"And I guess a person who forgets you for two years also trully loves you." She coldly remarked. "Kellin once and for all he does not love me and I do not love him!" "Is this because of my reaction last time?" He asked still keeping calm and steady with her. "Because if it is and you think I hate him and decide to tell me you hate him also..." He paused for a moment. "Then you are pretty much lying to yourself about what you trully feel for him." She bit her lip slightly, but still stared at her feet. "I don't think you hate him." Kellin continued. "I really don't..you are just holding this anger towards him for leaving you when you needed him most." "But he comes back and acts like nothing even happened." She sighs. "And then thinks I will forgive him after the fight." "Who started the fight?" He says. "You." She glances up at him. "You started it because you did not want to be proved wrong as always so you started trying to prove him wrong instead of yourself." She narrows her eyes at him., "That is not true Kellin." She glares at him a little. "He is just an ass to me." "Oh really?" He raises him eyebrow. "If he hated you then why would he come back buy a house spend his money on it and try to find you?" "Because he is a boy who does not know what he wants in life." She expected him to agree with her but only got an amused chuckle from him. "He knows what he wants." he murmured. "He wants you in his life." "Would you shut up about him wanting me in his life?" she snapped. "I want comfort not this therapy session." He sighed and put the towel over his shoulder, getting up. "Whatever you say." he answered flatly. "But I will still not comfort you." She shook her head slowly before looking away towards the window. "I am so confused...I never know what I want or who I trully want to accept into my life." Covering her face with her cold hands. "No person really knows what they actually want in life." Kellin whispered. "I never really knew what I wanted in my life..I still don't." He looked at her from the corner of his eye. "You also have trouble thinking since you are a heavy alcoholic..that really stops you from thinking straight." "But alcohol is like my therapy." "No alcohol is your weapon Isabella." his voice tone suddenly changed to harsh. "You use it to block out everyone and everything because you are scared of being brought down." "I am always brought down Kellin." she answered flatly. "You must have forgotten that." "No I did not forget that." he stated. "You are just scared you cannot stand up for yourself and that what makes you drink so much...and some day it will end up killing you."
