No Longer My Own [BNHA FANFIC] - Kiribaku/Bakushima, (villain Bakugou)

Inside struggle

Bakugou p.o.v.

We fight. We steal. We hurt. We kill. 

That's how it's been for the past few weeks. It looks like we're just rummaging around the city without an actual plan or purpose. They are making me go through this hell for no reason. I am not me. And I am on the wrong side. The man they call Mind-changer is always in my mind. He never lets go of me, not a single fucking time. 

I tried to fight it at first. But it's no use. His quirk is too damn strong. I watch myself do all of the things I don't want to, as they are using me, and never let me rest. I am in fact injured, but I don't get weaker and don't need rest physically, because of Mind-changers quirk. I don't even need my hero outfit to fire immense explosions anymore. It injures me, and I can still feel pain, but I can't stop myself from doing it. 

We're back at the bar. It looks exactly like the other one, but then in even worse state, always hated this fucking place. I have never heard them talk of any well made plan in here either, it's all just random. Are they trying to confuse me? They wouldn't have to because I'm under their fucking control already right... I don't know what the hell's going on. 

The whole villain league seems to be in the small bar this time. I look at all of them one by one. 'What are you looking at Bakugou?' It's the patched freak, he's smirking, leaning against the wall. 'Better not getting any ideas of trying to escape' He walks from the wall to me and looks at me. My face is straight, just a blank stare. But on the inside I'm raging, I want to punch him so damn badly. Blow him up together with this stupid bar. 

Fucking Patchface walks past me and grins, knowing he's gotten me angry. He sits down next to Toga. 'What are we all here for Shigaraki?' he says uninterested, as if he wants to leave as soon as possible. 'Are we finally going to execute the original plan you had for Bakugou here? You know, kill his friends and teachers, to actually turn dark so that "Mind-changer" doesn't have to have him under his control 24/7 anymore.' He says it so nonchalantly that I'm not completely sure if he's being serious or not. 

I really hate him. 'Yes' Shigaraki simply replies to him. What?! Is that really what they were planning? And they think I'm just going to play along? Fucking idiots. 'He's stronger under Mind-changers control, so he should be able to beat them.' I damn well know I'm able to beat them, but that doesn't mean I will.

I think back to the things I actually told myself, His quirk is too strong? I disgust myself, I'm going to fight! I'm a hero not a villain! I will not let them use me any longer! If nobody's going to save me, I'll just fucking have to do it myself! 'DIEEE!' I hear myself scream, and for a moment, I am back in control of my own body, just like in the academia.

 I don't hesitate, and fire explosions at every member of the league within my range. I can't see anything for quite some time, by the smoke screen I created. I'm ready to attack, and am listening carefully. Behind me... I react instantly and dodge Dabi's fire. The bastard attacked me from behind, what a coward. I jump backwards over him and fire an explosion in his back. He gets blown away, but before I know it Toga has got a knife against my throat. 'I already told you you'd look better if you bled more! And now I have permission!' 

She cuts me, she's such a psychopath. I fire an explosion directly at her, and she lets go, and pouts. 'I don't like that! Let me make you bleed!' She seems angry, what the hell. I try to jump away but fucking Shigaraki grabs me, I fall down and grit my teeth, he's slowly disintegrating my arm. I pull myself loose and try to get away again. I know where the exit is.

 I'm ignoring the state I'm in right now, and run, I have to get away from here now, before they use me to hurt anyone else. I'm just about to get out, when a white smoke screen hits me, what the fuck is this supposed to do? I'm starting to feel drowsy, 'fuck...'