This is a BTS FF. I am a danish ARMY, but i am making this FF on English, because i think that most people can understand English.
Sorry for mistakes.
This book is about a girl, there already know the boy that she is supposed to be together with. T...
After I broke down, my life was a completely mess. I felt lonely, I felt sad, I felt angry, I felt depressed. And i didn't tell anybody about it. It was just me and my feelings. After a year, my legs was totally destroyed. That summer, I was wearing long jeans in 30 degrees, with a t-shirt. In school I stopped going to the gym classes, so I shouldn't show my legs to all the other girls. It was a dark, and a hard time. Just had to fake a smile, and saying that you'r fine, but you'r actually fu***** broken. And you would just wish that someone could see through you'r surface, and ask you about you'r life, and a bout how your doing. But nobody does that. There was many times where I tried to kill myself, but I couldn't do it. Because a place inside me I know that if i die, some people will miss me. But it's just a small place inside my, and i don't know, if it's my mind, or my heart there are telling me it.
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One day in December, me and my best friend Micha should sleep together. Micha has been my best friend since 3rd grade. She knows me better than anybody else. She is my everything. She is just like me, and so different on the same time. When I started to learn Micha to know, I realist that her life wasn't that easy. She lives home with her dad, there are working most of the time. And then she have a big brother. Her brother is born with a handicap, so her mom hasn't time to Micha. She is basically living in a house with 3 other people, but they are living 4 different lives.
That night in December everything changed again. Micha and I had so much fun, that I totally forgot about all my problems, and all the scars on my legs. The clock was long time over midnight, and we sat on my bed and talked. I had covert my legs under a blanket, so she couldn't she the scars. "Hey Sara, can I get some water?" she asked me. I said 'yes', and then I turned around to get a cup of water, there stood on the table. I grabbed the cup, and turnt around again. She looked weird at my, and then i looked down at my legs. I saw that the blanket had felt of, and she could clearly see all the scars. I don't know why I said it, but I said "Micha, I can explain!" It's so cliche, I don't know what I was thinking about! "No, no, no!" Micha said. Then I looked at her, and saw that she was pulling her sleeves up. I looked down at her arms, and saw a lot of scars, like on my legs. I looked up, and saw her in her eyes. Both of us began to smile, and then I said "I think that we are thinking the same" "Yep! we need to talk" she said. instead of going to sleep that night in December, we sat up and was telling each other everything. It ended up with, that both of us had the exactly same feelings, and understood each other.
"Micha, I just want you to know that I survived because of you" I said. I know it sounds a bit weird, but it was true. The only think there kept me alive, was the thought of me friends. Micha looked at me, and then she began to smile. We also began to laugh pretty hard, so I said that it was probably best if we stoped laughing, so we didn't woke up the rest of my family.
Since that night Micha and I gat a stronger, and closer relationship. We began to talk more, about private thinks, and we smile and laugh a lot more than before. So the two best friend in the world thought that they known each other well. But then the truth came out, and they gat to know each other even more. They survived because of love.
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