Jackson's P.O.V~
Bambam has fallen asleep on my shoulder. I want to wake him up and kiss him and hug him but I can't, I just can't.
I take him up to his room and plant a small, secret kiss on the tip of his noes, knowing it's a risky thing to do, and wait for him to wake up.
"Bambam, if you can here me, I hope your okay..."
End of P.O.V~
Once Bambam had realised he was in a (*cough cough* NCT *cough cough*) dream, he called out for his mother, "Mom! I need to tell you something." Bambam was in the same in which place he and his mother had reunited, the same ghostly white endless room so he tried again, "Mom!"
Still no reply.
"Mom, I feel weird and a little cliché telling you this now but, I-I think I'm gay."
And with that, he was awake again. He was lying on his bed with Jackson beside him, holding his hand under the covers, "Are you okay now?" Jackson asked, giving his a smile, "I-I'm okay," Bambam stammered, his eyes red and puffy from crying.
"How about I make us something to eat?" Jackson offered as he helped the younger off his bed, "Are you sure?" Bambam asked, red in the face, "Yes, yes I'm sure." Jackson smiled again and Bambam led him to the kitchen, "What do you want to make?" "Maybe a cake of some sort?", Jackson nodded and searched for cake recipes on his phone.
Jackson was already making Bambam feel better about this situation, it was just the way Jackson was; he would always make people feel better about themselves or the place they were at, no wonder he was so popular.
"Ooh! I found one!" Jackson shouted, "A recipe?" Bambam jumped of the stool he had been sitting on, "Yep!" The recipe was for rainbow cupcakes, you know, the LGBTQ+ flag cakes! (A/N: HAPPY PRIDE MONTH MY NOBLE NIGHTS!!! <3)
"Yes, this looks perfect!" Bambam exclaimed, Jackson smiled down at him and Bambam's heart ached, not in a good way.
"Are you sure you're okay, Bambam?" Jackson tilted Bambam's face up so he could see it "Yeah, I just can't seem to get over the fact that both our kinds can't date and have romantic relationships, I mean, Mark has a boyfriend and Jimin has a crush who is an angel and I'm jealous!" Bambam started to tear up, his bottom lip wobbling as he spoke.
Jackson tilted Bambam's face again and said, "Oh Bambam, listen, let's make this cake. It'll take your mind off things." He hugged Bambam for a while before gathering ingredience for the cake.
Bambam wanted to cry but he forced himself not to for he didn't want Jackson all over him, wasting his precious time he was already wasting for Bambam.
Later that night, Bambam couldn't sleep, he could never go to sleep anymore. He wanted to know Jackson loved him, that he was by his side, but poor Bambam was to depressed and clueless to notice.
To be incredibly honest, Bambam wanted the whole world to know he loved Jackson Wang, but how could he do that if he wasn't even aloud to?
A/N~
Hi
It's been a while hasn't it...my laptop broke basically but before I say hello to you guys, I need to address something. So I'm sure you have all heard of a yandere and that's perfectly fine in anime, fan fiction or something like that but real life yanderes are just insane and terrible. If you don't know what a yandere is it is a Japanese term used for someone, mainly a girl, who is so love struck they will kill anyone who even touches their crush so, in English, a crazy bitch.
Now a girl in japan was seen smoking a cigarette on the phone with her legs covered in blood and next to her lay a man who was in terrible condition, she had stabbed him and claims it was because of love. I know this issue has been stated by other anime youtubers like The anime man and Lost pause but I just want to get this around to people who read this story.
What is even more disturbing about this situation is that some people were commenting on her Instagram posts after someone found her IG saying things like, "I want her to stab me in my sleep" and "That's hot". Not only are those people talking about a psychopath but they have disrespected the man's life and his loved ones saying that they would have wanted to be in the mans place and enjoy it, some people have even made fanarts and memes about this.
I just felt I needed to put this out there because this has made more and more people disrespect the anime community, which I am part of, and anime could be banned because of this situation.
Thank you for reading this and I hope you enjoy the rest of your day.
~Mollie <3
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