Needy - {Kim Namjoon}

Part 1

«Hard, isn't it?» I thought to myself as I sipped forcefully on the glass of red wine my fingertips slightly held. It was harder than I've ever thought to become acclimatized to the human form and human activities as I've always had the power within my fingertips to ruin a man's life the way I do.

«do you need anything else?» the voice of the bartender slightly penetrated my ear I you started to feel dizzy, though it was the alcohol effect partially tickling your insides, I knew how to hold my liquor just how I held my men, softly, seductively, sucking all of their red treasure leaving them useless. It was this idea that drew a voluptuous smile on my face.

« I'll have two silver bullets please.» the man sitting beside me smirked offering me a wink. I gazed at him and let out a chuckle as he guessed right my favorite drink. «Jungkook, here again.» I sarcastically said. «still trying to get another prey in your cobweb broom?» he raised an eyebrow taking a sip as the glasses were ready. «I quit it.» I said in a serious tone. Shocked, & unable to believe Jungkook looks me dead in the eyes. «I obviously didn't, this is what keeps me alive.» I finally breathed allowing him to sigh in relief.

I have Jungkook for around 5 years now, he has been the one helping me get away with my murders as if nothing has ever happened and he was the only one to know who I truly were, without running away from me. In fact, Jungkook was the only 'man' I decided to show the truth. But that didn't mean I wouldn't go against him if it has taken me. -even if it was hard to.- I had never been familiar with feelings, I'd always feel disgusted when seeing couples around, nor did I really care that much to satisfy my sexual needs. All I wanted to do was to keep a strong image of yourself, the 'unfuckable' with. And it all came by seducing men and sucking their lives & souls into mines. You were a succubus.