Dance The Pain Away

Part 7

Ashley's POV :

I'm now sitting on a chair (which is very uncomfortable by the way) in the the waiting area. Michael is sitting right next to me. I've already spoken to the secretary and she told me that a doctor should be available in the next 30 minutes. Luckily here aren't many people, so nobody noticed Michael yet. Some people looked strangely at him, but they all shrugged it off. And I hope it stays this way.

"Ashley Spencers, go to room 114 please." The same secretary said. With one last look at Michael I go down the corridor, hoping the doctor is female.

I'm standing in front of room 114. I lightly knock.

"Come in."

I open the door to see that god heard my prayers, the doctor is a woman.

"Hello Ms Spencers, I'm Shelby Rovens, but you can call me Shelby." She greeted me with a wide smile.

"Well, then you can call me Ashley." I shake her hand and smile.

"So, I know why you are here, but I don't know the details. I know it's hard to talk about it, but you have to tell me what happened. "

Man, I knew this would happen, now I have to imagine all the things he did AND I also have to describe them to her, a total stranger. But I know I have to, I think I should do it as short as I can, maybe I don't get too emotional then.

"Well, he was abusive towards me for a long time now, but he never went as far as today." I sigh, hoping I get new strength by doing that.

"H-He was drunk and told me he wanted to have sex with me. I refused, so he slapped me." I gently touch my cheek remembering the whole scenario.

"Basically I ran to the kitchen to find something to defend myself, but he was too fast. He kicked and punched me several times, mostly in the stomach area and soon I didn't have power to fight back anymore, so he dragged me into my bedroom. A-And then he forcefully ripped my clothes off and got out of his clothes too. And in the last second someone knocked on the front door and saved me." I begin to cry again.

"So you are saying he didn't come to the actual point of rape ?"

"Yes, he didn't have time to."

She sighs and looks me straight in the eye.

"Is there a chance you could be pregnant ?" She asks me.

I smile again, thinking about the fact that I was able to protect me and my virginity for such a long time.

"No, he didn't rape me before. I'm still a virgin." I explain, turning red on the second part.

"That's good." She smiles lightly.

"Well, I have to examine you now, your stomach area in particular. Would please undress yourself ? You can keep your underwear on."

I slowly remove all my clothing except my underwear.

As soon as her gaze meets my stomach her eyes widen.

Why is she looking at me like this ? Is something seriously wrong with me ? Oh god, what if it's something bad ?

She must have seen my anxious expression, so she instantly turned away from me.

"When I'm done with examination I'll have to take your blood, ok ?"

"Whatever is necessary, I'll do it." I nod in approval.

After the examination

"Ok, I don't want to scare you for no reason, but there is a great possibility that some of your organs got damaged. That's why I definitely need to take your blood. But again, don't worry. It's just to be safe." She tries to ease my anxiety, but fails miserably. I'm way more nervous than before.