survival

chapter 4 :Home away

Playing Halsey without me
Thinking you can leave!!!without me
............(listening to)

I have had a lot of embrassing moments back in highschool, days when I crushed hard on dudes that just didn't care.
Smiles,
I can actually remember this one time after watching to all the boys I've loved,I practically confess my love to this dude,that was before prom and He thought I was crazy,
I crushed horribly on another dude too,turns out he liked another.
Remembering old days is really not my thing, I'm in tears .

It ain't me(the Bowery,whiskey ,grateful I'm grateful)
It ain't me oh oh oh(4x)who's gonna work you to the dark side of the morning
(It ain't me by Selena Gomez )

I wouldn't please others and displease me, people pretend to care but they don't. It hurts when you re in a one-sided love triangle.

This is my new resolution.
Well good news I got accepted into UCLA,
I Will be leaving for California tomorrow ,
it has all been a miracle,
I just can't explain it, wining the best article got me scholarship to study in any university of my choice, in or outside the country, there is no other place I rather study if not my dream school UCLA.I'm going to study nursing and with time I will further my medical degree, everyone here is asking why I didn't choose to study in Maryland,since Jane studies there ,
but no body understands that there is a reason,
California is calling out to me and i have got to answer that call,I don't  have a guardian at all over at Cali,my aunties literally live in states like Texas,Florida, new York..
This is my journey of a new beginning, this is how it all starts.

Rosy !!!.my mom is shouting ontop of her voice,

"Yes mother",get downstairs, the vigil is about to start.
Yes you heard her right,a vigil is taking place here for my sake,trust my mom with the religious beliefs, it has kept me going,my God has kept me going .

After a long night of Prayer and advice, tears of joy all around,we all decide to retire ,and call it a day..well that's for them not me.
As much as I am excited to leave my country, am also sad and scared at the same time, I'm left alone and all I do is cry and think on how I will miss everyone

California USA🇺🇸

Its been a very smooth flight down to America, ohh my word,I can't believe I'm in the united States ,I'm so happy right now,let's say I don't know what to do next,we get down from the airplane and everyone moves to the arrival section,I'm waiting for my luggage to roll in,I've got mine now..

Well I already booked hotel reservations and am ready to kick things off in this new country, everyone here is on there own shit,back in Nigeria,people would probably be staring, I miss home,but I can't think of that now,I've come to see what the world wants.

I see my reservation, a man standing with a card sheet,my name boldly written on it,I roll my luggage over to where he was.

"Good morning" I greet.

H el l o h el l o,he stressed his words like he was trying so hard to make me understand a word his saying.

Hello to you too,how you do laa,what is xupping here,I try to act like someone suffering from aphasia
All he says is"I beg your pardon?

Oh never mind,I was just teasing you,
Ya'll gotta get it on the chill..I think I can pull off this America shit.

  I feel like I'm forgetting something, I checked in and I went through the boarder security, but I feel I forgot something, I will know when I get to the hotel.

Oops!! So sorry, I bump into someone,

I'm so sorry I say expecting a reply all I get is a cold shoulder.

The dude walked out without saying a word,he was at fault though,I only apologized" because I'm so used to apologizing when people step on me,which is very weird.

I can place where his attitude is coming from,he feels his so handsome,like prince charming handsome, that's why his playing the role of a rude prince.

I murmur all this.
Excuse me,I snap out of my thought on hearing that.

"Uhmm me",
I ask the middle aged woman,
" yes,could you help me take this up to room 259 dear, it is so much of a load to carry,and I think this hotel is short on staff.
  Okay well,its always good to help people in need.

After taking her stuffs to room 259 I remember I left my bag at the lobby ,well no biggie, my papers are in my box..its just my accommodation papers and UCLA's papers that's there and my mobile phone..... Oh my God mentioning them,I realize that a lot of important documents are there..

Uhmm thank you so much, I hear the woman speak I am..she tries to speak
I can't process anything right now,I zoom off to get my bag.

Oh please lord let it be there God please....
On getting to the lobby.I check on the bench where I left my bag, I can't find my bag....I'm going so mad right now,
what the fuck did I get my self into.am almost in tears..I look for my box,I find it next to a trash bin outside the hotel..
my paper's are still intact but my 300dollars is missing

I'm doomed,what do I do,I'm lost,
my reservation, my ucla admission letter,everything is all gone,my money ,my phone...I have just been robbed.so this happens in America too.

what kinda wicked world is,
how do I live in a foreign country with no money and no where to go.

Rosaline Peter's.
I hear my name,its a call from the counter...

Hello am,Rosaline Peters,ya hello she replies rudely,can I see your papers she asks,

Uh uh uhmmy my pap pap papers,I stammer.
Its a hella problematic day young lady and there is a long queue behind you,I will humbly suggest,that you don't waste my time,

We've got your name in the system,you have a booking,but unless you show me your final booking papers I can't show you your suit,
I see your not from here and I'm no tour guide, have a good day.

I'm showed out of the hotel,by the same security that smiled at me when I walked in here...
I'm finished,what do I do,I cry as I think of what to do.

Pulling my things outside the hotel gate, I find a map lying around,I find a beach
Seating on it, I think of how all my mothers pain and agony is all going to waste now. I call on my God and wait to see him in action.

Finally guys....
Woh.I will like to apologize for the late update,am way back on schedule, I have been stressed lately, I have entrance exams coming up for college,so busy.

Finally,rosy is in California, she's starting her life now
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