I froze. I had so many thoughts running through my mind. One of them being, "holyfuckingshitgetyourfathappyassupandrundamnitttttt!!!!
But sadly my brain was to slow to comprehend what my heart was screaming loud and clear. I finally got up kind of wobbly and shaking. My head hurt like a bitch. I saw him give me a weird look and I just got up and ran to the closest bathroom. I sat down and for some reason I wanted to cry. I sat there asking myself if he thought I was wired for acting like that. I mean he didn't see me get hit. He probably just turned the corner to see me in the ground and.....oh mi god...HE MUST THINK I WAS DRUNK OR SOMETHING!!! I flash backed to me getting up all shaking and wobbling around.
Sweet Jesus. This day couldn't get worse. Then I saw someone was standing in front of the stall I had locked myself in. Well damn....I spoke too fucking soon then. They most likely heard it all...because I was alone so I thought it was safe to say all of that out loud!
Then I heard the footsteps. They sounded close and then faded away. I looked to see if the creeper standing in front of my stall was gone. They were. I got up and ran to class realizing was late to class. I jumped up and ran.
I still really wanted to cry really bad though. I don't know why but when garret walked down the hall I wished I was walking with him instead of being the one on the floor. Wait! What?!?!? Why am I thinking like that?!?!?!?!?I managed to steer clear of him until the beginning of the second nine weeks.. .that's when shit went down. Skylar had a mental breakdown and she had been through some stuff that made her want to..u know. Kill herself. Then when she broke down at lunch..I saw the cut marks on her arms. That's also when I went up to the bathroom. One of my very close friends named Bethany ran after me. It was no use I couldn't hold back the tears. I wanted to kill the people that had bullied Skylar! One of the teachers said that they could hear me all the way down the hall and she looked at me like I was mental. Join the club,I thought. We meet on the corner of "i don't give a fuck street" and "worry about ur damn self avenue" . once a week on every Tuesday and Thursday.
Enough with jokes. I was mostly crying about how I thought I was going to lose Skylar. Then I remembered that Garret came up to her while she was crying at lunch and hugged her and held her close and tight. I had to admit I was kind of jealous. I just didn't want to make it about me so I just kept saying that I was scared to lose her. Which was very true.
I was later forced to talk to Dr. Harrison. Who was our schools Guidance Counselor. I was mad. Really really mad that I had to talk to her. But she found a soft spot and hit me where it hurt. She told me I needed to tell her what was going on, or else she would have to call my mom and tell her I was not cooperating. My mom....Jesus Christ. Then I would be grounded for a while. She also said if I told who was threatening their life that they could help that person. I finally spilled about Skylar. And immediately hated my own guts...
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Authors note; hey guys sorry that all my chapters are like midgets. Really short. I just have no time cuz my mom likes to ground me if I ask her stupid questions.....-_-. PS: no offense to any little people that may have been offended in the horrible attempt at the midget joke above. I will update in like an hour and every other hour after that today. Luv all mi followerzz!!! Even though I only got like 15!!!
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