October 15 2014
drop of sweat traveling down my face, from my forehead to my cheeks, and then down my neck. i wasn't doing anything to hard, like
b-boy or something. practicing just made me all so tired and wet from sweating. but i was here for only one reason, jung hoseok.
then there was hoseok in the corner looking like he just bathed in sweat. i mean he still looks good though, not the right time, somi.
i spaced out not realizing that i was still staring at him. " why do i look attractive? " he walked towards me.
" come on somi, we can't win this contest if you become all lazy again "
he reached out his hand, helping me get up so i can have the courage to practice. even though he was the one training me, it seemed like he was the one joining to be honest.
" why do you even want me to win this so badly? " i questioned.
hobi tilted his head and then suddenly laughed at me. he picked up his phone which was somehow laying on the ground, showing me my drawings when i was in first year of junior high school.
when i was a kid growing up i watched my mom joining different kinds of contests and winning lots of awards which made me want to be like her. i sighed.
junior high... the year when my life started to go downhill.
my mom gave birth to me before dad and her got married so they ended up getting married at a young age. that resulted to them having fights often since they didn't know how to handle things that were suppose to be handled by more mature people. i heard it every single day its like that 7-eleven store, its 24/7.
soon they got divorced my mom was the one who took care of me since then, but few months after we found out that even from all those ups and downs my dad still loved her more than ever which led him to committing suicide. my mom left me after finding out that dad died, she was afraid of ruining my future she knew she thought experienced and ready for taking care of a child alone.
but leaving made you ruin it even more.
the teachers observed that my grades have been drastically going down. bullying got worse and i almost ended up in the hospital. but i never ever even thought of taking my life. amidst everything that happened, how did i handle it?
someone fought with me in this battle, i met him at the balcony in school the place where i go when the world turns their back on me. i helped him stop smoking cigarettes at a young age and he helped me to be positive. but like all the people who come to my life, he still left.
what was the reason? i don't know
all i know is that the person i like was right infront of me.
" i'll promise to fulfill your wishes jeon somi, but i'm not the genie that can help you with magic instead i'm jung hoseok who will help you reach your dreams step by step, and this will be the start "
thus, this was the start of our journey.
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i feel like im getting farther n farther away from my original storyline but oh well, i was kinda hesitant wether i would be publishin this or not
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