Taking Blame

Day 2: Ned

December 20

"Dude, I really am sorry, but X-Mas is soon. and only family allowed..." Neds voice was full of guilt and shame, he hated rejecting his friends in a time of need. Peter just smiled softly at him, "It's fine Ned! I get it, the no friends thing I mean!" Peter chirpped, voice bright and bubbly.

"Yeah but you also know you kind of a problem to..." Neds sentance seemed to sway off topic. "Oh...W-What do you mean..." Peter chuckled lightly, glancing around the front deck. Ned felt the emotion raid off Peter, he felt his friend had lived in shadows, I mean Ned knew he had it 10x better than him! I mean he had a great home, he was friends with THE Avangers, and had the best grades in school, he was Spiderman too!

Ned shook his head at Peter, leaning onto the door rail a bit. "I mean all the Spiderman things, and Avenger things! You also have school, and you know I have no way to get you there, remember I have a bike." Ned shredded his words, trying to lay them on easy.

"You have so much you have to do, like going to bed at 3am, and waking at 6! You eat more than we can provide, and you just seem to need alot of things. You're alot to deal with...I guess?" Ned staggered, trying to seem like he didnt want Peter to feel bad, and he really didn't.

Neds voice was streched, he wanted to help his friend but Peter never seemed to get to the point. HE. WAS. ALOT! His Parker Luck, always put people in danger, and Ned new that he also would be putting family in danger, that added to the storm of things that Peter Parker came with!

Peter nodded, he didnt speak, and avoided eye contact, he waved his friend goodbye and walked off his deck, making his way to the side walk.

"You're kind of alot to deal with...I guess?"

Peter wanted to slam his head on somthing, he didnt want to be a problem, a burden, but he was.

Selfish.

No...

Stupid

Stop.

Useless

Make it stop!

Why are you still here?

Why not just end it?

Quit it

Just kill yourself at, least do one thing right.

Please...?