me and I hung up and threw my phone and everyone came running in and explained to them that he abused me but I didn't tell them that he raped me and when we had a show he let me sing and after I finished I ran off stage crying and when they came to find me they took me too the meet and greet part of the show and someone screamed out hey look its the little goth girl and I got mad and transformed and attacked her then ran out after I realized what I was doing and Tommy came running after me and brought back and the same person screamed out that I was cursed and to make me leave and I ran to the bus and when the got back I went to the store and got a bottle of vodka and I got drunk and I got into the room and bumped into something making it fall on me and I woke up in Tommy's bed and I apologizes to him for getting drunk I just couldn't I don't want to tell what happens after that it's just to upsetting.
Sutan:Oh sweetie I'm so sorry I truly am that wasn't right but he's not going to hurt you anymore.
(I hug him and start crying)
Sutan:It's ok Mia we'll be here for you.
Me:Thank you.
(The door opens and Tommy walks up to me)
Tommy:Are you ok Mia?
Me:Yes thank you.
Tommy:That's good come on let's go to the hotel.
Me:Ok.
(We leave the building and got to the hotel and someone grabs my wrist)
Me:Let me go.
Russel:I just need help my mother she fell in the river and she can't swim can you help me?
Me:Of course.
(We run to the river and she the woman go under and I dive in and pull her out)
Me:Adam call an ambulance I'll see if I can't help her.
(Adam pulls out his phone and calls an ambulance)
Adam:There on their way.
(I start pushing her chest and she starts coughing up water)
Russell:Mom your ok thank you.
Me:Your welcome sir.
Russell:Here take this this is my thank you for saving my mother.
(He holds his hand out and reveals a ring that I oddly feel attracted to)
Russell:Please take it.
(I take the ring and I thank him)
Me:Thank you.
(I get up and walk to the hotel and lay down on the couch and start singing)
Me:Save your twisted enemy so you might earn forgiveness you know your whole world is waiting sonwhy can't you speak I feel it coming over me I'm still a slave to these dreams is the end of of everything or just a new way to bleed so go and tell your friends that I'm a failure underneath if it makes you feel like a bigger man but it's my my heart my life that your calling a lie ive played this game before and I can't take it anymore I feel it coming over me I'm still a slave to these dreams is this the end of everything or just a new way to bleed by drifting far beyond the edge freedom freedom can't you feel the ground caving in freedom give us a reason to believe again I feel it coming over me I'm still a slave to these dreams is this the end of everything or just a new way to bleed.
(I suddenly feel my wolf take over and I transform)
Tommy:Mia what's wrong?
Me:I don't know when that man gave me this ring I felt oddly attracted to it it's like it's taking over.
Adam:What do you mean?
(I take it and hand it to Adam)
Me:Here hold it tell me how you feel about it.
(He takes the ring and explains how he feels about it)
Adam:I feel like something or someone is calling me.
(I suddenly walk up to Adam and grab the ring and run out of the room and go to the river and throw it in the river and the others appear behind me)
Tommy:What did you do?
Me:I threw it in the river something is off about that ring.
Tommy:Whatever it is it can't hurt anyone.
Me:I hope so.
(I walk up to him and hug him and we start walking back and go to the room and I sit on the couch)
Me:God damn it.
Tommy:What's wrong?
Me:I'm hungry.
Tommy:Stay here I'll go get you something.
Me:Thank you.
(He walks out of the room and Ashley walks up to me)
Ashley:Your not really hungry are you?
Me:No I just want to mess with him.
(She starts tickling me but I don't budge)
Me:You done yet.
Ashley:Damn girl you really aren't ticklish.
(I start tickling her and she starts screaming and the door opens)
Tommy:Mia you can stop now.
Me:She started it.
Tommy:Mia.
Me:Fine I told you I'm not ticklish Ashley.
Ashley:And you we're right.
Me:I always am.
Tommy:Oh stop and come get your food.
Me:Fine dad.
Tommy:Now that was cheesy.
Me:I so hate you right now.
Tommy:You love me.
(I walk up to him and grab the food and start walking away and he picks me up and slings me over his shoulder and I start screaming)
Me:Put me down.
Tommy:No your mine.
Me:Your none existant ass better put me down.
Tommy:My ass does exist.
Me:Well it better put me down.
Tommy:And if I don't?
Me:You asked for it.
(I jump off and start tickling him and he starts screaming)
Tommy:Stop I'm gonna pee.
(I stop and I hug him and I sit down and eat and when I finish I cuddle up to him and we fall asleep)
Ashley:That's adorable.
Sutan:Ok I'm so taking a picture of that.
Adam:Ashley you get Mia and I'll get Tommy.
Ashley:What why?
Adam:We're gonna put them in the bed.
Ashley:Oh ok.
(Ashley picks me up and Adam picks Tommy up and lays us in the bed a when we wake up we don't see anyone)
Me:Where is everyone?
Tommy:I don't know I'll call Adam.
(He takes out his phone and calls Adam)
Adam:Hello.
Tommy:Where did you guys go?
Adam:We went shopping we'll be back in 30 minutes.
Tommy:Well hurry up I'm bored.
Adam:Calm down your gonna be fine.
Tommy:Fine bye Adam.
Adam:Bye.
(He hangs up and grabs his bass and starts playing and I start singing)
Me:I've been looking in the mirror for in for so long that I've come to believe my soul's on the other side all the little pieces falling shatter shards of me to sharp to put back together too small to matter but big enough to cut me into so many little pieces if I try touch her and I bleed I bleed and I breathe I no breathe no more take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child lie to me convince me that I've been sick forever and all of this will make sense when I get better but I know the difference between myself and my reflection I just can't help but to wonder which of us do you love so I bleed I bleed and I breathe I breathe no bleed I bleed and I breathe I breathe I breathe I breathe no more.
(I start crying and I look at Tommy and I suddenly feel his lips against mine and I hear the door open)
Adam:Alright kids that's enough PDA we have have a show to get to.
(Tommy pulls away and Adam sees me crying)
Adam:Mia what's wrong?
Me:It's nothing.
(I get up and run to the bathroom and start throwing up and the door opens and Tommy walks in)
Tommy:Mia are you ok?
Me:Yeah all be fine.
(I get up and walk out of the bathroom and I get a glass of water and start drinking it)
Tommy:Are you sure your ok?
Me:Yeah.
Sutan:Sweetie if there's something wrong with you you need to have it checked out.
Me:I'm fine.
Adam:Ok just be careful.
Me:I will let's just get to the show.
(We get up and walk outside and get in the limo and drive up to the building and go inside and go to the dressing room and a few minutes later we go on stage and Adam hands me the microphone and I start singing)
Me:I've paid my dues time after time I've done my sentence but committed no crime and bad mistakes I've made a few I had my share of sand kicked in my face but I've come through we are the champions my friends and we'll keep fighting til the end we are the champions we are the champions no time for losers cause we are the champions of the world I've taken my bows and my curtain calls you brought fame and fortune and everything that goes with it I thank you all but it's no bed of roses no pleasure cruise I consider it a challenge before the while human race and I ain't gonGladna lose we are the champions my friends and we'll keep on fighting til the end we are the champions we are the champions cause we are the champions of the world we are the champions my friends and we'll keep on fighting til the end we are the champions we are the champions no time for losers cause we are the champions.
(They all run up to me and hug me and I start crying)
Me:Thank you guys for helping me Adam can I say something?
Adam:Yeah.
(I let go and speak into the microphone)
Me:They have helped me with alot of things and one of them was that my ex Aaron abused me and raped me they have been more than caring and the truth is that if they didn't help me I wouldn't be here because I would have been dead because I had cancer after my brother died due thyroid cancer I was diagnosed with leukemia and the thing is I'm a werewolf and when I started the transformation it cured it that's why I'm gothic that's why I sing songs from gothic bands but if I didn't get bit I wouldn't have met the love of my life and his friends they saved my life and I will always be grateful for them being in my life.
(I start crying and and run up to them and hug them)
Adam:It's ok Mia.
Tommy:I love you Mia.
Me:I love you too Tommy.
(When the show ends we go back to the hotel and I sit on the couch and I pull my knees up to my chest)
Tommy:It's ok Mia.
Me:I know I just I'm sorry.
Tommy:Mia you don't have to apologize you didn't do anything wrong.
Me:I should have told you I didn't even tell Neil I kept it to myself.
Tommy:Mia listen to me it's ok we love you I love you if you wanted to keep it to yourself I would understand there's nothing you should apologizing for you did nothing wrong.
Adam:Mia we understand why you wanted to keep it to yourself it was personal.
Sutan:Mia we all knew you were scared but we understand why you were.
(I suddenly hear people down the hall and I get up and open the door and see the man hit a woman and I run towards them)
Me:Hey you can't do that.
Larry:Shut up.
Me:That's domestic violence that's illegal.
(He reaches up and slaps me and Tommy comes running towards me)
Tommy:Baby are you ok?
Me:I don't know.
Tommy:Don't you ever lay a hand on her again.
(He grabs Tommy by the neck and pins him against the wall)
Larry:What are you gonna do?
(I get up and transform and attack the man)
Me:Don't you ever lay a hand on him.
(The man punches my stomach and I fall on the floor crying)
Tommy:Guys get out here take care of Mia I'll handle him
(I start throwing up and I suddenly pass out)
Adam:Mia come on wake up Mia wake up Tommy she not waking up.
Tommy:Take her into the room I'll be in there in a minute.
(He transforms and attacks the man and then comes back in the room)
Ashley:Adam hurry.
Adam:I'm going as fast as I can Ashley.
Tommy:Mia baby wake up please wake up.
Sutan:I'm call an ambulance maybe they can wake her up.
(Sutan calls an ambulance and a few minutes later they come running in)
Mike:Sir what happened?
Tommy:She went into the hall and saw a man slap a woman and she intervened and he slapped her and I went out the he pinned me against the wall by my throat and she attacked him and he punched in the stomach and she started throwing up and passed out.
Mike:Sir she will be ok but she is in a coma that man punched her to hard and her body went into shock.
Adam:Oh god.
Tommy:Will she wake up?
Mike:Im sorry sir I don't know.
Tommy:You have to know I can't loose her.
Mike:Sir just give it time.
Tommy:I won't loose her.
Adam:Tommy calm down she's gonna be ok.
Tommy:Don't tell me to calm down my girlfriend is in a fucking coma and you expect me to stay calm well your wrong I'm not upset I'm more then upset I'm fucking worried what if someone you loved was in a coma what would you do and you think I can calm down.
Adam:Tommy stop she's gonna be ok.
Tommy:Your forgetting I'm the alpha and plus I'm older than you so I don't do what you tell me to do you do what I tell you to do.
Adam:Don't put that shit on me Tommy I'm just trying to help you.
Tommy:You think your helping me but why not her huh she's far more important then me.
Adam:Tommy you better stop this shit right fucking now.
(He transforms and attacks Adam)
Tommy:She is my girlfriend and she's in a fucking coma what if I was in a coma huh what would you do if your fucking bassist was in a fucking coma you'd probably react the same fucking way Adam so just shut the fuck up.
Me:Guys stop fighting I'm fine I'm a fast healer.
Tommy:Mia your awake thank god your awake.
Me:Tommy thank you for helping me thank you all for helping me.
Tommy:Your welcome Mia I love you.
Me:I love you too.
Adam:Tommy I'm sorry I shouldn't have told you to calm down.
Tommy:It's ok.
Me:Tommy can I talk to you in the hallway?
Tommy:Yeah.
(I get up and we walk into the hallway)
Me:What happened?
Tommy:You saw a man slap a woman and ran to help her I saw him slap you and when I told him not to touch you he pinned me against the wall by my throat and you transformed and attacked him amd he punched you in the stomach and you started throwing up and you passed out you slipped into a coma.
Me:Ok but I just didn't want anyone to experience what I did.
Tommy:I know baby it's ok.
Me:I love you.
Tommy:I love you too.
(He picks up and slings me his shoulder and I start screaming)
Me:Put me down.
Tommy:No.
Me:Put me down.
Tommy:No.
Me:Can you get even more hardheaded?
Tommy:Says the one who hits her head three times.
Me:Fair point.
Tommy:I am the alpha.
Me:I so hate you right now.
Tommy:You love me admit it.
Me:No.
Tommy:Admit it or I'll have Adam stop you from singing.
Me:Fine I love you.
(He puts me down and I start tickling him)
Tommy:Stop it.
Me:No.
Tommy:Please stop.
Me:Fine.
(I stop tickling him and he tries tickling me)
Tommy:How are you not ticklish?
Me:I have literally no idea.
Tommy:I know a way to make you jump.
Me:What is that?
(He pinches my butt and I jump)
Tommy:That.
Me:That is not ok.
Tommy:You love me.
Me:God I hate it when your right.
Tommy:I know.
Adam:Ok you two knock it off we gotta get some sleep tomorrow we have one more show then the tour continues in America.
Me:Fine.
(I get on the couch and fall asleep and the next day we get ready and go to the show and we walk on the stage and Adam hands me the microphone and I start singing)
Me:There's no time for us there's no place for us what is this thing that builds our dreams yet slips away from us who wants to live forever who wants to live forever there's no chance for us it's all decided for us this world only one sweet moment set aside for us who wants to live forever who wants to live forever who who dares to love forever oh when love must die but touch my tears with you lips touch my world with your fingertips and we can have forever and we can love forever forever is our today who wants to live forever who wants to live forever forever is our today who waits forever anyway.
(After the show ends we head to the airports and out of nowhere I start crying and Tommy notices and hugs me)
Tommy:Why are you crying?
Me:Cause of my brother.
Tommy:It's ok Mia he's always here for you and so are we.
Me:I love you.
Tommy:I love you too.
(I suddenly hear people running and I realize its the paparazi)
Me:We have to get on the plane now.
Adam:What why?
Me:Paparazi.
Adam:God damn it.
(We start running and we get on the plane)
Adam:Thanks for warning us.
Me:No problem.
Tommy:How do you know it's paparazi?
Me:I can hear what they say all werewolves can here stuff like that but not as good as others.
Ashley:I heard them running but I didn't hear them talking.
Monte:I can't wait to get to LA.
Isaac:Neither can I.
Sutan:Yeah apparently everyone is.
Adam:I wonder if the tour bus is ready.
Isaac:Oh man we gotta get on that thing again?
Me:Isaac stop being a wuss.
Isaac:I'm not a wuss I'm kinda claustaphobic.
Me:You'll be fine it not like it gonna be driven into the ocean.
Isaac:You don't know that.
Adam:Isaac you might as well stop she always wins she beat me on who Tommy belongs to so she won't stop until she wins.
Isaac:Fine.
Me:Thank you.
Adam:Come on we're here.
(We get off the plane and immedietly get swarmed by paparazi)
Jack:Adam who is this?
Me:Tommy I'm scared.
Tommy:It's ok just stay behind me.
Adam:We don't have time to answer any questions so if you would bebso kind to move that would be great.
(They move out of the way and start walk by and one of them grabs my wrist)
Me:Let me go.
Jerry:Who are you?
Me:Let me go!
(The others look back and see the man holding my wrist and comes running back)
Tommy:Let her go.
Jerry:I just asked her a question.
Adam:If you don't let her go I'll be sure to have you fired.
(The man let's me and I hug Tommy in fear)
Tommy:It's ok we won't let anyone hurt you.
Me:Please just get me out of here.
Tommy:It's ok baby let's just go to the tour bus.
(I stay silent and we start walking to the tour bus and go inside and I sit down and pull my knees against my chest and Tommy sits next to me)
Tommy:Are you okm
Me:No.
Tommy:What's wrong?
Me:That man that grabbed my wrist in the airport was Aaron's dad he didn't know who I because Aaron never let me meet him.
Tommy:How do you know?
Me:Cause I heard him call him son then I saw them hugging Aaron actaully called him dad I was scared.
Tommy:Why didn't transform?
Me:Cause we were in a place that was full of people.
Tommy:It's ok Mia we won't let him hurt you I promise.
Me:Just leave me alone.
Tommy:It's ok Mia just go in my room and lay down.
(I get up and start walking to his room and I suddenly feel dizzy and grab the counter and Tomm runs up to me)
Tommy:Mia are you ok what's wrong?
Me:I don't feel to good.
(I start throwing up and I notice that it's blood and I fall on the floor and everything goes black)
Tommy:Mia Mia wake up please wake up come on.
(He picks me up and carries me to his room and lays me down on the bed)
Tommy:Come on Mia please wake up I'm begging you please wake up.
Adam:Tommy let her rest she'll be ok.
Tommy:I hope so.
(They leave and I wake up not knowing where I am)
Me:Where am I?
(I walk out of room and notice people staring at me)
Me:Who are you?
Tommy:It's me Tommy your boyfriend.
Me:I'm sorry it doesn't ring a bell.
Ashley:Tommy she has memory loss she can't remember anything.
Tommy:Oh god no please no.
Me:The last thing I remember was going to my brother's funeral.
Tommy:Is there a way to get her memory back?
Sutan:I might know two people.
Tommy:Call them please.
Sutan:Ok.
(Sutan takes out his phone and calls the people)
Laganja:Hello.
Sutan:Hey I need a favor.
Laganja:Of course what is it?
Sutan:My friend has memory loss and I wanted to know if you could help her with that.
Laganja:Of course I can I just need Jeffree with me.
Sutan:I was just about to call him after I called you.
Laganja:Alright I'm on my way.
Sutan:Alright thank you.
Laganja:Your welcome Sutan.
(He hangs up and calls someone else)
Jeffree:Hello.
Sutan:Hey it's Sutan I need a favor.
Jeffree:What is it?
Sutan:My friend has memory loss and I wanted to know if you could help her with that.
Jeffree:Of course but I'll need Laganja with me.
Sutan:I already called him he's on his way.
Jeffree:Ok then I'm on my way.
Sutan:Alright thank you bye.
Jeffree:Your welcome Sutan see you soon.
(He hangs up and a few mintues later the door swings open and two people walk in)
Me:Who are you?
Laganja:It's ok sweetie we're gonna help you.
Adam:Mia calm down they just want to help you.
Me:Whatever the fuck your name is you can't run my life.
Adam:I'm not running you life I'm just trying to calm you down.
Me:God your annoying.
Adam:I'm annoying I remember when you were on your period you kept bothering us about how bad the fucking cramps were but we put up with it we put up with up.
Tommy:Adam stop now.
Me:Oh so you think it's easy bleeding from your fucking anus oh wait I forgot your a guy and a stupid one at that.
Adam:I don't know why your so upset but there is one thing you will not do and that's remind me of what fucking gender I am cause I already fucking know.
(I feel my wolf take over and I transform and attack him)
Jeffree:Adam keep her there so we can help her.
Adam:Your weak Mia you put on this act to seem tough but deep down your just a weak little goth girl.
(I suddenly remember everything and get off Adam and run in Tommy's room and shut and lock the door and start crying)
Tommy:Great Adam you done made her cry.
Adam:I didn't want to but I had to.
Tommy:You could have something different.
(Ashley walks up to the door and trys to open it but can't)
Ashley:Guys it's locked.
Laganja:Let me try something.
Ashley:Ok.
(He walks up to the door and knocks)
Laganja:Mia sweetie are you ok?
Me:Leave me alone.
Laganja:Sweetie it's ok.
Me:Leave me alone.
Laganja:Sweetie please it's ok.
Me:Why do you care you don't even know me.
Laganja:I care because you are different in a way that only I can understand cause I'm the same way.
Me:You don't get it my ex Aaron abused me and raped me and that made me scared of him I wanted to die when he did that to me he made me feel like I'm useless.
Laganja:But your not your far from useless you are a beautiful smart woman Mia just open the door.
(I open the door and they see blood running down my arms and Tommy runs up to me)
Me:I don't understand why you love me I'm a fuck up.
Tommy:Baby your not a fuck up your my girlfriend I will always love you no matter what.
Me:I was never able to give anyone what they want and I'm scares that I can't give you what you want.
Tommy:I don't want anything else your all I need.
Me:I love you.
Tommy:I love you too Mia now come on let's get your arms cleaned up.
(We walk to the bathroom and start cleaning my arms)
Tommy:This might burn a little bit.
(He washes off the soap and grabs the bandages and starts wrapping my arms and our eyes meet)
Tommy:You have beautiful hazel eyes.
Me:And you have beautiful brown eyes.
(I suddenly feel his lips against mine and I hear someone say something)
Adam:Alright you two enough PDA Mia I want to apologize I never should have said that I'm sorry.
Me:It's ok just please don't say it again.
Adam:I won't I promise.
Tommy:Let's finish wrapping your arms.
Me:Ok.
(He finishes wrapping my arms and we walk out of the bathroom and Jeffree says something)
Jeffree:Hey Mia we're having a small party would you like to come Tommy can come too.
Me:Sure.
Tommy:No liquor though.
Me:Yeah I'm not getting drunk again.
Jeffree:Are you gonna ride with us?
Me:We have no choice we don't know where you live.
Jeffree:Fair point.
(We walk off the bus and head to Jeffree's car and get in)
Laganja:So Mia tell us a little bit about yourself.
Me:Well you already know that my ex Aaron abused me and raped me and that I'm a werewolf but there's alot you need to know.
Tommy:It's ok baby I'm here.
Me:I was walking to the Louis Vuttion store for a meeting cause I used to work there I heard a noise then a wolf jumped out it looked hungry so I gave it the burger I didn't finish it was a vegetarian burger cause I was vegetarian but that all changed when it bit me then Adam and Tommy showed up and they…
Jeffree:Hold that thought Nathan is waiting at the door Mia Tommy Laganja stay in here.
(He gets out and walks up to him and then I see him slap him and I get out of the car and run to them) Me:What the hell is wrong with you he didn't anything wrong.
Nathan:Who the hell are you?
Me:My name's Mia why did you do that?
Jeffree:Mia stop.
Nathan:What the hell your supposed to be mine.
Jeffree:And I am I'm gay I don't date girls.
Nathan:You better not especially this weak little goth girl.
(I feel tears running down my face and start running back to the tour bus then go inside and go in Tommy's room and shut the door a sit against the walk and cry and the door opens and Ashley walks in an shuts the door behind her)
Ashley:Hey you ok what happened?
Me:I saw Jeffree's boyfriend boyfriend slap him and I ran up to defend him and he called me a weak little goth girl I couldn't help but run back here and cry.
Ashley:It's ok Mia he is just an idiot he's just jealous.
Me:I know but I don't being called that.
Ashley:I know Mia but you just have to ignore the people call you that.
(I hear the door open and I hear Tommy say something)
Tommy:Where is she?
Adam:She's in your room crying.
(The door opens and Tommy walks in)
Tommy:Mia are you ok?
Me:He called me a weak little goth girl I couldn't help but run here and cry.
Tommy:Who called you that?
Me:Jeffree's boyfriend.
Tommy:Well he's wrong your not weak.
Me:I don't like being called that though.
Tommy:I know just ignore them.
Adam:Are you guys ready for the show?
Me:Yeah.
Ashley:Let's do this.
Tommy:Yeah.
(We get to the show and go on stage and Adam hands me the microphone and I start singing)
Me:Sparkling grey there my own veins any more than a whisper any sudden movement of my heart and I know I know I'll have to watch them pass away just get through this day give up your way you could be anything give up my way and lose myself not today that's too much guilt to pay sickened in the sun you dare tell me you love but you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die honey you know you know I'd never hurt you that way your just so pretty in your pain give up my way and I could be anything I'll make my own way without your senseless hate hate hate hate so run run run and hate me if it feels good I can't ear your screams anymore you lies to me but I'm older now and I'm not buyin baby demanding my response don't bother breaking the door down I've found my way out and you'll never hurt me again.
(I turn around and I see the others crying and I walk up to them and they hug me and after the show we get on the tour bus)
Tommy:Mia.
Me:Yes?
Tommy:That's song what was it about?
Me:It's the writers boyfriend or husband can't remember which one but he abused her and due to him abusing her she has depression but when he left her her depression never left it still haunts her.
Tommy:Is that why you sang that song?
Me:Yes.
Tommy:Do you have depression?
Me:Yes.
(He runs up to me and hugs me)
Tommy:I'm sorry.
Me:Don't apologize it's not your fault.
Tommy:I can't help it.
Me:Tommy look at me it's not your fault it was never your fault besides there's one thing I know that you don't.
Tommy:What is that?
Me:You make me happy more than anything.
Tommy:I love you.
Me:I love you too.
Tommy:You wanna watch a movie?
Me:Sure as long as it isn't romance movies I'm more into horror movies.
Tommy:Trust me it's definitely a horror movie.
Me:Ok than pick one.
(He puts me the movie and I fall asleep half way through)
Tommy:Sleep well baby.
(Alright guys that's gonna be it for this part the next part will be the last part of this fanfic
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A hidden secret
FanfictionI'm just a ordinary 37 year old woman but when something attacks me all that changes and when I comes across a bus the people inside pulls me in and I reveal my secret by accident.
