Yuzuru Hanyu ice and love Eng ver

I like you but....

sorry for the English........ i'm not native---------------------------------------------------------------------

It's Monday we're in the ballet hall while we practice only Eli and I, nobody has yet arrived, so I enjoy this time.
Hey, would you like to see your routine with music on the ice? - She turns to see me surprised
Okay, am tomorrow? - Only seat while entering
It's fine at the same time as always - he smiled as we placed ourselves in our places to start the class.
We are on the track this is empty, so I'm glad it's like that, they put music on the tracks where their melody is, while we warm up for a while the audio person mentions that he will let us know that it was his lunch hour that we interrupted, She stands in the center of the dance floor and starts to play her melody. I only hear how the doors close so that we are left alone.
The melody is beautiful as well as her movements "Chasing Cars" by Snow patrol in instrumental sounds in the background the cello and her movements captivate me I can not take my eyes off every movement she makes, it's time for the first jumps perfectly as the pirouettes, when performing the Axel falls I go to her to help her
In a competition you must stop right after the fall- I say smiling - continue
As she skids away my impulse is to follow her we end up skating together her piece ends but another one begins just as beautiful now I follow her in the form of a mirror until in one of her pirouets I get close to her and I take her by the waist while extending her arm, my hand takes hers extended, I only feel its aroma and the breeze when we go skating like this, she walks away while extending her hand towards me, I also extend it and reach to take it, I attract it to me when we slow down, we are just one in front of the other.
The atmosphere is suddenly warm, we are both returning to air she starts to get away something blushed, I go after her I take her arm, I'm really doing it I repeat in my head, I pull her towards me when she turns around being so close I kiss her, I carry my hand to her cheek at this moment I feel that time stops she responds to the kiss by placing her hands on my back, we separate our lips and look at her with a shy smile she is blushing like me.
I like you Eli ...- I say while I hug her- I really like you.
And you to my yuzuru- when hearing that I separate to see her, she only smiled, until I see her face and that smile fades- but we can not!
That because? - She starts to lower her eyes and drops her hands to the sides of her body
No, yuzu, I can not really not, I, I'm sorry, but ... I do not just mind - she places her hands on my chest, I look for her eyes and place my hands on his shoulders

Eli, tell me ... Why? - She just sighs and pushes me away

No, no, no, no, I'm sorry, we should not - the door opens while she goes to the exit of the track, I follow her until I see Jun come in, she passes by the almost running.
What do they do, rehearse their routine? - Ask Jun in his curious English affirm as I head towards the exit of the track too, - even if she not going to participate? -I stop in, I grab my protectors, when I start to put them on, the words finally reach my brain in the form of a bomb.
What?! - I put on the protectors I leave the ice while Jun sees something sad
You did not know, she's not going to stay in the club anymore- I feel my body suddenly cool

she goes? - I hope it's a joke, my eyes start to get wet

yes this is her last week - that comes to me like a dagger to the heart, I feel that the air goes away, I leave there holding my head.It is not true, it can not be true, I begin to feel the tears begin to fall down my cheeks I go into the dressing room I sit down to take off the skates and go to look for her only she can tell me the truth, only she can confirm me.put my  tennis and I get out of there but I can not find the other people who are coming in, they keep watching me, I feel like I'm going to collapse, I go for my things and I leave there. When I get home I go straight to my room, my mother is not there, which I thank so I let myself cry until I fall asleep.The next day I arrive at the club early, I start with the short program in the parts that I needed, but when I make the jumps I fall into one, Brian approaches me when he sees me on the ice