kiss me hard before you go || Eren x Levi

seventh

His hands are always so warm.

 

His voice is always so comforting.

 

I wish he knows what he does to me.

 

I wish he would just love me back.

 

Stop looking at me with those eyes if you don’t love me back.

 

“Erwin…”

“No, Corporal, it’s Eren.”

He was slowly coming to. The state of haziness clouding his mind was slowly dissipating. He felt himself be coaxed back to consciousness with such gentle and warm hands. Those hands were familiar, very familiar but it didn’t belong to the person he thought it would.

“I thought we’ve agreed on you leaving after we’re done,” Levi said with such coldness that defeated the crawling winter outside the window. Eren only shrugged, knowing such words were bound to be spoken by his superior.

Levi blinked his eyes in order to focus on his surroundings, surprised to feel that the bed sheet wasn’t sticky of cum and all the remnants of last night’s events were wiped off him.

“I know how you hated the dirty. So I cleaned things up while you slept,” said the younger one, noticing the puzzled look on Levi’s face.

Levi sighed, letting his head fall back onto his pillow, feeling rather relieved that he wasn’t left to clean up the mess. One thing he was thankful for Eren was that he was observant, “I guess I can overlook the fact that you slept over for that. Thank you.”

Eren’s face lit up, his eyes shining and Levi immediately looked away (more like he had to) because it was making his face feel warm – more precisely, flushed. He hoped Eren didn’t notice because it was utterly embarrassing for someone aged like him to be blushing like a teenage girl (but Eren did notice and he can’t help but find the corporal adorable – he won’t said it out loud though as death was its risk).

Why was the boy affecting him in this sort of way?

He had never felt the need to hide his face from this reason for anyone besides Erwin. Erwin because – he’s Erwin and certain things he does makes Levi’s heart beats like mad. Erwin because Erwin knows what to say at the right time, Erwin saved him, he owed Erwin a lot and he started to care for Erwin – but why Eren? He didn’t understand why Eren – a mere teenager – had the same affect Erwin does on him.

“Thank you for letting me stay, corporal,” Eren said, leaning down onto Levi’s abdomen to rest his head there.

Levi immediately tensed when he felt Eren’s face on his skin, his breathing making Levi shudder softly. Would Eren realise what has Levi got in his stomach? What Hanji theorized? And why was he suddenly caring about what Hanji said, about him being pregnant – was he really considering the fact that it might actually be true? That it wasn’t just some crazed theory made by an eccentric scientist?