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Chapter 34 -graduation day (part1)

Chapter 34 -graduation day (part 1)

Asha's POV

"Mama ayoko nga po mag make up. diba po ba ayoko sa makakapal na make up?" sabi ko kay mama. ang kulit kasi eh, she even call Amber and Krystal para ayusan ako. *pout*

Andito ako ngayon sa kwarto ko at kinukulit ni mama.

"Baby, graduation mo ito kaya kailangan mong ayusan at tsaka hindi ka naman lalagyan ng makapal na make up eh. remeber nung prom night? Nilagyan ka ba ng makapal na make up? diba hindi naman?" Mom said

"Mom, even though! i hate make ups!" i said then turn my back at her

"Natasha Jin! don't turn your back at me! i'm your mother so you should respect my decision. Now, you'll have your make over with Amber and Krystal" she insist

"But mom---"

"No buts! period."

*knock knock knock*

"Get ready, i'll just check who knocked" she said, i just nodded. i can't do anything, she's my mom. she can do anything even i don't like or i don't like, she'll do it. that's why i have a greaaaaaaaaatttt mom =_=.

I sat on my bed. Btw, i'm already wearing my gala uniform. yes, GALA. the school wanted us to wear gala than toga for graduation, don't ask me why because i don't know why. (=_=)

I walked through my study table to get my graduation letters for Jess, Mitch, Xander, Cheyenne, Mike and . . . . Nate.

Oh crap. i forgot about my confession! ugh . . . I need to talk to him! wait, i don't even know if he's going or not. what would i do?! i'm so d-amn nervous now. i really need to talk to him. i need to call him, i need to talk to him. I walked through my side table to get my phone. i need to text him.

Hey, are you going to my graduation? if yes, please let me talk to you. i need to talk to you, it's important thing so please come :) -Asha

Isesend ko na sana nang matandaan ko na hindi ko pala alam number nya. iniba na kasi nya number nya eh. simula nung binusted ko sya hindi na kami nag tetext, naguusap o kahit na nagkikita. great, just great. Now what? ugh!!!

"Hey, you alright?" i looked unto my shoulders to see who talked. it's Krystal and Amber.

"Oh hey. yah, i'm alright" i said then faked a smile.

"You know, you're not a good liar" Amber said

"Ha?" -me

"Just tell us what's your problem . . ." Krystal said

"What would you do if i told you?" I asked

"Hmm . . . Listen" Krystal said.

"Yah, we'll listen" Amber said

"Uhh. . . Nothing really." i said

"Just tell us" the insist in unison

"Fine. well . . . You see, i like this person who i accidentally rejected i mean, it's not an accident because that day or that time, i mean it." I paused and waited for them to react but then they didn't so i decided to continue. "actually he's my best friend and he confessed to me and i rejected him, and that's my biggest mistake. i let him go because i see him as a best friend not a lover or what so ever---"

"And then ngayon mo lang na realize kung kelan huli na ang lahat?" Krystal interrupted.

"Uhhh . . . Sort of . .?" I said

"You know, kung ako sayo, matagal ko na sinabi" Amber said

"I know, i know. i'm wrong. i'll tell him today---" i said

"What are we waiting for? hello! huli ka na nga mas mahuhuli ka pa" Krystal said

"Let's start! let the make over begin!" Amber said giggled

As usual, Amber is doing my make up while Krystal is doing my hairstyle. My brown hair loose in elegant curls like the prom night but this time with matching waterfall braid. Amber put light make up on me like before, i like it anyway.

"Even though you're just wearing gala dress, you still look amazing. you always wear your clothes nicely" Krystal said

"O sya! go ka na sa graduation mo because you need to talk to your prince charming pa" Amber said then giggled

"Oh yeah! i forgot! bye! " I said then opened the door. before i literally go out my room, i turned my head to them

"Thanks by the way" i said then smiled, the did the same. Tumakbo ako pababa.

"Oh hey Asha, why don't you eat first?" mom asked

"Thanks mom but i'm not hungry, i need to go bye!" i said then went outside

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HARDLAND ACADEMY

Hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta. hindi ko alam kung saan ko sya hahanapin pero lakad lang ako ng lakad. kung san san na ako pumupunta para lang makita si Nathan pero di ko parin sya makita. naglalakad ako along the hallway nang may nakabunggo ako.

"ARAY! di kasi tumitingin sa dinadaanan eh!" natumba kaming parehas sa lapag. tumayo ako at tumingin sakanya para tulungan kaso . . .

"Sorry! i didn't mean it ---"

"Asha?"

"Jess?" i said nang makita ko sya

"Bakit ka ba kasi nag mamadali?" tanong nya

"Kailangan ko na kasi makausap si Nathan eh. kailangan ko syang kausapin now na. kaso ang problema, di ko alam kung pupunta ba sya dito o hindi" sabi ko sabay yuko. wala na siguro akong pag asa

"Text mo"

"Iniba na nya number nya. di ko alam eh" sabi ko

"Asha kung mahal ka nun, pupunta yun dito para makita ka sa huling pagkakatain sa buhay nya. pupunta yun dito pero hindi mo alam. mahal ka nun kaya wag ka mag alala, magkikita rin kayo ngayon at kung hindi ngayon, baka mamaya" sabi nya

"Sana nga" i murmured

"Sige na, hanapin mo na sya at baka mahuli ka sa pag amin. pagtatawanan kita kapag nangyari yun" grabe, kaibigan ko ba talaga to? ang sama ah!

"Lumayas ka na nga! di ka nakakatulong eh sige na, sige na!" pagtataboy ko.

Naglakadlakad nalang ulit ako. may pag asa pa aba ako? makikita ko pa ba sya? Huli na ba ako? sana hindi pa. hindi ko talaga mapapatawad yung sarili ko kapag nangyari yun. pero may tiwala ako sa Dyos kaya hindi nya ako papabayaan. Mahahanap ko rin si Nathan. umakyat ako sa rooftop garden para maglabas ng sama ng loob. hindi ko na kaya. give up na ako. huli na ako at tanggap ko na yun . . . Siguro.

I think it's time for me to give up and just let him go even though it's hard for me to let go of him. i love him so much that i can do anything just for him. i promised not letting him go when he's with me already but that's the past and until now, he's not yet mine. i know it sound desperate but that's how i feel. i want him back in my life not as best friend but more than that. Nathan is my happiness and i wont let anyone take that happiness away from me. But like what i said, i need to do it. i need to let go.

Pag akyat ko sa rooftop garden, umupo ako sa may bench dun and start crying.

"Hey, don't cry." i heard someone's voice at my back so i turned around to see who talked and then i gasped when i saw him.

"Nanthan . . ."

Itutuloy. . .

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A/N: hey guys! this is part one. i'll update the part 2 :) have fun reading! i wish you would like it :">>>