Grayson,
I can't stop replaying that day in my mind. I'll always regret it. I didn't mean for things to turn out that way. He was there and you were not. I was lonely. I was still upset over the fight we had earlier. I needed someone to rant to and he was there. It just slipped out.
I didn't kiss him Grayson. I wish I had gotten the chance to tell you that. If I had, maybe you would still be here, with me. I would never do that Gray, you know that.
But I could have. I wanted to. I hate to admit it, but I did. If you hadn't arrived at the moment you did, who knows what could have happened.
I'm forever sorry.
I love you. Only you.
-Mads
