Poems that Discover Opportunities

Kuro no Machigai

Smiling fading,
Dreams shading

Messing up,
Saddness welling up

Mistakes making me worse,
I don't now know if I'm on my lifes course

I wish I knew,
My brain is simply saying "no can do",
I'm being torn in two

Lately it seems like I only disappoint and make people mad,
These are feelings I can't just say I just had

They been

I feel as I'm a mistake myself,
Self esteem dropped from the lowest shelf

Is something wrong with me
Or
Being alone my destiny?

My heart means well,
But adult figures I think sometimes look at me like some dirty urchin that once lived in a well

My chest pain swells,
Throbs worse than seven hells

I made mistakes,
Black mistakes

But my mind and heart fued,
Just wishing for retakes

I'm sorry I follow my heart, is that a mistake?
I think not,
Saddness being sometimes I could be a retake.

But I'm here,
There must be a reason,
Maybe I'm just a queer,
Or just haven't had my season

I made mistakes
But maybe someone out there thinks more of me and that I dont need any retakes.