"where are you meeting her?"
"i don't know, she said she' call" he says while looking at the mirror getting ready
"do you want me to come?" you say smiling at him
"if you want to" he says
he is very silent today
"i don't think your mum would like me coming" you say looking down at your shoes "i'll meet up with Jisoo and when she or... when you leave just text me or call me " you stay silent waiting for his reply "...or don't"
you leave the room and go put your coat on and leave
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"hey, iced caramel machiatto, please" you say as you get your wallet out to pay
as you go to pick your order up "bad day?" says a barista who was making your drink
"here wait" he picks your drink from your hand and writes something on it "here" smiling and giving it back to you wrapped in a tissue
there's a smile on it
you smile back at him and go back to sit down
as you were about to drink you removed that tissue from the cup
his number's written on the tissue
*if you need to talk about anything :) 175-550-2939*
you laugh at this and look back at him and smile
you put the tissue away in your bag with the receipt
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YOONGI'S POV
you see your mum sitting at the cafe she asked you to meet her at
you didn't tell Y/N even though you knew the place, you didn't want to get her involved in your family's business, it's just too messy and you'd rather keep her from such stuff
"hey" you say to your mum
her eyes light up as she looks at you
she looks old and tired
"i- i missed you" she says and her eyes are tearing up a bit by now
"it sure has been a while, yes" you say not looking at her
"how are you, honey?" she says caressing your face "you look healthy , i hope you are, how's college, friends or work? where do you live now?" she asks curious
"are you still with him?" you ask not even responding to any of her questions
she looks at you shocked
"who?"
"are you still whit him or not, mum?"
she looks down and you see a tear clearly fall from her eye
"......no, i am not"she says not making eye contact
you knew she was lying when she'd not make eye contact while saying something
"then who's that?" you point outside the store
"huh"she says looking outside then back at you
"why are you still doing this to yourself?" your eye starts tearing up and your voice gets louder "after all of these years, after what he's done to you, to me at least, you don't love me nor yourself, if you did care the least bit about me or yourself you wouldn't be doing this" people start looking at you but you don't care "even after i left home and ran away i tried to contact you..."
she cuts you off "you tried to?"
"yes mum i would try to send you letters often"
she starts crying "i never got them, maybe they got lost in the mail.."
"He probably didn't want you reading them, this is still your fault if you hadn't given him such power when you first met him and found out he was like that none of this would've happened,you should've ran away with me, you chose him instead of me mum, your own son" a tear drops from your eye
"you don't love me"
"no, no oh god yoongi no i love you so much baby i swear"
"stop mum all of this already happened, and i'm sorry for blaming you and for coming here, i shouldn't have come here today"
"please, please don't do this to me"
"if you don't want me to do this to you, then why did you do this to me for years, and i can't believe you're still with him, after all of this"
"yoongi i didn't know he did bad things to you..."
you cut her off " bullshit, you knew everything but you chose not to see, you were blinded, by what i don't know, because he didn't love you , i don't know what you still love him for, what do you see in him, what did you ever see in him, because all i see in him is a demon ,an evil human, you don't deserve this mum, why are you doing this to yourself" you say that as you get up and leave, with tears in your eyes.
