The Life I Wanted

CHAPTER 1

I just got home from school when I heard outside the door of our house that my parents are again arguing about money and me again. I silently entered the house so that they would not take notice of me.

I think my luck is always so unlucky, because they still heard me when I entered. In there I saw my stern father Steve staring like a predator 😠at me and my mother Margaret 😬😤that is already rushing at me like a venomous snake that is ready to devour it's prey.

Before I can even process anything my mother had already slap me at my both cheeks. My mother said " YOU!!!! YOU ARE A GOOD FOR NOTHING CHILD!!!! I don't need a daughter like you bitch!!! How in the world did I let you fuc**ng live in this world! You are fat ass bitch, ugly as hell, unintelligent and lazy. You can't even compare to your sister Stephany that is beautiful, talented and smart.

I cried out loud 😭while my mother is pulling my hair very hard and keeps on saying all the faults she had on me. While crying and listening to my ruthless mother I saw from the corner of my eye that my father is acting like a stranger😕 that doesn't care for anything that is happening. I know to myself that my father hates me more than my mother it's just he doesn't like wasting his time to say all of his hatred to me his daughter.

I can't hold it anymore the pain that I'm feeling physically and emotionally😭. I hold the arm of my mother that is still pulling my hair hard. I said to them 'Mo.... M it hu.. rtsss stop.. p please. I'm sorry for bei.. ng a good for nothing but mo.... m I'm trying my be... ss. t. to be a g.. good daughter to you ca... n you please stop I'm hur... tin. g

Instead of letting go, my mom's eyes became even more dangerous😤😠😬😈and next thing I know she is already banging my head on the wall. After she is already finished on venting her anger she let go of me then I fell on the floor. My head keeps on bleeding and my sight is getting dimmer and dimmer before I was engulfed by the darkness I saw the face satisfied face😏 of my mother and the my father who is still unconcerned of anything😒 that is happening. I always wish to have a loving family and a daughter that any parents would be proud of, but i think i am really unlucky I didn't experienced any of those. While thinking about the things I wish I have, I was engulfed by the darkness and died. 😭😢😨😰😱