Needy - {Kim Namjoon}

Part 6

I changed my clothes as soon as I got home milking the words Namjoon has told me as I felt weak with his statements.

« Namjoon again? » Jungkook interrupted my thoughts offering me a cup of hot tea.

« he tried to choke me to death in the depot. and shot me around thrice. »

{ Jungkook's POV }

I've seen her eyes lit up, but this time, with tears. She has been brought to the edge and I honestly was beyond thunderstruck to realize that my small bean is actually 'feeling' things.

If I'm being true, I'm the one who knew her for ages and she wasn't much of a demon herself as she carried kindness yet a deadly sin.

I couldn't help her but see her angelic despite who she truly was. & The thing about Namjoon drove me crazy.

I could smell it from the start. She has always loved to challenge whoever dared to not give her what she wants but this time, Joon could weaken her and stood unlike most of the boys she met did.

«do you think he hates me?» I asked as I rubbed my palms on my hot cup already stealing shy glances at kook.

« why would you care if he did? » the young man stated as he opened the fridge.

« do you like him?» he turned to face me « silly. » I muttered. « okay sweet thing, let's be honest to each other; you do. » he shrugged.

«He's a human, I'm a succubus, it's a big no.» I was unsure, but at the same time, it's a big no.

I had to admit that he hated me -this was on my head- but I started to catch what I call disgusting for a man you barely knew? Yn these are just thoughts, you're hallucinating go to sleep.

« is he really coming tomorrow? » jungkook requested sitting beside me.

«he might be, we have a project though. This is why I asked him to come over.. I decided I have to brush him off my head, he might be feeding off the attention I'm giving him. So I'll stop it, but.. he called me slut and sais he'll work alone.» I painfully said.

Jungkook could tell I was hurt but he didn't know why. I barely knew who Namjoon was so.. why would I bother myself that much.

{ Namjoon's POV }

The image of her eyes when she looked deep into me couldn't leave my memory, she looked so innocent even though I hate to admit it.

« where did the lovely goth go when the shooting started? Man I'm so ashamed I invited her. » Jin disturbed my thoughts.

«she looked cute. » Jimin said. « tomorrow's my presentation and I have no idea whether I'll make it or not.» Hoseok was overly stressed.

Jin called us to join him at the kitchen so we can eat. « who's your mate in the project? » Taehyung asked while chewing on his food « Min Yoongi. » Hoseok replied all annoyed at the mention of his name.

« he's a cool guy though.» Tae said. « Could you please take out the trash Joon? » Jimin asked as he smiled brightly, innocently causing Namjoon to shake off his head and move out.

By that time I was running behind "cloud" who seemed to be my cat as he left my apartment jumping from the window, I followed his steps behind him & bumped into a big silhouette.

«hey there, careful!» the sound seemed familiar « Namjoon? » I asked quietly

« not you again on my god.. (y/n) » he hit his forehead with his palm « it's cold why are you even out? »

Joon asked taking a glance at me « I'm looking for my cat, why do you even care? » I said as 'Cloud' climbed on my shoulder purring aggressively at the boy who now feels unwelcomed by my cat.

« he doesn't like me, & so does his owner » he stated as he looked at my cat.

« he doesn't like anybody but Kook & I » I tried to maintain a sharp tone and lord knows I had to step on my heart to do that.

I began to go in the opposite direction but he pulled me to face him causing cloud to jump on his face.

«Down.» I signed for Cloud while whispering and he hopped down, still hissing. « what the fuck was that for? »
He asked dusting himself off.

«there's blood on your face, he thought I was being attacked so he became defensive.» I clarified.

« I'm glad he wasn't tyere when I trird to kill you I could've ended up in a grave» he laughed and I tongued my cheek in annoyance.

«Is this why you called me? I can tell him to draw a nice map on your fucking face if you're just gonna joke, Cloud g-»

he put his hand on my mouth and quickly pulled away when the cat started to purr aggressively.

« The main reason why I called you is to say sorry about calling you a slut today, I didn't mean to be harsh» he apologized.

I felt really satisfied but I already had a plan to not give him what he wants. « Shove it up your ass I don't need your apologies. » and with that I walked away.

He couldn't see my face, my back was facing him but I was about to die from joy..