"changbin, i'm sorry. want more chips?"
"no."
"man, you keep crying. you've been clinging onto me for like two fucking hours."
"don't care about me, just sit there and hug me, loser. now i know love isn't real. love is temporary..."
"changbin, you're crying again."
the two sat together in changbin's bedroom, with felix still in his uniform and changbin in his shorts and plain black tee. felix didn't even bother to change, as soon as changbin called him and sobbed contuniously on the other side, felix went there for him.
"changbin, look, bro. i know it. i've been like you before. but look, love isn't just temporary if you know how to keep yourself happy and love yourself, dude. i-"
"oh felix, shut up... felix-" changbin was gasping for air from too much crying, his tears lingering on his face. only felix knew this side of his best friend. the real seo changbin. the inner soft and emotional changbin.
"felix... i'm sorry-" he stopped to catch his little hiccup. "i'm sorry that i forgot about you. i still remember the day i was having a panic attack... i-"
"hey, shush, it's okay..."
he kept holding changbin tightly. "it's not the end of the world mate. now i have an amazing girlfriend like bobo right here, i'm happy to have her. but i'm also happy to have you, changbin, i would never ever leave you behind. we've seen all of each other's flaws and imperfections, it's okay to make mistakes. but hey, you taught that bitch a lesson in the texts! i'm sure they will realize it soon.
as the moonlight started to illuminate on the two, as if it was trying to comfort the sobbing boy, by guiding him a smal ray of hope, represented by the light and spakrs of dust the light was cooperating with the air to make, creating an illlusional pathway down to the boy's body.
"changbin, i have to go home now, mate. call me if you want to talk, okay. changbin is strong! changbin is never defeated! now, i have to leave."
"felix, thank you."
the last two words left his lips so subtlely but made a great impact on felix.
"huh? for what?"
"for everything. i promise i'll start loving myself from now."
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Fanfic𝐢𝐤𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐬𝐭𝐟𝐮 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞! ▸ a story in which seo changbin experiences dating online. ▸ unfortunately, it's hard to choose between love and friendship. 𝐬𝐨𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐚!𝐚𝐮 ...
