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Auditions

"there is a contest at school. it's going to be a global competition for teens. It's for performing" I started to get excited about it but I notice that Adri is not going to be able to perform because her medications haven't come in. "so are we gonna enter?" he said 

I was in my own little world thinking hard about. if we take this opportunity of competing. I said, "what about Adri?" I asked him. I guess he forgot about it since he was trying to get high. Not to blame him but its true. Our lives get worst by the minute. My mom and dad are no longer together because of dad's new wife and family. I guess I wasn't the child he wanted. Ethan knew I was tearing up since I can give it away from my sniffing. 

"lisveth" he said and I got back into the world that I live in and will live in until I die. "when will they have the auditions?" I said and he replied "next Thursday and Friday, but they need people to sign up by this Thursday and Friday. If you want we can hang out at Hannahs house" I responded with a no since mom will be back soon and if she doesn't see me here she will freak out. mother had always been overprotective of me. 

soon the next day many people were signing up for a reason. usually, people don't like the feeling of performing and this is my school the school that hates us for making music of our own. Adri wasn't there for her class, Jayden told me. Luis and mowie were talking to Jackie. I knew she wants to talk to me about something but I know it's about her abusive family. I asked her one time if she wanted to stay with me. she rejected because of how scared she is. 

Ethan dating one of the hoes in school. I don't tell him anything anymore because he got angry at me and we had this big ass fight. which he protected his girlfriend from how I saw her cheating with one of her side dudes. Ethan doesn't believe me, Adri is the only one comforting me when that big fight happened. 

Jackie likes mowie but too scared to tell him because he just mowie. he is a rock, he's cold, he cares but that is very rare for him to show. he didn't grow up with a father because he left for another woman. we both understand each others problems since similar problems. 

Luis is just Luis the weird one he tries to make us laugh but isn't going well since Adri isn't around. he hasn't been the same since Adri isn't feeling well and he cares so much for her like a sibling. Luis called me over and said, "Lisveth, we should join and maybe we could go to the global championship."  I looked at mowie he just looked back at me meaning I have to choose "I think that we have to choose together. I don't want people to be left out" which Jackie interrupted and said, "it's in South Korea the competition and finals are going to be there which we have to compete with other countries for the award." Ethan came in with his girlfriend which I wanted to leave and so did mowie and everyone else. we started to walk to the outside of the building. "lisveth... can we talk" I just didn't want to talk to anyone.