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Rainbow dash left her room late that night after having another nightmare that she couldn't understand.

Rainbow dash was in fluttershy's arms as the timid girl cried wanting her girlfriend to survive the wreck.

Fluttershy continued to beg her to wake up "don't die on me dashie...!" She cried even louder as sirens echoed from down the street.

The ambulance picked up a close to death rainbow dash bleeding from the many wounds she was left with after the wreck.

Fluttershy watched in agony wanting to go with them and be there for rainbow dash but her friends that appeared on the scene pulled her away.

Rainbow dash still couldn't understand what her dreams were trying to tell her. The only part she understood was driving to the hospital unless....

Rainbow dash wasn't headed to the hospital. No, fluttershy killed herself so the results were clear and right in front of of her.

Fluttershy would have died on the spot leaving no time for an ambulance to come save her.

None of that explain where rainbow dash was headed in her dream but one thing was clear. That wreck in her dream was no accident.

Rainbow dash got a horrible idea for the 4th anniversary of fluttershy's death. She chose to live out the horrifying dream and see where it leads.

"Dashie...." There it was again tormenting her. The imaginary Fluttershy called out to rainbow dash from somewhere in the house.

"Damnit shy! Leave me alone! I miss you okay just stop tormenting me...!" Rainbow dash sobbed wanting to block out the voice but in the end her pleads were ignored.

"Dashie please don't leave me...."
Rainbow dash froze in placing looking as pale as a ghost. That sentence left rainbow off guard leaving the forming sentences to humiliate her further.

But rainbow dash couldn't wrap her head around the fact that fluttershy's voice had pure agony and hints of sadness within her cracking voice.

Rainbow dash turned and spotted fluttershy in the living room once again but this time she was crying out in agony "don't leave me dashie...."
She sobbed hiding her bruised face from rainbow dash making the rainbow haired girl's heart ache.

Rainbow never liked it when fluttershy cried especially in front of her. She would do anything to make the shy girl she loved happy but this time, it wouldn't end that way.

"Shy I'm sorry.... I never left you... Did you kill yourself because of me....?" Rainbow dash asked feeling guilt stain her knowing she wasn't there to stop Fluttershy from taking her life.

To rainbow dash's dismay, Fluttershy never answered rainbow's question leaving it to dissolve in thin air
"Dashie why did you leave me....? You're a fighter... I'm weak without you.... Twilight says you wouldn't want me to be sad but I miss you.... Please wake up... "

Rainbow dash was wide eyed now realizing twilight had said the same thing to her. Rainbow backed away and ran straight to twilight's room to find that she wasn't there.

Twilight's room was empty as if she had never been there at all. Rainbow dash backed out of her room letting out a cry.

Her back hit the wall behind her resulting in her sliding down it still crying in pain. What did Fluttershy want from her...? Why did twilight leave her after promising to stay by her side...?

"Dashie wake up....!"

Rainbow dash woke up in her bed almost falling off it. She got up and ran straight to twilight's room opening her door slightly and peeking inside.

Twilight rolled finding a comfy place to fall asleep in when her eyes slowly opened spotting rainbow dash peeking inside.

Twilight got up and looked at rainbow dash worriedly "rainbow...?" She questioned getting up from her bed.

"she was there... She said you told her that I would want to be happy.... You said that to me... I ran down the hallway to tell you but when I got there.... " Her voice cracked "you weren't there.... your room was empty...."

Twilight frowned and hugged rainbow dash pulling her close "I would never leave you, we're friends rainbow, I'll always be here for you"

Rainbow hugged her back before smiling sadly. Maybe twilight could help her uncover the meaning behind her dreams after all, twilight was an egghead but rainbow was too.

This chapter was dedicated to my friend

WinterSolsticex

She's one of the many friends who's inspired my passion for writing.

She the second person on Wattpad who I befriended and trusted. We've been friends for almost four years but it doesn't matter the time.

She will always be one of my bestest friends.

I know you're reading this twi, know that I love you sis with all my heart. I also adore your jokes <3

Anyways, what do you think rainbow's dreams are telling her? Leave your guesses in the comments below.

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