Abusive boyfriend

chapter 7

( please note that there is a rape scene in this chapter  and other things that might be disturbing to some viewers)

Emma's pov

" mmm I think we are going to do it like this" he said with a big smile.

The next thing I know he's ripping my shirt off so I'm just in my bra, I need to stop this I need to go home. I punch him in the face he gets off me holding his face I try to get off the bed but I fall on the bedroom floor. I thought I was going to get away I thought I wasn't going to get raped by the man I loved, but I was wrong. I get Half way to the door when I feel his hand on the back of my head, he picks my head up by my hair and smashes it on the floor I scream out in pain. " you stupid slut" he yells in my face, my nose is bleeding he bangs my head on the floor but he doesn't pick it up. I know what's about to happen, the next thing he does is he rips my pants and underwear down at the same time, " please you promised me when I'm ready we could do this I'm not ready!!" I sobbed out to him. He just picks my head back up and smashes back down and laughs, I whimper in pain. The next thing changes my life forever, I can feel him putting his man meat inside me I start screaming for help and for him to stop but he does it even more harder.

I can feel him all of him and I want to die, I just want this to stop, it hurts so bad I know I'm bleeding, if my brothers find out this is happening he would not see the next night. wait why do I care if he's going to be living tommow, but I was thrown out of my thoughts by him grabbing me by my hair again and pulling me close to him " I love you Emma with all my heart I-I'm coming" when I heard him say that my heart hurt, but the next thing I know I feel his  warm sticky cum inside of me and it's making me feel sick. I start to cry, he gets off me but before he does  kisses me on my head he pulls his paints up and walks over to my jacket and takes my phone out what is he doing something with it what is he doing? but I don't really care. But with out thinking  I start to crawl over to the bathroom, all I'm thinking is what if this makes him mad I don't care I want to get his sweet off me  and his cum out of me, I get in and shut and lock the door, I put my back on the door, I hear him get off the bed. " hey baby I texted your brothers that you where staying with Angela and I even asked her to cover for you and she would, there should be some soap and towel if you want to take a shower, I have some clean clothes of yours you left behind when you stayed over last time, I have to go talk to someone downs staiers I'll be back, I love you."

With that I hear him leave the room, I sit there for a little bit thinking about what acouly just happened, I can't belive this what did I do to him for him to do this to me? all I did his love him but that seems not to be enough for him, my love means nothing to him I guass I'm just a fuck toy to him. I somehow get to my feet I feel the pain in my vagina and it's the worst pain I have ever felt I walk over to the sink and look in the mirror, I see my hair is all fucked up and  my nose has dry blood on it, there is a big red spot on my foorhead where my head hit on the floor. I really didn't want to look but I look down my body to my legs and I see there is blood and white stuff all over me, I walk over to the shower and turn it on I just want to get him off me I want him off that's all I want right now. I just let the water hit my face the wormm water is amazing on my skien. I watch as the blood and white stuff go down the drawnr, I'm lucky that I have to take the pill so my period stays normal so at least I know I'm not pranet. For some reason that thought made me want to throw up, so I quiliy get out of the shower and over to the toilet.

I get back in the shower and I slid down the wall and I just let the water hit me for a little bit, I had to get his cum out of me so I stick my finger inside me and make sure I got it all out. I feel like throwing up again but I  stop myself I can't throw up every time i think about this, I start to cry again. I wanted it to be a special time I wanted it to be a time I would look back on and say I was happy it was my first time but looks like I'm going to look back and only remember it for the pain he caused me. I was at least one hour when I finally was able to get off the showers floor I turn the water off and get out, I look in the mirror before wrapping a towel around me. I see his hand prints all over me but I can't look at it anymore I wrap myself then walk out of the bathroom, right when I walk out I see the blood on the floor and see my pants next to it, I feel like throwing up again but I stop myself from doing it again. I see the clothes he was talking about I quickly but them on, I look around for my phone I see it on the bed,  I want over and  grabbed I look at the time holy shit it's 11:45 three hours three hours have past and it felt like it was only 10 minutes. I slowly getting tired so  want over to his bed and got in. Not 5 minutes later he comes back in to the room he takes his clothes off so he is in is boxers, he climes in bed with me and wraps his arms around me " I love you so much" he said then I feel him fall asleep. I start to cry knowing that he does not mean the words he say but I feel my eyes get heavy then all I see is black..........,.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,to be continued

Heyyyy everyone thanks for reading this chapter I'm sorry it took so long to come out but I have some time off of work so I will be updating all my story's thank you for all the love and support I love all of you well bye bye for nowwwww.............................................