letter number five

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By the time you read this, I'll probaly be dead.

Becca, my bestfriend since we were potty trained basically.  

What happened?  

You left me when you heard that stupid rumor from my bullies.  And instead of sticking up for me, you turned into one of my bullies.  Your a reason why I killed myself.  

But why did you just leave me?  I know I'm not the ideal bestfriend, but I tried, I tried real hard, and you left me.

Now, I left you.

-Talie Henderson

I drop the paper from my hands, and stare blankly at the wall.

My bestfriend is dead.  

But I'm the reason she killed herself.

What kind of bestfriend am I?

The answer, I'm not her bestfriend, I'm her killer.  I'm the reason shes dead.  

Its all my fault.

Now I'm crying uncontrollably on my bedroom floor.

"Becca, are you okay?" my mom asks from outside my room.

"MY BESTFRIEND IS DEAD, DO YOU THINK IM OKAY?" I yell, as I continue to cry into my pillow, wishing that I didnt treat Talia the way I did.

eh this one isnt my favorite.

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