Noodles and beer

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YOUR POV

you play with his hair as he is resting his head on your lap 

you can feel his tears falling on your legs

"d...do you want to talk about tod-"

he shakes his head 

"oh okay okay" you play with his hair and caress his face till he falls asleep

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YOONGI'S POV 

you wokeup early today 

you turned around and looked at her beautiful sleeping face, she llooked like a goddess to you, in any form she'd still look like a goddess to you 

"i love you" you whisper at her but she can't hear anything 

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YOUR POV 

you turn around and open your eyes to a sleeping yoongi 

what's better than this sight 

"goodmorning baby" you say kissing his cheek slowly as to not wake him up then go to check your phone 

as you were about to grab it, yoongi turns around and grabs you and places you on top of him 

"AAHH YOONGI"

he laughs and you smile at that 

"i really love you, i hope you know thay"

your eyes light up from hearing these words from him

"yoongi, promise me you won't ever leave me" you look him in the eye playing with his fingers in your hand as you say that 

"i....i promise" 

"please, don't ever break this promise"

he looks away and gets up and leaves the room 

you look down, wondering what went wrong 

you hear the bathroom door close and the water turns on

you get up to make breakfast 

"yoongi what do u want to eat?" you scream from the kitchen 

you hear back a muffled "anything" 

you make cereals for the both of you as you're too lazy to cook anything 

he comes out with just a towel on and goes to the bedroom 

you go after him 

"hellloooo" you make a funny voice and he laughs but goes back to frowning 

you frown 

you kiss him on his neck then back then his face, nose, lips, chin, neck and start going down gradually 

he sits down on the bed while you do so 

then when you're near his crotch he pushes you really hard away from him 

"AAAA what the fuck yoongi!"

he quickly goes to check if you're alright 

"get the fuck away from me" you say with a crack in your voice and tears in your eyes with blood dripping from your injured cheek

"i-i-i'm really sorry Y/N i don't know wha happened i swear i'm really sorry i didn't mean this"

"just....yoongi get away from me, actually i'd like you to get out of the room for a bit..."you say not looking at him for even a glimpse 

he leaves the room and closes the door hardly behind him 

you get your small bag and pack your clothes and important stuff 

"what the fuck?" yoongi looks at you questionably 

"what...where are you going?"

"away" 

"why?"

"just for a bit, so you won't get bored of me"

"stop acting childish, we are not in 5th grade, this is not a game Y/N"

"when you figure you your shit and when I figure out my shit then we can talk, but this yoongi is unacceptable"

"....m-me having trouble with MY mother is a problem?" he looks at you mockingly

"not that yoongi, you- ah nvm.. i told you we can't talk about this right now"

"no Y/N sit the fuck down, because if we let this pile up with hatred and emotions it won't be good for the both of us"

"okay you start then with what's wrong."

"i'm sorry you're the one that should start, you were running away from our rpoblems, which are completely normal."

"okay yoongi i don't feel comfortable with you keeping stuff as secret from me, it feels like you don't trust me enough to tell me, u hate this feeling..i-it makes me suffocated, makes me feel like i am not with you on the same page, i hate it, idon't want us to be away because i believe telling eachother everything makes us one makes us connected and together and i want everything to be together me and you" you say crying and walking around 

"okay... fine since you want me to keep no secrets then please explain this" he goes into the room and comes back with something in his hand 

it's the tissue paper with the barista's number

"okay, i have an explanation for this"

he looks at you waiting 

"when you were meeting with your mom i was upset that you didn't tell me anything not even where you were going which is related to my problem with you and i was uset while ordering my coffee so the barista guy gave me this wrapped around my coffee.."

"that's it?"he asks 

you nodd 

"but you kept it..you kept the paper, which i don't understand,why would you when you have a boyfriend it makes no sense to me no matter how i think about it, please explain?"

he looks at you, he's jealous, mad, angry, his eye's are red, he looks broken 

you hate seeing him like this, even though his jealousy over you felt good for a minute but then you saw how sad he really is and upset about it and it made you feel horrible

you go over him and hug him really tightly 

"i..i'm sorry yoongi, it's just..."he puts his finger over your mouth to shut you up

"please don't, i don't want to know. let's just end this right here"

your eyes widen and you pull away arms still around him

"e..end what...?" you ask terrified of what he'll answer 

"this... this argument or fight"

you breath out and pull him in again 

"i hate arguing with you, i really love you i don't want us to fall off just because of stupid problems"

you kiss his forehead