the next day i invited jessica over to talk. i knew this was all hard for her and i just wanted to clear the air.
"so" we sat on the couch. "i invited you over so we could talk. about...everything"
she nodded. "thanks" she replied quietly.
"our relationship was beautiful and im glad we were something. so thank you for a blessed two years. but...you and i are the past now. and i know it hurts you. but...what you did really hurt me at the time. badly. because i trusted you so much. and we never fought. you saved my life. but you broke my trust and expected me to go back to you straight away"
"i know i fucked up. badly. but it was years ago"
"i know. but i love justin. so much. and im marrying him. and that conversation i heard the other day..."
"im sorry. i-i don't know what i was thinking. im so in love with you and...i nearly let it take control of me"
"i promise you'll find someone. better than me. someone who can give you the right love and happiness. i know you will. and im sorry"
then she leaned forward and connected our lips together. it was like we were young again. when we were in love. our lips synched together perfectly.
wait. i pulled away. "what are you doing!?"
"yeah, what are you doing?" we look up to see a heartbroken justin. "oh my god justin!" i got up but he stopped me. "don't" he said before walking out of the door.
tears spilled down my cheeks. jessica put her arm round me but i moved away.
"how could you!?" i cried.
"im sorry! i-i can't help loving you!"
"just leave and never come back!"
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no longer silent | brendon urie | sequel to darling
Fanfiction"i thought i was better! i thought i was no longer silent" i cried started: 1/6/2019
