No Longer My Own [BNHA FANFIC] - Kiribaku/Bakushima, (villain Bakugou)

Sorrow

Kirishima's p.o.v.

I feel Bakugou's blood dripping on me. I try to stop the bleeding, by applying pressure on the wound. As soon as my hands touch his wound he inhales sharply. I cry, I don't like seeing him like this, he looks so... unlike himself. He can't die now, not before I... before we- 

Even though it clearly hurt Bakugou I apply pressure to the wound, he has already lost way too much blood. He winced when I pressed my hands down on his wound. 'I'm so sorry Bakugou... Please don't die... I need you!' After what seems like an eternity I finally see sensei Aizawa running towards me. 'What happened?' He asks. Normally sensei Aizawa is very calm, but this time I could even hear distress and worry in his voice. 

I grit my teeth and try to hold back my tears. 'We don't know' I look around me and notice that Deku is already being brought to the academy by All Might. I stand up with Bakugou still in my arms. 'Please sensei Aizawa we have to help him.' I cry, I can't lose him. He's my Bakubro. Aizawa looks at me and then at Bakugou, he only now seems to notice the major wound on his side. His eyes widen for a second, and then he straightens his face again immediately. He is clearly worried about his students.  

How the rest happened is kind of a blur to me. We got Bakugou to the recovery room on the Academy in one way or the other. It was the closest source of help, and Bakugou couldn't really wait much longer. He had lost a lot of blood. 

Recovery girl couldn't possibly heal all of his wounds at once. He was going to be there for some time. Once Midoriya was awake, and feeling a bit better, Aizawa wanted to talk with him and know what happened. I wanted to know very desperately too, but Aizawa wouldn't let me listen to Midoriya's story with him. So I had to ask Midoriya myself later.

Recovery girl called me to her office. 'It's about your friend' She said. 'It's possible he won't wake up for a while...'  I look at Bakugou, I'll never get used to seeing him like that, calm, with no expression on his face. 'He has suffered a lot of physical trauma, but he is strong, so he could be fine, but we know nothing completely sure until he wakes up.'  

I nod and look down. 'I know he is strong.' I walk back to the room where Aizawa and Midoriya were, and see Aizawa coming out the door. I walk into the room and see Midoriya. He still doesn't look good. He gives me a weak smile and nods that I should sit down. I do. He looks at me. 'I'm sorry about Kacchan.' I nod and look away. 'Me too' I reply shortly. 

Midoriya starts explaining everything that had happened, about the villain league and how they had taken Bakugous family hostage. As Midoriya tells all that they've done to him, I can feel myself get red in the face with anger. I feel guilty too. How did I not notice something was off? Why didn't I notice anything? why wasn't I there to help him? I-

'Kirishima? Are you alright?'  I look up and notice Midoriya looking at me, he looks very worried. I feel a tear rolling down from my cheek. 'I'm angry.' I reply. Midoriya looks at me seriously, he seems to know what I'm thinking. 'You can't follow them, to get revenge. They would kill you.' 

I stand up, 'I know that!' I shout and walk away, slamming the door shut behind me. As soon as the door shuts I feel guilty for acting like that, it's really not like me and Midoriya doesn't deserve to be treated like that. I walk back to the dorms and go straight to my room. I drop myself on my bed. Frankly, I'm exhausted, I just didn't realise it yet. I lay there for quite a while contemplating everything that happened, until my eyelids get so heavy, I can't keep them open anymore, and fall asleep. 

{time skip}

I bolt upright in my bed as I hear a loud explosion. It's coming from the academy?! I get up immediately and I run outside, I see a lot of people have heard it too as we stand together outside of the dorms. 'Fire...' I look at the academy building, part of it's on fire. 'Did you hear that explosion too Kirishima?' I hear from my right. I look to see Kaminari next to me, he looks worried. 'Do you think? that- I dunno-' I know what he's trying to say, I was thinking it too.

'Bakugou.'