me: "absolutely not!!!!"
Dakota: "whyyyyttt noooottttt!?!?!? Hes so cute! I think you guys would be kind of cute together! "
me: "nononononono! I dont like him. He would never like me. Get it. Got it. Good! I'm super ugly and i wouldn't even know how to act!!
julia: "sooooo not true! he would love you. You know it!!
me: "you know I'm not good with guys. I act like a guy! Most of my friends are guys!!!
the conversation went on forever. Even though her house was five or ten minutes away from the park.
it felt like forever, at the least.
we got to her house , thank God, and still had loads of daylight left so we went out side and i tried to teach her how to do an Ariel. that's a cart-
wheel without putting your hands down on the ground. It was a sad, sad fail but then she got sick of it and
we went inside and gorged ourselves on food while watching netflix.
watching Netflix and eating all day was my hobby. I'm really good at
it too. i get depressed a lot because of memories from my past and most of the time i wad up in a ball of crying fatness. I've really had nothing more to do with my life. I've never really had all that stuff to make me "cool".
I don't paint my nails. I hate sandals. And, I have never really had a boyfriend.
The next day I had a panic attack in class so I asked of i could go to the bathroom. After i got in a stall i broke down. I cleaned myself up
and went back to class.
on the way back I ran into someone. and then they walked away. When i ran into whoever that was, I was hit in the head. So when I heard the person take off running and tried to run after them. I fell on my face. I was to dizzy to walk. When I was getting up i noticed someone
walking my way. None other than
Garret.
