Yuzuru Hanyu ice and love Eng ver

ice and love (in my mind)

The following practices tried to spend more time with Elizabeth and go with her to the station where we later separated.
Now I'm in Moscow for the cup is the presentation of the long program after having been second in the short program yesterday, I have to win this time I say to myself, this time I have to win, Brian approaches me pulling me out of my thoughts .
Yuzu is the turn of your group - I watch it and then stop and follow it to the track.
It's time to introduce us, while I warm up on the track, I'm the fifth to compete in my group, when it's my turn before I start the program I head to Brian and Kukuchi.
Concentrated Yuzu, I want your mind on the track - it takes me by the hand - if Brian - I say goodbye to pooh, then go to the center of the track, my mind on the track that I will do, after yesterday's fall I can not allow another.
I finish the program, finishing first inside myself, I just hope that chan does not achieve her program, but after thinking about it I feel bad, this competition I feel I'm missing something I feel it has not been my best year, but Brian always encourages me.
It's time for the awards ceremony I'm located in the second place again, and his words cross my mind just smiled and I see the medal, upon arriving at the hotel I go directly to my room followed by kukuchi my spiritual guide.
What's up with young Yuzuru? - He asks me after closing the door and leaving all the things in the closet, I sit on the bed and take the drawing that that little one gave me.
aj, I do not know is something I do not understand, kukuchi-sama something that ...- I lie down leaving the drawing on my chest. - Do you think Toronto is changing me?

Changes are always good if they are for good, but as far as I am concerned, if it has changed, it has always improved - my phone rings at that moment, I get up to look for it in my sports car I do not know, but my heart races Until I see the screen, it's my father.
It's the day of the gala, while we were in a pause I start skating while the perfect song of ed sheeran, just feel like the wind hits my face, which is this feeling I keep asking since yesterday I hate when I can not discover something and why I play the fool to think that he would call me if even to begin with ... I stop in my tracks when I see Misha in front of me along with evgenia with a worried tone in her eyes.- What's up guys? - I take my hands out of my jacket pockets I was wearing
We thought you had already gone deaf - Misha approaches to place her hand on my shoulder
Is something happening to you, are you injured or something? - Evgenia looks more worried than Misha, the only thing I can do is smile, but still they continue with that look, how transparent am I? I lean over the bar making them stand in front of me
Yuzuru what happens? - they ask me again
I do not know guys, it's just that I do not know what is happening to me- smiled a little downcast- it's just that ... I feel something in my chest every time ...- I can not say it, I do not even know if that's it.
Is it because of Javier? - Misha says something funny but I deny
I just did not do something that someone told me and I think that's why I'm ... like that - Evge suddenly changes his face in him, a huge smile is marked Misha looks at her.
And how is it, also skates? - my side jumps up - tell me Yoshio!
Am well if you are learning to skate and I do not know how to say it, but it is ... Tender and ... cheerful, but at the same time- smiled and I feel like I start to blush, I do not know how suddenly you can know what I'm thinking.
Okay wait ... do you have a girlfriend? - Misha sticks to my side with his face of surprise, I just laugh and cover my face.
Do not! It's not my girlfriend is someone I know of the club- we're not even friends yet it crosses my mind
Must be more than that Yuzuru, if not because you're like that for her? - He gives me a little blow Evge in the arm
Well no idea, but I can not call her a friend if I have not even asked for her number or asked her more about her life- I scratch my head
Well, do it, let's go yuruzu- Misha smiles at me while Evga accompanies him to position himself in front of me- what's his name, or even that you know?

lizabeth- I answer while she smiled, they call us to continue with the training so I head towards the center leaving behind them both with a foolish face.
During the gala I do not know why, but I feel more relieved, I have fun together with Misha and Evgenia on the track, when I ended up at the hotel when we were at the party I kept laughing, but there was something that changed something that my friends I was told.
Back in Toronto it was my day of rest, but even so I go out, my mother rejoices when I tell her, my goal is to go to the club I hope to meet her, but when I enter I find that they had not arrived either, so I leave towards Javier's house
In front of his door I stop in my tracks when I find him
Yuzuru, what a joy to see you hug me - it's just past the track
Me too, "I answered as I helped him with some bags he had left on the floor.
But that today was not your day of rest ...- he pauses, he leaves his things in the room and the other bags in his bar- did you go to look for me? - He starts to laugh like a brat, I only leave the bags where he left them, his little cat approaches me - I know no, did you go for her? - I'm paralyzed when you mention that.
No, I went to find Brian, but he had already retired - I sit on his couch and grab one of his cushions - and if I expected to find her - I sink my face into the cushion and only feel when Javier sits at the table that is in front.
Yuzuru ... she ...- she says in a very low voice, I raise my eyes a little to meet Javier's smiling face- I miss you too.
I blush and then put a smile on my face, but I hide behind the cushion-go yuzu, so that was when did you declare it? - I try to remove the cushion.
Never, it's not even what you think, I just want it to be my friend- I say while I'm still smiling
We'll see, tomorrow I'll train, you should stay - when at last I take off the cushion and sit next to me- do you want to eat I'll prepare dinner? Oh by the way we saw your participation in the club with the girls, she was there.
Aj, I did not do very well - I get up to help Javier cook.
You looked distracted, and that was that fall, you had already practiced it until you perfected it - we started to cook instant ramen.
I know, my mind was not on the track, but now if I promise to win in the NHK- smiled while Javier just shakes his head denying
You'll go to your land, you'd better get it - slap me on the back
I will do it!