I Can Do Bad All By Myself(On Hold)

Were everything Started

Chapter 1

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep I been doing that for five years now since the day my dad die that’s all I can do my life hasn’t been the same since my father passed away. I live with my step mother and my step sister and step brother. god how I wish there was a way out of there I am always getting put down my step mother is always saying how I am going nowhere in this life and god no one know how much I hate it here I close my eyes and I know tht I am going to show them they are wrong about me.

To my family I am nothing I sit her a cry because I feel so alone and I have started to think that the only thing I got going for myself is the fact that I know how to clean and cook I sit here and say that why did the mood goddess did this to me when my mother die i only had my father and when he got remarry to this human at first I was thinking things would be good till she found out that we were werewolf at first she was scare but as time pass she got use to it and now that we had to move in the pack house she got the whole pack house to hate me since I was with my father when he die I couldn’t shift because I still a little girl so now everyone said that if my wolf would have kick in when my saw my father get attack that he wouldn’t be gone so I finish high school at age 17 because I would stay longer at school so I didn’t have to go back to the pack house and get pick on and beat up in school the teacher would stop them if  they saw them.

 Today was my 18 birthday I was so happy because today I would find my mate the one who would love me and would always be there for me I am about to walk down the stairs I hit this wall but there was sparks as we touch. I look up and see that it is Ryder he was looking at me like he didn’t want to be next to me

As i was on the floor my step brother Luke with his friends Finn and Zane look at me and started to pick on me.

Luke: ewww look there is trash on the floor

Finn: looks like we are going to have to step on it

Ryder : come on guys let’s not waste are time on her we got better thing to do

As we are there Ryder touch me I couldn’t help but to say the word MATE.

Luke: did that little bitch call you her Mate?

Zane: I think she did

Ryder: yes she did that is so wrong I would never want a mate like her I feel sorry her mate cause who would want a mate like her fat ugly if she was my mate I would reject her ….

All I could hear was I would reject her that broke my heart I wanted to ran and cry but I couldn’t as I started to cry my step brother kick me down the stairs since I was used to it  didn’t hurt as much it was so I was still crying I pick myself up and went to cook for the pack and I wanted to run once I was done with cooking I was on my way to put the food on the table my step sister Hazel come in and push me to the floor making me drop the food on the floor then she start calling Ryder name out and Ryder and the guys walk in and she tell them that I drop the food on the floor and was going to let them eat it like that Ryder look and me and slaps me on my face and call me a stupid  little bitch and slap me again then hazel put her arm around his neck and tell him I am so happy that I am your mate and that you pick me .

At that point I couldn’t take it no more and I got up and ran to my room and I started to cry and I open my laptop to see I had an email from this guy I been writing to from a difference pack is name was landon I love talking to him I told him everything about how my pack would hit me and kick me he has told me to leave to his pack that they would love to have me but I told him I was going to stay and that I would be fine when I open the email it say

Happy birthday Aurora I hope you enjoy you day

I couldn’t think of anything else but for me to run and run far I started to pack my things once I was done I wrote a note

For whoever read this letter

I can’t take it no more I am tired of getting pick on everyone hitting me kicks me and then want me to cook for them the funny thing is that i would be better off if someone would have kill me and not my dad and for my mate who reject me fuck you so what I am fat and ugly but I know I can be better off without you now I am leaving to find a place where I can be happy don’t look for me because you would never find me

With HATE

AURORA

Well that the first chapter of I can do bad all by myself I hope you guys like tell me what you think and vote and comment