"Babe." Jungkook's moan has you freezing. Body going completely rigid as opposed to the pool of heat it was just seconds ago. Your top half was barely covered by your bra. And little love bites where Jungkook's mouth had been pressing kisses to your heated skin. But his hands slipped down to play with the edges of your shorts. Making you suddenly aware of where thing were heading.
Jungkook was half naked as well, having pulled off his shirt, when you started making out. His jeans were also open, exposing the happy trail and wet spot on his boxers, exposing the blowjob you were giving him earlier. You knew what his moan meant.
More.
That's what it had been meaning each and every time it got up to this point. You froze up. You and Jungkook have been dating for a year now, and around the 5th month mark, he started asking for sex. Yet you.... Well you wanted to.... But it was such a big step. You didn't doubt that you wanted Jungkook to be your first, and he said he would wait until your ready. But when his hands touched you with such desperation, you could tell he was getting antsy.
He wanted you.
And you just couldn't do it. What if it didn't fit? What if it hurt too much? What if he didn't like they way you felt? What if you weren't....clean enough? All these questions ran through your head wildly until Jungkook's lips were once again pressed against yours. His lips made you melt, and you had no idea when he came back to eye level, But it was fine. His lips made you forget to think about anything else but him. His lips moved slowly against yours making all thoughts come to a screeching halt, and you sighed into his mouth.
"Babe" He mumbled again. This time into your mouth. He pulled away from you just enough to hover over you and stare into your eyes. "You know I can literally here you think about this" He whispered, " I told you I'll wait" You turned your head to the side, suddenly shy in his presence. Working up to this point was feat in itself, and Jungkook has never made you feel inadequate, but this just seem so much bigger. Giving yourself to someone, And knowing you'll remember it always as your first.
"Hey" Jungkook's hands cupped your cheeks and brought you back to face him. Thumb stroking delicately along your jaw line. "We can stop, I'm not going to force you into this" Jungkook said t you while staring deeply into your eyes "Kookie...I'm sorry" You felt the first pricks of tears behind your eyes and tried taking a breath to ward them off. The first time things had gotten heated between you two, it resulted in you crying.
He had shifted against you and you felt how hard he was and freaked out. It didn't help that when you finally saw how big he was you were sure you wouldn't be able to pleasure him. And yet, he had patiently told you that he just liked your hands on him in general, And loved making you feel good too. It had taken a month from that point for you to give him a hand job, Which led to a blow job at the same time since your curiosity got the better of you.
Jungkook, being absolutely astounded by how eager you suddenly became he insisted on returning the favor, but you refused. You were scared to let him touch you there. It took yet again, another month, for him to convince you to let him touch you and when he did you swore you didn't need anything more.
Since then, You'd given him countless blowjobs, and he had fingered you to completion each of those times. Telling you how good you felt. And then he suddenly asked to take your underwear off so he could taste you....and you again freaked out.
A month after that, you let him and you changed your mind. If you tried anything more than that you'd probably just die. His tongue had worked you into such a frenzy you had sobbed afterwards. He just held you, smiling at how open you were being with him. How much feeling you held for him.
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