To My Bestie

morgan

sigh im so bored ;-;

i love you so so much  even when we dont talk as much ill always and forever love you even if we ever stop talking. i wish i could just go to canada  and meet you but nooooo i had to live in illionis  782.5 miles from my best friend 11h 59 mins drive and about 2 hour plane ride .

i guess we 're just unlucky .but i cant belive its been almost 3years sence we met!!!!!! like what it feels its been only a couple months and at the same it feels like its been 5 years .but would i trade those 3 years for anything nope neve nada no and all the other ways to say no because every single time i talk to you i either have the biggest smile ever or im crying i like doing the frist 1 personally tho more . You have no idea how much you have helped me even if its just asking how my day is from you asking that I know that someone cares about my life because i some times feel like no one cares about me .

It hurts be so so much to know i might not be able to meet you for 5 more years its so far a way but its better then never meeting  you  that would be horrible to never meet you i dont want to even think about that :(  below is a qoute that speaks to me .

                               I dislike the phrase  '' Internet friends '' because it implies that people you know online aren't really your friends that somehow the friendship is less real  or meaningful to you  just because  it happens through messages . The measure of a  friendship is not its physicality but its signifiance . Good friendships online or off  urge us towards  empathy they give us comfort and also pull us out of the prisons of are selves .

its been hard writing latly if had writers block i guess which is why there hasnt been many chapters  . 

                                 love ABBY :3